General

(Teeny tiny note: If you didn't read all of my profile, and can't stand long paragraphs, with all my respect, please do not send a friend request. I am guessing we will not be getting along. I tend to "over-explain" in some situations, which I don't really hate. That's just me. If you're not ready to have a conversation about why the fire feels lonely sometimes (ogs know 😼), and often find things "cringe", well, we won't be best friends...)

Now...

Art and nature would basically define me and my roots. I will create under any circumstance. I will love, talk, play, draw, hold, write, sing, dance and laugh, no matter what. I like to pour my emotions out with any form of art whenever it gets too hard to handle them by myself. I find my comfort in trees. I talk to my birds, they're my best friends. I cry to almost everything, I complain about how I cry to almost everything, and I cry to almost everything again. It's a lifestyle. I feel "too" much, cause I live "too" much. I always love, I rarely hate. I read a lot. I will drop random information about random topics, each day a bit more complicated and weirder. We'll get along if you match my weirdness. Or at least, manage.

I'm trying to learn Italian by my own, currently drowning in sketches and have big dreams about a lot of things. I'm academically successful, but I hate school. And I rarely hate anything. It takes my actual personality out of me, that's why I'll have breakdowns every once in a while. I play the piano, but I have no clue about music theory, not really planning on starting to learn it, currently. I have learned morse code out of boredom. I love solving sudoku, I hate the fact that I have to close my phone at school just because I can't play sudoku. (I definitely have to buy a sudoku book, I don't enjoy spending time on my phone anyway. I wasn't born with it, why would I need it?)

If you're already bored, don't even consider sending a request. I don't like to interact with "dry texters", as some of you may call it. 

Music

Mostly anything that makes me feel something. Indie, blues, alt-rock, heavy metal, film scores, and whatever fits my mood. I'm basically the definition of "I listen to everything.". Here, I'll list some of my favorite artists.

Michael Jackson, The Smiths, Grimes, Korn, Laufey, The Beatles, Dexys Midnight Runners, Wham!, a-ha, Lady Gaga, Alex G, Radiohead, Joy Division, Seabear, Kate Bush, David Bowie, Pat's Soundhouse, Amy Winehouse, Adrianne Lenker, Chappell Roan, ABBA, Queen, System of a Down, Kesha, Katy Perry, Pavement, Rainbow Kitten Surprise, Elvis Presley, The Cure, Duster, The Daughters of Eve, Kiki Rockwell, Slipknot, Slayer, Pixies, KISS, Korpiklaani, Scorpions, bôa, Britney Spears, Miki Matsubara, girl in red, Billie Eilish, TV girl, Ayesha Erotica!!! 

Did I mention MCR?

If you like Anatolian music, check this list too!

Kamuran Akkor, Nilüfer, Mavi Işıklar, Sertab Erener, Şebnem Ferah, İlhan İrem, Gönül Akkor, Nesrin Sipahi, Seyyal Taner, Şenay, Hümeyra, Gökben, Yeşim, Füsun Önal, Grup Yorum, Kalben, Apaşlar, Moğollar, Dervişan, Bulutsuzluk Özlemi, Beyaz Kelebekler, Barış Manço, Barış Akarsu, Cem Karaca, Ezginin Günlüğü...

I have so many underground bands I like, but I don't know if I want to share it here. It may lose its magic, I fear. If I tell you one day, consider yourself lucky and loved.

Alright, nevermind. I decided to throw them all here, I want to find other people who listen to them. (Even though it is nearly impossible, I think. Some of their members are so old that they probably don't remember the band themselves...)

The Quick 

The Kinks

Hollywood Brats 

Nancy Sekizawa 

Cherry Vanilla

Roxy Music 

The Torture and the Desert Spiders 

X-Ray Spex 

Movies

Anything with stunning visuals or deep storytelling. Also, anything that makes me cry or think too much. I'll list them all here.

Dead Poets Society, Charlie's Chocolate Factory, Hilda and the Mountain King, Moxie, City of Ghosts, Slumberland, Girl Interrupted, Alice in Wonderland, Alice Through the Looking Glass, Enola Holmes, My Neighbor Totoro, Howl's Moving Castle, Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, Ponyo, Kiki's Delivery Service, Arrietty, The Rat Catcher, Poison, The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar, The Swan, Wendell and Wild, Fanfik, The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind...

Television

Not a big TV person, but I’ll binge a good animated series or anything with a great aesthetic. Feel free to share if you have great recommendations. 

Books

Art books, philosophy, and stories that take me somewhere else. Also, occasionally getting lost in poetry. Dystopia, utopia novels... I'm obsessed. 1984, Brave New World, Animal Farm, Alamut Castle... I also like to read human psychology. And I love Oscar Wilde, I'm so obsessed with him. I like to both read, and write. It is my reason to stay alive, quite literally. 

Heroes

Artists who see the world differently. People who create fearlessly. Anyone who turns their dreams into reality. (Or anyone who tries, really.)

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