🖥Vex🖱

its always nice when people enjoy what i splattered up here because 2 years ago when i joined it really took alot out of me to just biuld something for myself and not expressly others so it became like a diary and a way to remind and encourage the person i want to be.

slowly but surely i am learning more about the back end of the tec i use and its important to do silly self indulgent projects like this so i can get that practice in hahaha

you yourself seem to have quite the projects laid out on your profile and it seems more expansive then what ive got so far so ill be glad to look more into that and give a hand where i can

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1716022391; Report

thanks for it yourself, glad to have ya hahah!

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1716021952; Report

thank you dearly and honestly it just comes out of letting myself loose and not trying to be intentionally annoying

ive just come to accept my normal is annoying and chaotic so its always good to find people who appreciate that

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1715135360; Report

hmmmm, ill be honest im not sure id trust most people because the power imbalance seems weird like

if it was a best friend or something then there would be inevitable alienation caused with the understanding of how intentionally or worse- accidentally manipulative a friendship like that is.

so hm

my cat, yeah. my cat deserves a leg up in this world.

if she could fly that would be only slightly different from how high she can jump and if she was super powered to recover faster from her frantic recklessness then that is a net positive for everyone honestly.

she deserves to destroy the countertops even more then she dose already

shes a good kitty

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1715135269; Report

awesome

by Fawkes; 1715189381; Report

0u0 thank you

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1714591883; Report

no problem ^W^

by Your_Local_Critter; 1714595578; Report

also, i added a little doodle to your magma white board :3!

by Your_Local_Critter; 1714597395; Report

AH yes the magma thing, yeah im a little upset they changed their website to be log in requirement after you '""test the website too many times"" and that means they are looking at your ip address and getting cookies and stuff and that spooks me out so ive been on the hunt for a replacement to that because i really like the wipe off board thing

ah i found some sites i might experiment with so stay tuned for that heehh ^_^

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1715134852; Report

you're a homestuck fan too?!?

i think we'll get along very well, my friend.

by SpubKazoo; 1714458373; Report

oh golly gee, your profile says nothing about homestuck anywhere and yet i spotted you on that radar

gosh i wonder what clued me into that... ehehhehe

and yes YES sam and max my beloved. the 3d games have their own quality to them but the comic and hit the road are gold standard in my book

so YEAH I LOVE THE VIBE YOU GOT GOING you seem so chill and quirky so please don't be a stranger around my little neghborhood here eheheh

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1714591850; Report

AWW THANKS DUDE!! I LOVE YOUR VIBE TOO!!! RAAAAAAAAAGGHH!!

by SpubKazoo; 1714602025; Report

eheheh thank you it was a nice meditation project for me to learn how to code over, i still want to do more to keep chipping away at it but for what has become more then a full year of work im pretty happy with it so far ehehe

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1714015617; Report

@w@ that is such the complement, i love that guy's works for its love letter to the era i grew up in

its something i didnt want to become nostalgic because i never let it leave me.

its words like yours that make me think i achieved that goal ah gosh- OH ALSO YOU HAVE SOME GREAT PICKS ON YOUR PROFILE!

i need to delicate some space to psychonauts with how formative the first game was and that the second had the audacity to try and compare itself to the perfection of the first game AND THEN WENT AND BECAME SO MUCH BETTER WHILE MAINTAINING AND REFINING ITS CORE VALUES

its wonderful to see OH dungeon meshi too AHHH NEEWW EPISODE TOMOROOOOOOOW AAAAah im so exited for it!!

i need a whole shrine on here for my favorite meal prep animations and just sengi being as aspirational as a figure for me as the old man from fraggle rock, levar burton and adam savage <3 <3 <3

its so nice to see people takeing the time to look at my stuff so it always feels worth it to keep putting in more work on my silly little mod podge collage

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1714015542; Report

oh my gosh thank you! and here you have the strangest falling object css where it sets a delay so they all hang out on the top for a second- how did you figure that out thats so cool! i love how vibrant and animated your profile is so its so sweet you came over here to say something nice about mine heheh

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1713891270; Report

Aww thankiesss (づ๑•ᴗ•๑)づ♡ Honestly it took awhile to learn but I love trying to understand HTMLs (๑´>᎑<) Mainly the falling is done with applying the snowfall animation and then adding a delay to each image, I'm glad you like ittt

by 「 ❣️ Lil Mess ❣️ 」; 1713893738; Report

oh crud was there a link or something im so curious what album, you mean my silly playlist?

if you got any song recs throw them my way!

