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Blood isn’t running isn’t pumping, in my heart and now my need for what is something is just something something in the dark that I can see..

Wow guys it’s me no way(totally not a pfp placeholder)

You are no longer “positive” your fate has been chosen..

“Nearly done with this ____ of a year. I wish we could just start over..”

FACTION: TENNO

DESCRIPTION:

“From darkness of one’s own mind the sun rises over the horizon once more”

MASTERY RANK: 17

LEVERIAN ENTRY: 

Horizon, formerly known as “Gunnar” was a relatively average person at a surface level in the in the ancient world. Following Dr. Entrati’s void travel to the 21st century Horizon was taken back for his prowess for creativity and fondness for tangibility of the mind. Upon recovery his talent for creation showed little boundaries aiding greatly in Entrati’s efforts in further pursuits of the void technology. In his time as Entrati’s protege he grew fonder of Kalymos and the Cephalons such as Loid. In addition to the cephalons he spent many days studying old war weaponry such as the nechramechs, predominantly the Bonewidow. In his time studying the nechramechs he longed for his own and attempted to design one for himself but unfortunately the design was ultimately lost to time. Following the successes of the protoframe concepts Entrati had tested Horizon volunteered himself for the program in the name of furthering the project. Following the transformation of flesh to metal his ability to conjure aberrations of the void was quickly studied and further trained before an accident occurred in the Lucretia region of Neptune Proxima causing a terrible void storm stranding fabled savior ship the Tempestarii.. In the end Horizon’s grasp of the void was ultimately what cost him his life among many others and was lost forever to the void once more..

Is something frightening, alive in something kind

And they were auburn

And they were hazel

And lovely powder

Not a friend collector, don’t get me wrong big number = dopamine but if I add you it’s cuz I saw something in ya nobody’s just a stat to me I promise 

I got in over my head 

The only labels I’m claiming are that I’m a male, not quite emo or scene or punk or anything of the sort cuz trying to be any of those would be out of spirit of breaking the norm 

I woke up, and all I could taste was blood .

3D modeling, small game design stuff n casual fps games very specifically casual cuz im not very good at the games I play but I have a lot of fun with em

White noise? The problem solver? Death.

I love body horror, characters like the flesh prison and panopticon in ultrakill, the special infected in dying light (especially the night hunter) the infestation and techrot in warframe,pandorium / jiggly bois in trepang are all favorites

DROWN ME IN SILENCE

DAMAGED AND EYELESS

FRIGID AND COLD 

I KNOW YOU NEVER KNEW ME

“My life? Fodder like the rest

My spite, is all that I have… left

Last try.

Last try.. 

last try…

Last try….”

BUT NOW THEYRE SABLE

ALL

BECAUSE 

I 

KEEP

GROWING

DEAD FLOWERS

NOWWW

AND

THE WIND IS BLOWING A BURNING GOWN,

AROUND ME

I 

KEEP

FINDING

DEAD

FLOWERS

NOWWW

AND THEYRE ALL BEHIND ME AND FALLING DOWN AROUND ME

Hey let's go, you're on a roll Go on, lose your self-control

Got no place I'd rather go

'Cause I lost my mind in late

September

Dial numbers, watch your tone Clockwork wind up all alone

The more you stop, the more I go Do your best, I'll do one better You say, "Will," when I say, "Won't"

You say “do” and I say “don’t”

I’m running out of ways to cope

So I bite the hand that feeds me and lose my-

IT BUILDS ME UP IT BREAKS ME DOWN 

Music

The leaves are falling and they’re calling out my name and all the birds that once were singing are SCREAMING out in pain

ERASE YOUR LIGHT TAKE YOUR FLIGHT TO A PLACE WHERE YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED 

to a place where you will be loved

Femtanyl and avenged sevenfold are my two favorite bands(technically femtanyl is a band now) and Brandon Mckagan is my favorite solo creator with Kevin Sherwood in close second 

Please just be real this time..

WHERES MY MOVEMENT? 

WHERES MY MOVEMENT?

Becoming sycophant, at such a cost

And the fruit is ripening, but it’s rotten to the core.. a pale rime enlightening 

A skeleton made of ash and hoar

Movies

AND SO I 

KEEP GROWING

DEAD FLOWERSS 

NOWWW

AND THEYRE ALWAYS BLOOMING AND TURNING BROWN AROUND ME..

I KEEP FINDING

DEAD FLOWERS NOWWW

And there’s no way out

NO BEGINNING, THERES NO END THEYRE ALL JUST DEAD AGAIN 

And it was not their force of will — not their Void devilry — not their alien darkness... it was something else. It was that somehow, from within the derelict-horror, 

they had learned a way to see inside an ugly, broken thing — 

and take away its pain.

WHY AM I SO FUCKING PARANOID??

MVB 2009 and 1981 are cheesy but goddamnit the butcher(Tom and Harry) is such a cool killer to me

I WANT TO SEE ONE MORE SUNRISE BEFORE I FADE AWAY

Where they were left.

“Blood isnt running isn’t pumping in my heart, but when I sing, about the flowers I’m just SCREAMING in the dark and now I feel the wind is blowing and they’re growing all around and all the leaves will need to fall, bind all the flowers KILL THEM ALL show me the beauty in the air, glow ash and ember everywhere gasping and reaving breaths of air and let the beating hearts bewareeee”

Television

WHENEVER IM FEELING NUMB-

WHENEVER IM FEELING NUMB-

DONT TAKE AWAY YOUR PROMISES 
WHENEVER IM FEELING NUMB

I KEEP HIDING DEAD FLOWERS NOWWW

Always been a huge fan of invader zim and regular show but more recently been loving zim I also love Ed Edd and Eddy, and the mixels miniseries was great to watch as a kid

It is not your time, yet

I can feel it coming, I can feel it in my sleep.. I grow weaker by the minute but a minutes all I need becoming tired of the talkings fucking cheap I rattle and I shake as I lay my soul to keep

COME AND TAKE IT FROM ME

BUT THEY DIE IN THE THOUSANDS A SWIRLING CLOUD AROUND ME

Books

AND THIS LIFE KEEPS SNOWING DEAD FLOWERS NOWWW

GENERATIONS of hatred contained within a single vessel 

“I’ll take you on”

I’m not generally the biggest reader, I probably should be tbh lol but anywho (in the least pretentious way coming from someone who barely reads outside of when I have to) I really liked The Odyssey, The Great Gatsby and Inferno (the divine comedy)

The cops fired alongside the cartel that day and both failed to take you down..

Your pain is the one thing

That I feel inside me

That I have been hiding 

Inside 

me 

for 

you..

Your 

Death is the singing

I 

Hear

When I’m

DREAMING

And the bell I’ll be ringing

When 

I

Sing

For

You

Pain isn’t the only 

Gift I’ve given slowly

But I’ll give it wholly

And solely to

YOU

Heroes

AND I SEE NO WAY OUT 

NO ESCAPE AND THATS WHY

If I could lose control,

ALIVE AGAIN

Subject 106 is my biggest hero, but I love so many people as hero’s I could never rank them properly, and no none of them are or were politicians- 

Still No?hing more t?an a

『Co??rupted Am?nesiac】

Allow me to make one thing clear six. You were never meant to be a weapon.

Remember me?

You did what you had to.

Split jaw, down the middle , straight volatile shit- I’ll rip out my fucking throat 

Website

indreams.me/themangojuiceman