General

span style=">Blood isn’t running, isn’t pumping in my heart and now my need for something is just something in the dark that I can see

Serenity:

“Erase your light,

 take your flight,

 to a place where you will be remembered

To a place where you will be loved”

Yes that’s me in my pic

Not a friend collector, don’t get me wrong big number = dopamine but if I add you it’s cuz I saw something in ya nobody’s just a stat to me I promise

Proud emo boy since 10/25

“The good memories are fading away…”

3D modeling, small game design stuff n casual fps games very specifically casual cuz im not very good at the games I play but I have a lot of fun with em

Is something frightening, alive in something kind

And they were auburn and they were hazel and lovely powder,

I love body horror, characters like the flesh detentions in ultrakill, the special infected in dying light (especially the night hunter) the infestation and techrot in warframe,pandorium victims / jiggly bois in trepang are all favorites

but now they’re sable all because 

I keep growing DEAD flowers now

And the wind is blowing a burning gown around me

I keep finding dead flowers now

And there all behind me and falling down, around me

The waters are hid as with a stone

And THE FACE OF THE DEEP is frozen

Music

“Subject 83 can only be described as a pillar of anomalies”

The leaves are falling and they’re calling out my name and all the birds that once were singing are now SCREAMING out in pain that I can feel

You’re gonna need a bigger ukulele

“The enemy triumphs today but our sacrifices will not be in vain, for we have planted the seeds to BREAK THE CYCLE”

Femtanyl and avenged sevenfold are my two favorite bands(technically femtanyl is a band now) and Brandon Mckagan is my favorite solo creator with Kevin Sherwood in close second 

“Never bothered, all the rumors, too much garbage (all the sameee)”

“Let’s just say, I’ve grown a lot of BACKBONE”

the fruit is ripening

But it’s rotten to the core- a pale rime enlightening

A skeleton made of ash and hoar

Movies

And so I keep growing DEAD flowers now and they’re always blooming and turning brown around me and I keep finding DEAD flowers now and there’s NO WAY OUT NO BEGINNINGS AND THERES NO END THEYRE ALL JUST DEAD AGAIN

Pet

Pet

MVB 2009 and 1981 are cheesy but goddamnit the butcher(Tom and Harry) is such a cool killer to me

Your PAIN  is the one thing I feel inside me

That I have been hiding inside me for you

Your death is the signing I feel when I’m dreaming 

and the bell I’ll be ringing when I sing for you

Treat me like your pet 

Pet 

Pet

Pet

Television

Blood isn’t running isnt pumping in my heart, and when I sing about the flowers I’m just SCREAMING in the dark and now the wind is blowing

Always been a huge fan of invader zim and regular show but more recently been loving zim I also love Ed Edd and Eddy, and the mixels miniseries was great to watch as a kid

And they’re growing all the time and all the leaves will need to fall, find all the flowers KILL THEM ALL 

Show me the beauty glow ash and ember everywhere 

Books

Gasping and reaving breaths of air and let the beating hearts beware

Not a big book person tbh but uh, Fahrenheit 451 is pretty good but also I overall just love a story I feel immersed in 

Lacrimosum

“This is what horizon’s hiding behind closed doors, monsters, uncontrollable experiments, all hell breaking loose”

I KEEP HIDING DEAD FLOWERS EVERYWHERE BUT THEY DIE IN THE THOUSANDS

Heroes

A SWIRLING CLOUD AROUND 

LIFE KEEPS SNOWING DEAD FLOWERS NOW

Subject 106 is my hero 

Nah but in some seriousness Noelle Mansbridge has shaped me pretty significantly with their music

There is no extraction erase their light and BREAK THE CYCLE

“It all ends so VIOLENTLY my sweet Paradolia

It all ends so PAINFULLY my sweet paradolia”