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1713179539; Report

"this album" is hyperlinked, it's just hard to tell since it looks like there's only an underline when you're hovering over the link

by Fawkes; 1713188653; Report

OH I LOVE THIS VIBE

So chill and calm i really dig it- oh oh yeah leme see if i can put that on the to do list where i can make links visible ah thanks for that

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1714015671; Report

yeah its been one of the first major instances of the post modern-ification of garfeild and cementing him as this internet symbol.

i was one of those kids that accidentally got my hands on that cursed official book where it goes through multiple style changes to show his 9 lives and one of them has him kill his owner of a kind old lady

i had a bunch of the anthology books as a kid prior, not because i liked them just because people would give them to me. so it felt like this omnipresent force and i find it funny how often that experience was mirrored thanks to how commercial garfeild was over all other bland mascot characters that fought for his spot at the time

now a days we have a level of customization, user choice and speed that makes it harder for some bland boring shit people feel stuck with to just haunt an entire generation like that haha

either that or im just so far in the deep end of alt culture after fighting back so hard from a youth of neglect and apathy towards the things i ACTUALLY liked that i dont know what mainstream conformity looks like anymore

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1713179473; Report

Garfield is still out there everywhere when you look for him. Not sure if he gets sold to kinds as hard to kids now as he was to our generation, but whatever he's been replaced with is probably worse.

by Fawkes; 1713188773; Report

your profile jumped out at me with how i could tell it was hand crafted with expertise so thank you for skill sharing in your blogs about it, im so new to coding and this is the only place i really get to use it so it means alot coming from you hahah.

and that beautiful darling man danny is so well earned with the flavor you present in your entire internet presence ah thanks for having me- YEAH CLONE HERO, was just talking about that i gotta get back into that and see if i can get into mapping with how few strange internet indi musicians they have compared to osu, but i feel like i just havent been digging well enough haha, ill amend this i swear.

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711446947; Report

Thanks! Glad those blogs were helpful. I also need to get into the custom songs. So far I've only downloaded all the official song packs

by Usual Egg; 1711462738; Report

YES HERE YOU ARE ONE OF THE REAL ONES!!! i cant get over how a weird little web animation like baman and piderman has the kind of staying power it really dose have -oh man you just made me realize ive never considered dressing up as them for a con and that is a shame- eheehehhe see this is why i splatter my entire personality like this, it really is a rorschach test for weeding people out finding bold connections eheehe. yeah im still in my muppet phase and the fact that the muppet forum that has existed since early early internet has never shut down and is still regularly active is one of the optimistic things that keep me going and reminds me what i want my time online to be like. ah so wholesome thank you pal <3

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711447008; Report

WAAHHH SORRY i'm so bad at checking my notifs!!! but seriously, baman piderman & homestar runner will live in my mind forever and ever. my pumkin plush was a dependable friend in college, the whole thing means a lot to me in a very mushy way, ha. and i actually didn't know about that muppets forum, i'll have to seek it out! i always feel like i missed out on those sorts of communities when i was younger, i'm glad to see that other people are also interested in keeping them alive!
i just noticed the raggedy anne gif, too... i need to rewatch that movie, it gives me the warm fuzzies :]

by river; 1712027877; Report

ah thank you for the kind words hehehe, i have been setting my hopes high trying to biuld myself up enough to make a website and its been a slow trip with how my dyslexia fights me every step of the way but its really refreshing to see comments like this and be reminded of the progress made. gosh thank you

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711447035; Report

ofc!!!

by Hoopla; 1711469008; Report

• Hello Vex! I hope that you don't mind that my last question was neither long nor particularly insightful. I like to use quick and dirty conversation starters like that because I've found that a good and thoughtful response can come from them and from there I often find myself learning neat things about people that you never really get unless you ask someone about the silly stuff. That and the follow up questions people ask are equally often great and engaging interrogations. Perhaps it's not a concern, considering you've got "Get weird with it" signposted, but it's always worth checking methinks.


• I'm thinking about starting a fast and loose little spacehey collective, kinda like a webring?, for sharing the neat things on spacehey that aren't just cool profiles. Stuff like the movie club, the project you consulted me about, Ikoe's At Night™, a special sumn I'm in the planning stages of, etc. I'm going around and consulting the would-be early invites to this collective and asking for thoughts on 1st, a name for the group and 2nd, ideas on how to organize it. In terms of organization, I'm currently thinking that the requirement to have your project included would be to link to the other pages directly somewhere mildly visible on your project, but that might get messy if we grow past even a half dozen or so projects, so maybe it would be best to have a central hub and just require linking to that? Maybe just name dropping the collective and not linking at all to be kinda mysterious and gatekeepy would be fun? Idk, which is why I'm asking.


