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โŸก NON-EXHAUSTIVE LISTS + (MOSTLY) MANIC ALPHABETICAL ORDER CAUSE MY BRAIN'S A HOT NEURODIVERGENT MESS :3 โŸก



๐Ÿ’™ LITTLE JOYS ๐Ÿ’™
โ„‚๐•†๐”ฝ๐”ฝ๐”ผ๐”ผ โ›ง ๐’ซ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ž๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“ˆ & ๐‘€๐’ถ๐“…๐“๐‘’ ๐ฟ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‹๐‘’๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐•ƒ๐•–๐•’๐•ฅ๐•™๐•–๐•ฃ, ๐•ท๐–†๐–ˆ๐–Š & ๐’ฅ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐“’๐“๐‘‡๐“ข โ›ง ึ„ษ›tส€ษจฦˆษฆึ…ส€ โ›ง ๐’ž๐“‡๐“Ž๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐•ท๐–†๐–‡๐”‚๐–—๐–Ž๐–“๐–™๐–๐–˜ โ›ง ๐”ฝ๐•ฆ๐•”๐•œ๐•–๐••-๐•ฆ๐•ก ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐’ซ๐“‡๐“Š๐“ˆ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐’ท๐“๐“Š๐‘’, ๐•ญ๐–š๐–—๐–Œ๐–š๐–“๐–‰๐”‚ & โ„™๐•™๐•ฅ๐•’๐•๐•  ๐•˜๐•ฃ๐•–๐•–๐•Ÿ โ›ง ฤฑล‹ฦˆษ›ล‹ส‚ษ› โ›ง ๐‘€๐’พ๐“ƒ๐’พ๐’ถ๐“‰๐“Š๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐•พ๐–•๐–Ž๐“ด๐–Š๐–˜ & ๐–ˆ๐–๐–†๐–Ž๐–“๐–˜ โ›ง สั”๐”ฐ๐”ฐแƒง ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’พ๐“…๐“‰๐“ˆ โ›ง ๐•ƒ๐• ๐•”๐•œ๐•ค & ๐•‚๐•–๐•ช๐•ค โ›ง โˆšฮนฤ…โ„“ั• & แฐฯƒั‚ั‚โ„“ั”ั•



๐ŸŽจ HOBBIES / INTERESTS ๐ŸŽจ
Astrology โ›ง Bibliomancy โ›ง Coding โ›ง Collaging โ›ง Dark aesthetics โ›ง Floriography โ›ง Forest walks โ›ง Musicking โ›ง Numerology โ›ง Psychology & Mental Health โ›ง Spirituality โ›ง Symbolism โ›ง Tarot โ›ง Typology systems


Music

๐ŸŽง MY LIFE'S OST (Pretty eclectic) ๐ŸŽง

Annisokay โ›ง August Burns Red โ›ง Babymetal โ›ง Bad Omens โ›ง Badflower โ›ง Before I Turn โ›ง Billy Talent โ›ง Blackbriar โ›ง Blue Stahli โ›ง Bring Me The Horizon โ›ง Burial Dream โ›ง Calva Louise โ›ง Carpenter Brut โ›ง Celldweller โ›ง Chelsea Wolfe โ›ง Cradle Of Filth โ›ง Dark Fortress โ›ง Dayshell โ›ง Deftones โ›ง Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows โ›ง Dethklok โ›ง Devildriver โ›ง Dimmu Borgir โ›ง Disembodied Tyrant โ›ง Elision โ›ง Ellise โ›ง Emilie Autumn โ›ง Eths โ›ง Fall Out Boy โ›ง Famous Last Words โ›ง Fear My Name โ›ง Get Scared โ›ง Haunter โ›ง Hollow Front โ›ง I Prevail โ›ง IC3PEAK โ›ง Ice Nine Kills โ›ง If Not For Me โ›ง Igorrr โ›ง In This Moment โ›ง Jutes โ›ง Loathe โ›ง Lost In Kiev โ›ง Love And Death โ›ง Lowering โ›ง Lucas King โ›ง Make Them Suffer โ›ง Malice Mizer โ›ง Marilyn Manson โ›ง Mindless Self Indulgence โ›ง Moi Dix Mois โ›ง Motionless In White โ›ง Muse โ›ง Myuu โ›ง NF โ›ง Nine Inch Nails โ›ง Once Human โ›ง Palaye Royale โ›ง Poppy โ›ง Psyclon Nine โ›ง Rammstein โ›ง Set It Off โ›ง Shocker X โ›ง Skindred โ›ง Spiritbox โ›ง Stain The Canvas โ›ง Stolen Babies โ›ง Sybreed โ›ง System Of A Down โ›ง Termina โ›ง Tesseract โ›ง The Agonist โ›ง The Anix โ›ง The Birthday Massacre โ›ง The Browning โ›ง The Used โ›ง Thornhill โ›ง Three Days Grace โ›ง Unlike Pluto โ›ง Unlucky Morpheus โ›ง Vocaloid โ›ง Within The Ruins โ›ง World Divided โ›ง Zรฉphyr 21...

