Fabian
"Looking fwd 2 seeing the anime face PFP"
54, UK, wonk swagginz, peep gayme, SH final b0ss
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Fabian's Interests
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General |
Selling occult books and tarot decks (side hustle), calisthenics, xingyiquan (internal Chinese kung fu) training (am beginner) & qigong, but also dabbling a little with wing chun (ving tsun) & JKD, walking in woods, fixing my old BMW, occasional drifting, music, film, comedy shows, diy, watch repair and customising, Hackintosh (can't be bothered anymore), occultism, chaos magic, ceremonial magic, reiki, luciferianism, satanism, religious studies, tarot history, psychology, NLP, existentialism, nihilism, absurdism, egoism, physics, biochemistry, anthropology, meme culture, and skinhead, slav/gopnik, casual fashion, goth and punk culture. Used to be into scuba diving, freediving, skydiving and kart racing years ago and a gym and wing chun guy. |
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Music |
Punk, Hardcore, Oi!, Industrial, Grunge, Sludge, 80s Goth and Darkwave, Glam, Dark Ambient, Jungle, Intelligent Drum and Bass, Tech Step, Acid House, Classic Rock, Kraut Rock, 70s & 80s Metal, Black Metal, Folk, Jazz, Blues, Classical, Motown, Soul, Hip Hop, Trap, Hard Bass, New Wave, New Romantic, Indie Pop, Indie, Shoegaze, Prog Rock, Vaporwave, Reggae, Ragga, Soukous, Calypso, Salsa, Gregorian Chants, Indian Flute Music, Middle Eastern. |
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Movies |
film noir and existentialist art house mainly, also gritty gangster and essex boys films, supernatural horror, emo sci fi, sci fi horror, the odd costume drama etc. Favourite might be Momento. |
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Television |
curb your enthusiasm, seinfeld, minder, the sweeney, jeeves & worcester, red dwarf, peep show, vikings, the expanse, south park, larry sanders show, twin peaks, beyond scared straight, bottom, laurel & hardy |
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Books |
Well I tend to read a lot of books on martial arts atm. I have a reasonable occult library but rarely look at it as I don't have time. My favourite occult books are probably Initiation in the Left Hand Path by Jeremy Crow and Chaos and Sorcery by Nick Hall. |
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Heroes |
I don't have any heroes in the modern sense. The meaning of the term has broadened over time. Hero is really a military term. I try to objectively view a person's psychological make up and character as much as I can, the good and the bad. Yes I can be inspired by certain behaviours, actions or decisions but the whole package is nearly always a mixed bag. |
Fabian's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]
Altered states of consciousness: Being conscious after being knocked unconscious (view more)
Chinese Internal Alchemy: Qi, Jing and Sex (view more)
Brief history of use of the pentagram (view more)
Lucifer: religious symbolism (view more)
Christian concepts of Hell & Satan - academic perspective (view more)
Fabian's Blurbs
About me:
Apolitical, semi-straight edge dank memer interested in esoteric and religious studies, occultism, car maintenance, martial arts, psychology and healthy living. Communist and subsequently an anarchist and stoner in my mid to late teens. Studied anthropology. Became a Christian in 1995, when I was 25, one evening, seemed like a good idea at the time. Became a corporate boi and gym and extreme sports addict. Got interested in gnosticism and later luciferianism in late 00s. Became an atheist briefly in 2012, then have been agnostic and possibly a pantheist since. Started practising magic on and off. Have written some articles on psychology, NLP, early Christianity, esotericism, Left Hand Path, and holistic health but never written a book. Chaos magician, influenced by Luciferianism and Left Hand Path in general. Not particularly keen on CM and LHP communities esp. on social media. I try to nurture a critical mindset and embrace rationalism. I require evidence to formulate an absolute spiritual belief. I have ideas about how things might work which to me have varying degrees of probability of being true, and my views may change over time. Internal experiences and religious texts are not proof of anything. You may not personally need proof. I don't say people's spiritual beliefs are wrong, just that I think they may be unlikely to be true or at least in the way that they have presented them.
Who I'd like to meet:
Do not just slide straight into my DMs unless you are from Nigeria and need to tell me I am entitled to £10 million but need to pay you a deposit first to unlock the money. Do not add me unless u sho tha anime or fursuit fayce. I am not networking to spam ppl or to brainwash them lol. I have friends with many different beliefs and ideologies and don't really care - as long as they are not OCD about it and don't talk about it all the time, doesn't affect their attitude or ability to rationally discuss things without becoming overly emotional and defensive, or make them totally cringe.