• Do note that I'm not double posting to rush your response, only because I feel I didn't say enough last time. (The first point here especially feels like it should have been bundled with my last comment.)

by Fawkes; 1710929062; Report

OH so i could go with something easy and say ramen or eggs, but i feel like tofu is one of those weird shelf safe foods that is so amazing to buy in bulk that its worth mentioning to something here like gosh, totally is a staple food for me and like ANYTHING bean related lasts forever but it was totally unexpected to see that tofu lasts like over a year and its so versatile with how you can make it, and unlike most dry beans you gotta like soak it or some shit to get it to finally be cooking ready, but with tofu if you get those weird little box containers that can go from shelf to pan right away and throw in some miso soup packets and thats like my go to struggle food that i buy in bulk so each meal is less then a buck hahahah -anyways never think your words are frivolous my dear friend, i will respond to the rest of this later after im out of my silly anime convention, i also love the font change. very nice touch eheheheh-

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711252125; Report

well gosh this sounds awfully similar to a full on artist collective hahah

well hey ive stuck my toes into irl versions of this and with the expansiveness of the internet there are many ways of going about that and translating everything people try to get out of something like that. i have to say this seems rather promising and for the most part im on board with my same brand of quiet patient caution i do with everything online hehehah


so id like to see the crowd your accruing first before really diving in and putting my all in.


is why ive had such a simple idea with my "tv channel homage" idea because i have a tenancy of over complicating things and if i keep it extremely simple at its core and then biuld up from there, i can just chose to give up and scrap the whole idea and still leave the basic core thing behind because it was so simple it remains.

so if anything if i like what the group has to offer i can either just share it as a extension of the group as a whole and not treat myself as "head of operations" but then if i feel like its out of my hands in a way i dont like i can just run off and do my own thing anyways hahaha

it would be good practice to see if i even want to dedicate the effort to such a thing, my big plan with the channel is to see if i can gather up people who feel too scared getting too big too fast (or getting big at all) and just want to make videos/music/etc and have that posted on the "tv channel" but specifically in the style of syndicated tv.

as for the double texting thing- ah way to make me think to add that to my page somewhere as something i will never think is a problem ahhaha

so with the webring thing- we talking about a redirect button on a page or is this more a group in the forums?

honestly if i was going to do a webring hosting projects ive been working on that will just tempt me to finally get around to cementing my neocities website that i have been endlessly sandbox tinkering with and never actually doing anything substantial with yet haha, so that sounds good

just giving you an extra hand with whatever your cooking up seems good to me though so whenever you follow through with whatever it is you chose to make this into ill be here for it!

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711447198; Report

• RAMEN: X
  EGGS: ✓
  TOFU: X



• If I had to guess at your kitchen, I think you have carrots.



• I say "like a webring" in that you would be able to move from project to project fairly easily, but unlike a normal webring, this org will be totally project focused. So instead of there being member people, the linking will be between member projects. This is very much going to be some sort of redirect on the page, as I honestly can't stand the spacehey forums or groups and I want this to be an informal thing.



• In terms of early member projects for the collective, spacehey movie club and Ikoe's At Night™ are the only two existing projects I know I would want to join, so those are really the only two you can vibe check association with.



• Part of the reason I want to build this is that I like spacehey and want to build and encourage others to build projects which feel like they add to the spacehey experience, instead of guiding people away from spacehey. Those projects currently mostly don't exist, so your TV broadcast would be one of the early examples of the kinds of things that I would want to promote.



• More discussion on the direction of the group seems to be happening on ikoe's page, linked here.

by Fawkes; 1711472121; Report

id be more onbord if it WAS through the forums honestly, they are only bad because nobody uses them and when they do its to stur drama

a thing i go out of my way to stay out of hahah

i like treating my web presence like a small slow turtle going at my own pace, never really pushing too hard to demand attention from anyone and if people dont like what i have to offer thats fine, i just keep moving and hope i showcase what something someone would hate me fore right up front in a way that makes those people want to ignore me not prod at me-because honestly on the internet thats end game failure state that is NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE TO GET OUT OF ONCE YOUR A TARGET

so yeah

not really eager to get many eyes on me too fast ehhehe

also i think that person denied my friend request so thats already making me think this in its current state dosn't have alot going for it

honestly the direction id go is "artist collective, webring on neocities" or "and updated single page that redirect links to internet events like a community calendar"


like think how collages will post up club events or the way the news will talk about local festivals

thats the vibe id go for

and then its "lets all play jackbox" or one of those digital white board like things

ive been looking for a free open source one that lets you just put it up on a website passively and so i can put that in the bottom of my bulletins

thats where my mind has been lately. not gunna bite off more then i can chew


consider using the forums though honestly, there is alot of good that comes out of it and theres more then one way to gatekeep if that is something your concerned with, and if you want a group to last any reasonable amount of time its best to be upfront with what your core values are for gatekeeping and all that

otherwise you get a bunch of people who have nothing in common realize who they are hanging around and freak out heahhah

all that "youve shown your true colors" thing because the internet's minimalism can intentionally or even outright unintentionally hide things, like its so easy to just forget we are text on screen without bodies so nobody can passively see things we live every day with

its what makes the internet so free but its something you really gotta take into account with how to work around with a website like this


like, thats why most internet groups stick to one topic or intrest and stays on topic as a core value so you dont have interpersonal arguments or anyone dropping info that might start one

but this website will have people flat out showing pictures of themselves so theres mixed anonymity so that makes it tricky to make sure everyone is on the same page and feeling safe

im just thinking about stuff, it takes time for me to biuld trust with people but like i said ill stay tuned and try to make it to the movie night because that sounds fantastic hahah

ill think more about what online things i want to biuld and contribute for sure regardless if it ends up in this group but i consider it a bonus if it dose work out that way

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711697446; Report

I don't think the forums are the move for practical reasons tbh. In terms of UX design, you just disadvantage yourself so much by not using a profile on spacehey. For one, the forums are super high friction in terms of the ratio of navigation to content, so you're just gonna get less interaction by using forums. Worse, no one uses forums very much in the first place, so the amount of discovery for the project would be near zilch without outside promotion. I know that's somewhat of a catch 22, but it's not a catch 22 worth solving because they're bad in terms of functionality imo.