โ€” CURRENT OBSESSION โ€”
โ™ซ Wolf In Sheep's Clothingโ€” Set It Off


Movies

๐ŸŽฌ MOVIES ๐ŸŽฌ
Death Sentence โ›ง Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind โ›ง Final Destination 1-3 โ›ง Identity โ›ง I Saw The Devil โ›ง It Follows โ›ง Last Action Hero โ›ง (Pretty much all) Makoto Shinkai's โ›ง Mirrors โ›ง No One Lives โ›ง Passengers โ›ง Pride And Prejudice โ›ง Prisoners โ›ง Remember Me โ›ง Saw 1-5 โ›ง Seven โ›ง Sleep Tight โ›ง Source Code โ›ง Stay โ›ง The Breakfast Club โ›ง The Craft โ›ง The Goonies โ›ง The Ward โ›ง Tucker & Dale vs. Evil โ›ง Warm Bodies


Television

๐Ÿ“บ TV SHOWS ๐Ÿ“บ
Black โ›ง Buffy The Vampire Slayer โ›ง Charmed โ›ง Criminal Minds โ›ง Malcolm In The Middle โ›ง Normal People โ›ง Orange Is The New Black โ›ง Scrubs โ›ง Shameless โ›ง Skins โ›ง Sons Of Anarchy โ›ง United States Of Tara โ›ง You



๐ŸŽญ CARTOONS / ANIME ๐ŸŽญ
(Most of) 90s/00s Cartoon Network's (but especially The Powerpuff Girls, Dexter's Lab & Courage the Cowardly Dog !) โ›ง Banana Fish โ›ง Berserk โ›ง Corpse Party : Tortured Souls โ›ง Dark Gathering โ›ง Death Note โ›ง Devils' Line โ›ง Dororo โ›ง Gravity Falls โ›ง Hell Girl โ›ง Oshi No Ko โ›ง Parasyte โ›ง Pseudo Harem โ›ง Reborn ! โ›ง Scum's Wish โ›ง South Park โ›ง Spy x Family โ›ง Summer Time Rendering โ›ง The Apothecary Diaries โ›ง The Fragrant Flower Blooms With Dignity


Books

๐Ÿ“š BOOKS / MANGA ๐Ÿ“š
Ce que tu as fait de moi (Karine Giebel) โ›ง Dark Places (Gillian Flynn) โ›ง Doubt (Yoshiki Tonogai) โ›ง Harry Potter (J.K. Rowling) โ›ง Joyland (Stephen King) โ›ง Killing Stalking (Koogi) โ›ง King's Game (Nobuaki Kanazawa) โ›ง Mirrorland (Carole Johnstone) โ›ง Tsuiraku JK to Haijin Kyoushi (Sora) โ›ง Until Your Bones Rot (Yae Utsumi)


Heroes

๐ŸŽฎ VIDEO GAMES ๐ŸŽฎ
Ace Attorney โ›ง Celeste โ›ง Coffee Talk โ›ง Corpse Party โ›ง Crash Team Racing โ›ง Deadly Premonition โ›ง Demon's Souls โ›ง Dino Crisis โ›ง Don't Starve โ›ง Euphoria (yes, the infamous one :3) โ›ง Fighting Force โ›ง GTA 4 & San Andreas โ›ง Hakuลki โ›ง Hollow Knight (Silksong in progress !) โ›ง Katawa Shลjo โ›ง L.A. Noire โ›ง Life Is Strange 1 โ›ง Lucid9 : Inciting Incident โ›ง Our Darker Purpose โ›ง Pandemonium ! โ›ง Persona 3-4 โ›ง Resident Evil โ›ง Rule Of Rose โ›ง Siren : Blood Curse โ›ง Slow Damage โ›ง The Binding Of Isaac โ›ง The Coffin Of Andy & Leyley โ›ง The House In Fata Morgana โ›ง The Letter โ›ง The Sims โ›ง Tomb Raider 6 โ›ง Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 4 โ›ง Until Dawn โ›ง Yakuza โ›ง Zero Escape



๐Ÿ‘Š MY HEROES ๐Ÿ‘Š
Crazies who let their freak flags fly โ›ง The multi-faceted, multi-passionate & ambitious perfectionists โ›ง People who dare to chase their dreams โ›ง Fellow mental health warriors & trauma survivors

... And these two bundles of chaos :3





๐Ÿ’€ Do you have a hard time with life, right now ? Need some mental health support or advice ? Have a problem and want an open/non-judgmental ear to share it to ?