Fabian's Friend Space
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Fabian's Friends Comments
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rotten_goo 
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best dude ever in the most simple way |
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TwinFlower 
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You seem to be an interesting individual based on your profile. |
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Jestamang 
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Yo yo :D |
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𝘼𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙡 
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Thx for the add back !! You have some super cool interest ! - 🌺 haha thanks, nice to meet you, you sound like you are into some of the same stuff. good luck! I did anthropology, physical and cultural, was interesting af, but I don't use it for work obviously, is useful sometimes when debating or writing an article. |
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♱𝔈ℜℑ♱ 
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your interests are really awesome u seem very interesting! plus cool music taste Thanks very much. Perhaps the theory is more interesting than the reality, I'm generally too busy for much recreation. I am a bit of a newb with black metal, tend to listen to some of the more avante garde and fast stuff but am always wanting them to slow down a bit lol, hadn't heard much about DSBM, it sounds p cool. theories are like if reality was way cooler than it actually is lol, and dsbm is really good! |
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l3pr0sy 
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THXX 4 4DD1NG M3!!!1! x3 |
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DarkMiryam 
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Ciao and thanks a lot for adding me :D I see we're both into similar thing. I always had a big passion for paranormal... and good music of course :D Hey! Thanks also. So which coast are you on? What kind of music do you play bass on? Yeah I was grooving on the old school format for a while but now I think maybe I prefer the more content friendly format of some other sites that are more optimised for it so 'enjoying best of both worlds' ?? Have a great week. I live 100 kms from Venice, just to give you an idea by DarkMiryam; ; Report |
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Inside Bilderberg 
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Thanks for accepting friend req. see you are into many of the same bands as I, was too lazy though to make a long list on my profile, Killing Joke prob. my favorite of all. |
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MissAnthrope 
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Digging your new pro pic and background! Hey thanks, I fancied a change. How is it going? Have you made progress with basic html coding yet?? haha I figured out how to at least post pics and vids in blogs and bulletins. Unfortunately not! I have been woefully distracted by outside responsibilities, but as soon as things slow down I'll def be back to brush up on my coding skills...Until then I'll just be impressed with everyone else's :P by MissAnthrope; ; Report lol well better to be busy irl than screwing around on social media, haha those html wizardz haha perhaps. BTW whereabouts are you? I get the sense you might be from a commonwealth country :P by MissAnthrope; ; Report haha cos I talk like a Limey half the time? I am in sunny England. I ought to put important information like that in my prof but I decided to be sarcastic in the status instead lol. Haha no, I cant really put my finger on it but I was figuring the UK or Australia. Glad to see I was right :P by MissAnthrope; ; Report |
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Pete Bit 
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Thanks for accepting. Very interesting profile! Modded chibsons can sound really good! If it's "stock"... well... i'd take it with a grain of salt :) I have a friend that loves sounds out of his 70s former commie made guitar collection. While i can't share his enthusiasm, it's always whatever works best for you. |
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_Madame X_ 
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DANK MEMER yussssss |
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MissAnthrope
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Digging the occult vibe Thanks!! I'm basically choosing all the things I had on my old account back in Myspace and other chat site days, just need to figure out the music now :) by MissAnthrope; ; Report good ole myface! I discovered that you had to embed a spotify playlist but that unless you are logged into spotify, a visitor will only get a 30 second preview of each track which sucks. A lot of ppl are putting the playlist in their music section which is really narrow so it won't display the artist and track names properly. TBH I'm not sure anyone really bothers flicking thru the playlists. Oh man, maybe that'll be a feature that could be improved later on. I remember on other sites they had like track list's that would play as soon as someone landed on a page, IDK if they are still in use but I might look into that... by MissAnthrope; ; Report yeah I remember myface had that feature it was quite handy, here it is a world of pain lmao Oh yeah.... Gotta go relearn HTML lol. by MissAnthrope; ; Report lmao unfortunately by MissAnthrope; ; Report |
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Freakish Uproar 
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Dude, nice Francis Bacon avatar! |
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Action Cat 
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Thanks for the add! :D |
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Freakish Uproar
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I can't decline a friend request from a fellow Red Dwarf fan :3 Hands down, the greatest insult I ever appropriated from that show was "you rectum faced pygmy" xD by Freakish Uproar; ; Report Rimmer line I believe. by Freakish Uproar; ; Report I'm sure he yells it at Lister during that episode where Lister contracts that mutant strain of the cold, that manifests his confidence and paranoia. by Freakish Uproar; ; Report |
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Thanks for your kind words! I appreciate it. You are totally coo.
by Fabian; ; Report
hey im just stating the easy truth, hahah ;)
by rotten_goo; ; Report