I get that slowness has it's own merits, but aside from the clickbaiting engagement that happens in blogs, spacehey is already a super slow website and I feel that in terms of making a space to promote things, fighting for activity and attention is gonna be an uphill battle in the first place, so intentionally slowing things down further doesn't achieve much.

Also, I don't think you should fret too much about someone else who you don't know being involved. I think the final product for the group will mostly be a hub to promote spacehey centered projects, not a social space for it's own members.

Considering that my goal with this is to promote people doing cool things on spacehey, the idea of using neocities seems counter-productive to me. It kinda beats the idea that spacehey can be a place to build things if you have to build your spacehey centered group somewhere else. And on community calendar, I think again that the difference between what you and I are thinking is that I want ot just put up a billboard that you can use to find cool stuff on spacehey, not really creating a community. The collective part would be having all these venues cross promote the central space to build membership, but the goal isn't to really use the billboard itself as a social space.

On "let's all play jackbox," that's another thing that I just want to avoid because my point is to get people to build things to do on spacehey.com. Promoting a cool page that someone made that somehow looks like a game would be cool, but I don't want this to just be a venue to find things to do with other spacehey users.

I don't think the nothing in common angle is really important either. Again, the purpose of the collective wasn't to hang out with the other members as much as it was to just make spacehey a more interesting place in general by bulding things.

On having one topic or interest, that would just be "building stuff on spacehey."

I know I've disagreed rather vehemently with you here, but understand that I just think I hadn't really communicated what I was trying to craft very well. Let me know what you think and if you still see a lot of the same shortcomings with my plans.

by Fawkes; 1712173791; Report

Also, on the dog who is so angry that he can't move,

I posit that perhaps he just has a favorite spot in hte yard that he just can't reach from where his leash is anchored. Perhaps if it was placed in the center of the yard he would be able to reach his favorite spot and calm down a bit.

by Fawkes; 1712174655; Report

i really appreciate the addition of the dog there, with everything being said about keeping things within the containment of spacehey i understand a little more of what you are getting at thanks to that last bit but i still am not quite sure what is actually being asked of me here

so ill wait it out if anything happens on your end, see what you gather others to help you do and see if it is something that i want to be apart of

because for the most part, i really just dont like having many eyes on me so something that would rapidly shoot me into more of a spotlight then i have an understanding of having just sounds like a failure not a goal.

i come here for the obscurity, its not something i ever like fighting against because i appreciate all the friction here and any attempts to solve what is to me a FEATURE not a bug is just a slippery slope to creating the conditions im trying to actively avoid