๐Ÿ‘ป Or, on the other hand, wanna spread some of your spare joy ? Share something inspiring or funny that happened to you ? (... Wanna know more about me but are a bit too shy ? :3)

โ†’ Send a little something to my Secret Message Box !

Whether you struggle and have no one else to rely on OR are actually the happiest MF alive, please don't hesitate : it's totally ANONYMOUS & FREE !

As someone who battled against her brain her whole life (and is still healing), I'll do my best to share good vibes & food for thought with you as much (and as fast) as my own health allows me to in return ๐Ÿ’™




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IF YOU AIN'T THEM YOU'RE NOT MY TYPE


๐ŸŽจ โ„•๐•–๐•ฆ๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ก๐• ๐•ฅ๐•’๐•ฅ๐•  ๐ผ๐“๐“๐“Š๐–œ๐–—๐–Ž๐–™๐–Š๐–— & ๐ผ๐“ƒ๐’น๐’พ๐‘’ ๐•โ„• ๐••๐•–๐•ง ๐ŸŽฎ
๐ŸŽ“ ๐’ฏ๐“‡๐’พ๐“…๐“๐‘’ ๐‘€๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐•Š๐•จ๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜,
๐’ซ๐“‡๐‘œ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’พ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒ & ๐•ธ๐–†๐“ด๐–Ž๐–“๐–Œ ๐–€๐–• ๐–‚๐–”๐–—๐–‰๐–˜ โœ’๏ธ
๐Ÿค˜ ๐‘€๐‘’๐“๐‘œ๐–’๐–†๐–“๐–Ž๐–†๐–ˆ ๐’ป๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“€ ๐Ÿ’” ๐’ด๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐•†๐•“๐•ค๐•–๐•ค๐•ค๐•–๐•• ๐Ÿ”ช
๐Ÿฅ€ ๐’ฒ๐’ถ๐“๐“€๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐•”๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•ฅ๐•ฃ๐•’๐••๐•š๐•”๐•ฅ๐•š๐• ๐•Ÿ ๐Ÿ”’ ๐•ฎ๐–๐–†๐–”๐–™๐–Ž๐–ˆ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐’น โ›“๏ธ



โ€” Hello, wandering soul ๐ŸŒ™ โ€”


I'm Milliane (she/her), French illustrator / writer / game dev in the making, (not so) secretly questing for creative/inspiring soulmates from all over the world โ€“ aka partners in crime for all kinds of crazy projects and/or endless debates !

To sum me up, I'm a half-baked gothy ๐“ฌ๐“พ๐“น๐“ฌ๐“ช๐“ด๐“ฎ who looks like a tough bitc*y ๐“ฌ๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด๐“ฒ๐“ฎ ๐Ÿ’€ When I'm not indulging in some good old maladaptive daydreaming to cope with my anxiety (like any other traumatized millennial), I sublimate my ๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•˜๐•ค๐•ฅ into writing or drawing tortured / melancholic pieces while listening to my ultimate playlist from Hell & overdosing on coffee โ˜•๏ธ


โ€” My work in progress โ€”


I'm currently working full solo on my very first visual novel (and lifelong project of mine) :

๐Ÿ ๐“ฆ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ฝ๐”ƒ ๐–”๐–‹ ๐–™๐–๐–Š ๐”ฝ๐”ธ๐•ƒ๐•ƒ๐”ผโ„• โ„’๐’†๐“ช๐“ฟ๐’†๐“ผ ๐Ÿ—๏ธ

A psychological thriller otome game about art, grief, mental health and, let's just say... ๐•”๐•™๐•’๐•ค๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐••๐•ฃ๐•–๐•’๐•ž๐•ค.
As the multi-passionnate Jill of All Trades I am, I'm challenging myself to make most of it on my own (story/art/music/code โ€“ although BGs will certainly be the DEATH OF ME, not gonna lie xD), and it's been quite the adventure so far.

If this had you intrigued or sounds like your jam, feel free to join me on Threads / Instagram to learn more about the story and characters ! I'd be delighted to see you there โœจ



โ€” 20 full albums I could loop to death โ€”
(and I'm picky AF)

Who I'd like to meet:



โ€” (NATIVE) & WELCOME ! โ€”


โš ๏ธ TO -18 USERS โš ๏ธ


While I'm not against making minor friends at all, please keep in mind that I'm a 34 YEARS OLD woman, and as such :

โŸก Even if we do share similar taste, hobbies & opinions overall, I might occasionally sound like an old hag to you โ€“ just saying x) lmao

โŸก I'll gladly yap with you about pretty much anything your age, but while I consider myself a safe space for anyone who needs it and am crazy open-minded, I'll NEVER โ€“ EVER โ€“ validate nor encourage any foolish/dangerous/sexual behaviours coming from you and won't hesitate to BLOCK you if things get out of hand. Just a friendly warning to ALWAYS keep it respectful, no matter who you're talking to โœจ


