honeypot

General

- pressing flowers, hoarding tiny stickers, and keeping ticket stubs in piles that make no sense 🌸

- watching calm movies… but also 10-hour "rain in abandoned train stations" videos on loop 🌧️

- reading manga quietly but sometimes getting lost in completely random philosophy books i don’t really understand

- drawing little doodles that make no sense but feel important ✏️

- making lists of things i’ll probably forget, like "10 ways to survive if the world ends" or "stray cats to befriend someday" 🐱

- quietly idolizing misunderstood, dramatic or chaotic heroes in stories ✨

- sometimes imagining i can float if i just lie still long enough 🌌

Music

Soft city pop at night when I can’t sleep 🌙, lo-fi beats while pretending to study, and piano covers of anime songs that make me cry quietly. i usually listen with headphones so nobody notices. beside that, i listen to things that don’t even count as music, like refrigerators humming or "cursed liminal spaces compilation (10 hours loop)." my friend says it’s ✨whimsical✨ but most people would just call it "weird." (…and they’re probably right lol)

Movies

i like films that are calm and a little lonely, the kind that make you feel like you’re walking home at dusk. i don’t like talking during movies because i’m too busy imagining myself living inside them..

Television

i rewatch the same shows again and again because new stories feel a little too overwhelming sometimes. also, i secretly like long ambience videos like "soft rain in a library" 📚🌧..

Books

i lie and say "i loooove reading 📚" but actually i go feral once every 6 months, read 5 books in 2 nights, then don’t touch another one until next year. my intellectual flex is Moby Dick (pretentious, yes, but iconic). Also addicted to any book that says “your life is trash because of capitalism.” Like, duh.. recently i've been reading more mangas and it's very fun!!

Heroes

Steven Grant (my wife)