ḯ̵͖̯̘͔̠̅͌͌͜͝ ̵̰͔̥̼̖͔̝̰̣̦͠s̶̡̢̙̗̅͛̉̋͊̈́̀͊̍̈́a̴͍̩̝̻̥̥͙̺͐́̃́́̈̿͜w̵̢̝̦͕̞̞̰̲͕̼̺̟̪̎̋͒̾̊̄͒ ̸̨̛̰̝̱̹̞̤͍͍̥̙̰̲̈̀̅́̃͊̃̋̄̊̍͑̂̿y̷̨̢̧̻͎̤̫̟͓̼̲̝͉̗̹͑̇̏͆̀̅ǫ̶̗̘͚̠̞̼̝͓̜̰̭̰̤̇͛̌̔́̇̀͝ṷ̴̀̀́̄̎̃̌̍͗r̴͉̀ ̷̼̩̰̻̬̅̓̓͆͋͠͝͠r̵̮̰̀͠ë̶̤̘̞̗̙̺́̈́̉͐̇̀͊̑̋́̒̉͝ȃ̵̧̧̡̯͎̘̞̗̱͎̼̫̗̾̍̉͋̒̒ļ̴̧̤̩̮͕͚̙̰̹͕̪̫͖͗̽̓̽̈́͂̑̾̏͘͝ͅl̶̨͈̜̗̅̽͋̀͋̔̀͌̋̽̈́̍̊̒͋y̶̪̘̣̰̠̣̺̝̿̈̏̿̒̉̆͒̎̌̅͘ ̸̥͊̉̑̂͑̋̀̋͝n̶͇͕̲͛̂́́̀ị̵̡̼̬̮̻̰͕̩̘͈̅̇́̔͒̓̈́̅͋̍̌͋͜ͅc̴̻͛̀̈́̂̉̒̾̕͝͝ȩ̸̩̲̮̰̦͛͋̿̓̒͛̈̒̔͘͝ͅ ̷̻͉͙̙͉̞̙̌̀̑͂̀̈́͠s̷̳̥̲̭̪̱̬̺̜̊ͅl̸̨̹̝̩̥͔̮̞̣̝͐̈̎̉̈́͊͘i̸̢̛̜̙̞̹̲̜͔͉̤͌̔͐͋̇̎̃͑̆̈́̀d̵͖͚̬̠̤̗̰̲͖͌̂̆̍̽͑̍͗̌͊͊͌̐͜͝ȩ̶̡͔̤͔̟̦̟̭̻̬̟̽̈́̃̎͋͂͛̂͊͝s̷͚̩̩̹̳͈͚̝̳̤̦̖͛̋̾͒̐̏̾̿̄̀͜͠h̷̪͓̬͌̇͊̈́̿̓̽́͘̕̚͝o̴̖͔̱͚͐̂̏͋͐́͑̚ẅ̵̡̘̹̪͓̺̣̙̰͇̫͕̻̩́̓̄͊͊̅͒͜ ̷̻̣̳̥͙̯͉̃͜͜t̵̩̘͌̔ư̸̢̬̎͌̓̈́͋̇͗̄̎̂͝ͅţ̴̨̹̳̥͚̭͚̪̜̪͖̯̞̈́͜ǫ̶̢͔̥͙̩̝̺̩̠̩̂̑̅̿̀͠r̶͖̍ī̴̡̛͉̟̻͖̻͚͆̉̅̂̆̃͗̐̀̔͒͝͝a̸̡̨̲̗̦̰̠͍̫̺̒̒̓̾̍͋̑̚͝͠l̶̦̃́̂̊͆́͐̔ ̵̡̲̼̙̝̩̥͙̳̦̪̼̲̽̋͜͜a̶̧̧̞̤̩͖͓̺͔̻͚̘̓̽͆̎͒̇̀͒̅͊̀̌͘͝͠n̶̢̳̺͔̘̆͂̈́d̴̡̻̹͉̭̟̟͙̯̘͓̟̔͑̉ ̶̡̛̰̺̫̩̥̱̹͓̗̬͖̺̔̄̽͂ͅͅį̴̘̤̹̠́̽͌͛̐͜͠͝t̴̮̺͇̜͉͍̠͕͓̆̎̂̌̎͑̂͑̾̆̂́͂͘͝ ̵̧̯̘͈̩̺͓̳̣̆̆͒͑̈́̀̓̔̎̓̆́̕w̶̻̮͎͈̳̪̤̲̠̏̋͋a̵̛̦͍͇̥̖͕̗̗̖͖̩̣͍̯̳̎́̇̿̊͆͗̆̌͊̕ṣ̸̣̩̀̋͑ ̷̭̜͓̜̀̀̋̌̑̑́͌̂̀͠ͅs̸͔̣̞̤̝̑̾̈́̌̏́̎̅͋͛̊o̸̝͕̔͌̈́̽̕͠ ̸̧̼̦͓̒ṇ̸̛̟͎͎̦̱̗̰͑̄̀̈́ȋ̷̩̟̠̪͚̯̮̺̝̠͌̀̉͆͋͂̄͝͠c̶̤̃̄̃͌̽̾̏̽̀̌̕ḛ̵̢͕̮̮̙̥̣̆̎̎͊̈́͆͂͛́̎̀͝ ̶̜̟̼̈́̽̇̅̄̌̔͆͆̈́̎̓̉̀͊͜ͅẗ̷͚͖̯̟̰̫̦̯́͒͛̏́̇͠o̴̗̊̀́̔͂̍̑̔̐̀̏ ̷̳̥̳̰̆͒̊͛̑ś̴̛͍͑̈́̀̊̎̏̈́̚ȩ̶̬͍̲̳̟̖̥̬̹̮̼͆̌̍̿͑́̈́͛̔͘͜͜ę̶̹̲̪̥̾͆͒̐̂̀͂̎̈́͛͛̆͜ ̸̤̺̼̗̪̹͇͖̰̪̟̈́̈́̋̚h̴̡͎̮̱̯̯̥̲̱͔̰̹̝̲̲̆̿̌̌̃̕ǫ̸̢̭̮̪̝̅̚w̶̧̛̜̜̗͖̮͗͑͒̎̋̿̽̈́̓͊͝ ̷͓̪̮̙̤̫̘̱̪̍́̓͑̅̓͑̆̓̏̊͝͠ͅş̴̘̥͔̱̼̘͎̋́́̓͋́̉̄̈́̃͗t̵̪̮͎͕̞͒̈́͠y̸̢̢̨̖̙̞̥͖͚̺͙̜̘̥͋́̽͗̓̎́́̇̈́̕̚͜͝l̷̢̲̲̗̻̫̳̰̼͉̻͉̲̮̍͂į̸̠̱̟̲͉̘͍͙̻̻̫̝̏̋͑́͋̌͐̓̔̀͋͘͠ş̵̢̢̠͈͇̜̥͕̙͙̗̗͙̊͋h̴͈̩́̄̇̎͒́͂́̌̽͑͑̉͘͝ ̴̨̨̛̫̘͉͙̭̞̪̺̣̝͈̎̊̿̋̌́̔̽͠ͅi̷̘̱̣̹̭̻̱̪̟̳̇͂̂̉͑̐́̒̚͠ͅt̷̪̃̿̃̚ ̶̨͉̳͙̞̮͔̟̎w̶̪͕̭̭̦̙̯̽͗̋̄̄̑̋̀͐̃̕͠͠ą̶̗̳̀̀̈́̾͂̅̀̇̎͒̕͠ṩ̶̬̠͍̪̠͂͐̾͛͊͝͠ ̸̛̗̦̪̭̈͒̉͐̈́t̸̟͆̑́̽̄̄̈́̅͠ȯ̴̝͚̻͔͈͚͓̭̑̑́͌̋̃̚ ̵̢͕̬̪̳̪̭͖̪̟͎́̀̀̈́́̏̿̎́̇͝r̶̘̜͂̏̈́̊̓͆̉̅͘̚ȅ̵̻͎͎̳̻̲̈́͑̔̈́̔͗̂̽́̂̎̉̚ͅâ̵͕͗͐̃̏͒͌͆̀̊͊͘͝l̸̪̞̇̉l̶̨͓̞̖̍́̅͗̌̓y̷̛̼̺̐̅̽̈̀͑̾ ̷̧̧̧̘̙̬̤͉̖̟̠̀̀͆̐̀̾̓̈́̄̐̄̕͝d̴̳̻͓̺̹̿̿̆̌͗̈́̕͝ṙ̵̨̤͍̂i̸̧̧̛͖̜̱̠̱̮̻͔͇͈̋͑͂̀̋̑̋͘͜͠v̸̢̰̹̘̱̓̀̈e̵̡̠̝̩͍̗̯̣̼̤͓͑́̏͋͗͑̈̑̎̉̽̓̾͠ ̶͎̿̄̍͒ḥ̷̘̮̠̲̜̼̥͎͇̲̳̠̜̿̽͋̌͆o̴͚̥̦͓͎̬̬͔̳̳̦̻̠̘͂̅̉̑̑̓́̾̐̀̀͠ḿ̶̠̤̭̝̖̞̪͈̻̗͈͑̎̉͑̿̇̽͘ͅe̶̡̳̱̞̯̔̆̋̈́͋̊̈́̏͊̒͆͗̕̚͝ ̷̧̤͇̺̯̠̋̈́̆͂̕͘t̷͂́͗̎̈̇ͅh̷͎̿͑̌̐̿̄́̔͠͝͝͝a̶̲̙̤͍̙̍̽͐͆̄͆̊̓ţ̸̥̥̝͔̤̼̥̤̬͇̮̒͊̇͐̀̉͒̚͘ ̴̧̧̟̻̥̞͎̞͈̩͚̮̲͇́s̶̡̘͓̦̱͍̀̍̀͜ě̶̢̛̬̖̜͔̩̜̝̦̣̳̫̹͗̅̆̐̔́̅̕ͅc̷̨̛̞͖͈̣̱̩̞̖͔͙̭̯͈͔͐͋͗̈́̈́͋͒̉̇̿́̌͝͝ư̶̩͙̼͎̟̬̖͚̲̩̖͙͚̈́͋͗̇̈́̑͜ͅŗ̴̡̛̞͔̀̒͂̇̌̄̒̀̔̀ì̵̧̠̠̲̇̔̽̈́̒̏͐̋̚̕͘͝t̴̡̡̢̩̯̻͙̣̙̪͓͔̋̀̍͊̀̓̚̚ŷ̶̬̫̟̲̙̝̼̞̠̜̖̎̃̏͑̂͝ ̷̡̰͈̩̟̮̜͛̌͛͒̔̆̌̈́͐̉̐̍̓̚ͅņ̶̨̝̙̭̗̙̮͔̦̯͛̂̓͒̔̾͊̾͠͝ę̷̛̛̫̥̰̺͚͔̝̰͓̦̯͔̅̐̄̇̐͜ḙ̸̢̡̳̱̫̪̇̎͂̓̽̐́̒̑̒́͌͌̑d̴̖̀͐̂͋̔̚ŝ̷̻̮͙̪̞̱͙͇͔͖̥͍̰́̓́̕̚ͅ ̶̡̛͔̼̦̪͑̌̿̀́̋̈́̉͊̔̈́͘͝t̵̞̗͇̑͊͘͜ǫ̸̨̙̻̐ ̶͓͕͇̟̳̜̘͐͂̆̏͜͝b̴̡̡̛̜̫̯́̌̊͋͛̾̆̏̽̈́̕e̸̡̞͇̼͐̒̕ͅ ̶̧͍̩̭̭̤̊͘͝l̵̘̙̗̼̯̫̹̈́͐̄̿̕͜͠ͅa̷̧̗̘̞̫͎̬͓͔̜̺̐̈́̔̀͗̑̍̓̿̎͘͝͝ͅý̷̤̰̻̃̎́͌̌͆́̄̍͆̚̕̕͜͠ē̵̖̻̐͝r̶̢̧̛̛͍̳̝̹͉̈̂͒̀̅͛͛̉͐̕̕ͅe̵̤̮̓̉͆̍̋̕͘d̸̜̭̀̎̃͊̾ ̵͓̄͑̃̉̈̔̍̂̕ņ̷̜͇͖̪͙̙̱͕̗̖̓͛̌͂̈͆̕͠o̵̧̯̪̗͕̭̝̤͚̭̰͛͂́̇̒̊̔͐̒̔t̶̢͍̦̱͑̎͒̀͊́̈́̉́̿̽͐̐̆̈́ ̶̡̜͉̔̇̄͊̚j̴̡̱͍̫̻̪̤̘̰̯͈̤̙̬̍̂́͛̊̽̿͌̈́̓͊̕ų̵͓̲̞͔̱̻͖̬̘͍̮̳͈̌͒̊̑̋͌͝s̷̢̱̱͈̰̗̮̯̫̝̰̙̉́̀ͅẗ̸̮̦͕͕̖͕̘̠̞̬̥́̐̉̏͂̉̓́̅͛͐͜͝͝ ̵̢͉̳̙̲̘̮͓̜͚̯̗̗̃͌̓̑͋̐̊̽ͅȯ̴̢̰͚̺̝̯̟͗́̋̋̈̃̍̅̍͘͝͠n̷̨͔̤͙̺͇̼̘͙̬̥̞͖̝̈́́́̾̑̂͝e̴̛̟̯͓͎̪͋̉͗̊̉̎͗͊ͅ ̷̨͕̻̹̿̽̉̐̽̎̂̌̐̀͗͌̋̂̈́t̵̺̩̭̮͕̠̠͓͇̬̞̜̫̼̄̽͊̓̑̐̎̕̚͝y̴̨̨͔̮̘̼̺̙̰̌͘p̶̧̞̂e̴͈̣̜̘͍̺̩͍͔̾́̈́̿͂̄̃͌̍̓̕ ̶̙̜̝̘̹̖̺̰͎̹̯̑o̴̢̬͈̜̱̺̞̓̅̽̕͘͠f̸̖͉̟̭̮̰̝̋̐̾̾̏̕ ̵͖̮̰̙̜̟̩͙̬̥͘ė̴͇̘̙̤̞̋̒̓̊̓̀̕͠n̷̨͔̭̣͈̑̈̌̋͐͛͋͌̓̏̒̕c̶̡̳̳̩̱̥͍͕̰̒͗͐͋͒̓̓͌̕͠r̷̫̫̮̮̥̺̆̐̇͂̔̐͐̈́y̶̯̆̀́̚p̸͕̹̞̳̪͂̓͋̇̀̔͋͂͘͝͝t̷̞̜͕͇̲͈͋͆̓̋̾͛̒̀́̿̆͘̚͘į̷̧̯̤̦͍̭̻͍͚͕̳̮̺̘̆͗̓̽̏̀̾̓̉̈́̃̚̚̚͝ǫ̶͉̝̇͂n̴̛̛̘̖̎͆͐̔̃̐͋̊̽̑̐͝͝.̴̳͙̿ ̶̣̠͖̻̣͓̳́̈͌͆̄͗̔̔̓́͋̑͛͝ͅ