โ€” Things to consider before friending / messaging me โ€”


โŸก I'm NOT interested in shallow F4F and am happily married, so if you're one to just invite EVERYONE randomly out of boredom or only use this site as a dating one, please spare yourself the trouble and go on your way : I'm not your woman๐Ÿ™ƒ

โŸก Typos happen, but if you aren't dyslexic yet can't align two words without butchering one, are punctuation-phobic or spam marks like a maniac for no reason, chances are that I won't even bother to read you : slang/abbreviations are a thing (I use them too), but NOT to the detriment of clarity & readability. PLEEEEASE, GUYS.

โŸก I'm VERY LESS susceptible to accept/answer you if you've got 500+ friends (like, what even is the point ?), if your profile isn't fleshed out (ESPECIALLY if your age isn't mentionned on it), and if you come to me with nothing but a monosyllabic and soulless "Hi". Small talk is for hollow brains ; I don't want hollow, I want real.

โŸก If your account is private and you don't send me a quick DM/comment to at least say why you felt like inviting me, I'm sorry to say that I WON'T accept you since, well... I've no means to gauge what kind of person you are.

โŸก Needless to say that while I'm not a compulsive blocker, I do reserve myself the right to unfriend you at any time if I end up disliking your vibe (be it after chatting with you or just through what you post in general), or if there's been no interaction between us whatsoever and your account's been inactive for months.

โŸก Since I'm a socially anxious bundle of nerves, there's a high probability that I won't answer quickly and steadily to your DMs even if we do get in touch, and EVEN if I like you. That doesn't mean that I won't ever ; just that my social skills hugely depend on my state of mind, which is quite variable. So please bear with me ๐Ÿ’™



Now, if you are :

โŸก Mature, open-minded, witty AND absurd enough to both be able to engage in deep โ€“ not to say morally questionnable (18+ only, obviously) โ€“ late night talks... and laugh at the most random/crappy 4th grader jokes ;

โŸก Unafraid to delve into the darkness of the human mind โ€“ yours included โ€“ and are rather fascinated & inspired by what's lurking in the shadows ;

โŸก A weird / nerdy / passionate / colorful / bruised / sarcastic / sassy / depressed / blunt / empathetic / withdrawn (pick your weapon !) human being looking for a (one-day or more) friend to enjoy art/video games/psychology or witchy shit while respectfully empowering each other ;

โŸก (LITTLE BONUS) The old-fashioned and precious kind to pair your friend requests with a DM to explain, even briefly, what drew you to the person you invited โ€“ to prove you're interested in souls, not just faces or numbers ;

โŸก (TOP-TIER BONUS) A CREATOR OF ANY KIND (illustrator / writer / music producer / game dev...) looking for collabs or just fellow artsy folks to chat with...

... you're kindly invited to stop scrolling for a sec and come have a chat ๐Ÿ˜

PS : I barely send friend requests like, EVER, so if I did invite you first, be sure that something in your profile or your overall vibe caught my attention ! For all that, PLEASE don't feel obligated to accept my request : accept it if you like what you read on my profile, and ONLY if you think we could get along :3 โœจ

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J'adore l'aesthetic de ton profile trop cool vous avez l'air d'une personne extraordinaire c'est un plaisir de t'avoir parmi mes amis ^-^ <3

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Aww c'est adorable, merci ma belle :3 ๐Ÿ’™

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Your layout is so pretty!! love it so much

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Oh wow, I LITERALLY just commented the exact same thing on yours ! x) haha Thank you for the nice words, friend ! โœจ

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dropping by to recommend you play Fez for the 27th time. also to say hi

aaaand probably also try to steal your "interests" accordion/drawer thingy i want mine to open and close like that โ€๐Ÿ’จ

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Hiii xD I finally got the game on PC but I'm a controller girl and mine just DIED on me, can you believe that ?! No way I'm playing a platformer on a keyboard EVER haha But I'll give it a go as soon as I bought a new one, I promise ! :3

Aaaaaand since you're a very honest & polite stealer I'll gladly send you the bit of code I used for that in my next DM, then (thanks for bearing with me and my late replies btw, my mind's been a bit scattered this week yet again T_T)

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Such a shame!! I see no comments on this profile, well I'll be the first. Wicked profile, everything fits together nicely. Glad I stumbled across it. ( ฦ…ยฐเจ‰ยฐ)ฦ… Yeeeeeehaaaawwww

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I genuinely couldn't have dreamed of a better first comment ๐Ÿ’™ Thank you so much my friend ! This layout was made with love, sweat and the blood of my enemies, so I'm super glad you like it xD hehe

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