and then theres the flaw of being so obtuse that you draw MORE attention to yourself so i just like moving slow so i can be intentional with how i am seen here you know?

safety online is something i try not to be obsessive about because its whats kept me from having any online presence at all for so long, because this really is my first real deal social media experience.

so im going to just move at my own pace with projects and if something dosnt happen nobody is disappointment rather then some big collaborative thing or whatever.

so yeah keep me tuned in, sorry i have been too busy with irl stuff to catch the movies but i absolutely will try to be there when i can i just have been so swamped with work stuff.

thanks for caring enough to want me involved in the first place though!

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1713179078; Report

when i first read this got a little misty eyed i gotta say

and then i went on to tell my girlfriend about how this comment made me feel because THIS https://web.archive.org/web/20220817235229/https://spacehey.com/_vex_ was my profile before i met her and there are several references to her as well as the general healing process of my rock bottom that i had to crawl out of to even find her and connect with people as a whole

i cant explain how kind your words are here especially with the rough week ive been having, and i feel like ive put in enough work to never let it get that bad again and even if i can handle the independence of surviving it alone, im so grateful i dont have to

thanks for being the catalyst for making my girlfriend physically audibly cry with how sappy i got after over a month of us both working too much to see each other ahaha

ill get to go to a comic book convention with her next week so everything is on the up and up ehehehe

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1710569713; Report

That's absolutely adorable! It sounds like your girlfriend has really impacted you in an insanely positive way. You guys seems like you've got a strong relationship going. I can tell that you two having each other is for the better.

I'm glad my words made you feel better after your hard week, and congrats on planning to go to a con with her!

Oh! I noticed btw, your mood mentions recommending rhythm games. You seem like you know a lot of them so I wouldn't be surprised if you already knew about it- have you tried Guitar Hero: World Tour Definitive Edition? I very much enjoy it even with me using keyboard instead of the actual controller you're supposed to use.

I hope you have a wonderful day!

by BUNVATUS; 1710571088; Report

OOH! I HAVE A GUITAR HERO CONTROLLER!!! buddy of mine gave it to me for my birthday, i have played a bit of clone hero and that has a ton of those songs baked into it but it really is a whole experience to have everything on the same console and what have you so absolutely will check it out, i never know what everyone's favorites are and so if i see things at flea markets and such i like knowing what to grab hahaha


eheheh you have a wonderful day as well heheh- i love how common that is to say here gosh its really so lovely being here

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1711252206; Report

im so glad i let myself be loose enough to express as much as i wanted into this

took me over a year to get this far and im still picking at it hahaha

its just a collection of ideas that i feel are really formative from my childhood and general things that really struck me from movies/tv and my time here floating around the internet

the world wide web has been a chaotic experience for me hahaha im so glad it communicates well here ^u^

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1710276647; Report

Literally had to copy and paste your reply elsewhere to be able to read it

by Luna ☆; 1710278590; Report

oh gosh are you using the phone app? is the pictures covering up the comment section? i have a flip phone so i havent been able to check how it works on phones

muahahahhaa i also refuse accommodate phones WAHAHAHHAHA

enough people on here use the phone app and that impacts the general culture of a myspace clone nostalgia website

ah to be free from the ping of notifications trying to get me to spend money i dont have and spam me with short messages from slot machine style websites. i can just enter this magical internet land portal to talk to my internet friends and then leave to return to the real world where every object i am looking at i can touch with my real hands and feel human in a way you cant get with arg/vr/hyper realistic cgi

i would rather let people have a community of old web sensibilities by being this stubborn about spacehey eehehehehehehehe

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1710282184; Report

No no, I'm on my laptop :')

by Luna ☆; 1710282282; Report

OOOOOOOOOOOOH OKAY

yeah the zoom function is your best friend then to re align the side pictures that i made sure set both on the right and the left and then the top part is the only ones that have things in the middle

then on my track pad you can zoom separately without changing the alignment of the page

thats why i have so many tiny images, they are little easter eggs for that specific kind of zoom in or when you click "view image on new tab"

i have a wide laptop so i know that can get funky with other people's pcs

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1710282528; Report

genuinely wonderful to see this

ALSO THANK YOU TO ALL THE BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS ON MY GUESTBOOK THATS SO NICE THAT PEOPLE USE THAT TOO AHGH


you guys are too sweet <3

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1710276502; Report

hmm what color worm... well my favorite color is teal, but whatever gross color a tapeworm is ill pick that!

what movie i want to eradicate- listen alot of kids really liked the invader zim netflix movie. good for them, they got the voice actors back, great. EVERY SINGLE THING AFTER THAT WAS CHANGED TO MAKE IT ABSOLUTELY UNRECOGNIZABLE TO ME. total disney white washing was done to that movie. absolutely sickening.

they made all the background characters this cookie cutter cal arts soft faced barbies and only kept a handful of legacy characters as cameos

the entire thing was stripped of all the world building and pacing of slow atmospheric moments where you just get to take a moment to appreciate the awe and horror of some large lonely warehouse or alien space ship or some massive planet biult to be a parking lot in what was once a vibrant lush ecosystem

flat camera angles straight out of a sitcom with shot reverse shot and no subtlety whatsoever with foreshadowing being built by whats in focus because every single object of value was just sitting in the middle of the screen with empty backgrounds

LIKE WHERE IS THE CLUTTER? WHERES THE SECRET JOKES HIDDEN IN THE BACKGROUND? shows that where inspired by comic book writers just have this maxamalizm that i just do not see anymore in triple A productions

OH OH YEAH AND THE LINE ART oh man the lines are supposed to be jagged and sharp now its all soft rounded edges-AND THEY CHANGED THE PALLET OF ALL THE COLORS LIKE WHERE ARE MY GLOOMY WASHED OUT GREYS??? wheres my sad mopey cool colors contrasting with earth tones that are just a liitle tooo greeen of pollution with bright contrasts of alien purples and pinks? WHY IS EVERYTHING SO BRIGHT?

UGH

Agh i just

i just am glad that for every bad comic in the revival that came with the movie atleast we got that one body swapping issue because that made me feel things i only felt in my childhood and i will hold onto that for as long as i can just like i have this silly single season tv show hahaha

by 🖥Vex🖱; 1709722601; Report