darren

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16, they/he, ENG

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https://spacehey.com/theboywiththethorninhisside

darren's Interests

General

I have many interests, including different styles and movements of literature & art, theology, politics, technology, music, and just many different topics. I like collecting trinkets and antiques, as well as collectibles like blind boxes. Often times I will hyperfixate on certain topics, which usually makes it hard for me to discuss different topics once the hyperfixated topic is brought up. I'll try my best to avoid situations like these, although I may sometimes end up rambling or discussing in depth details of said topic.

SOME MORE OF MY INTERESTS

Horror, Neuroscience, Universal Monsters, Indie Films, Avant Garde/Experimental Media, Tabletop Roleplaying Games, Nurse Sharks, Anime, Manga/Manhwa, Tattoos & Piercings, Animatronics/Mechatronic Puppets, History, Fashion, Anthropology, Entomology, Botany, Classical Literature, Worldbuilding, Writing, Poetry, Art, Cartography, Ancient Greece & Rome, Architecture, Cowboys & Cowboy History, Zines, Chess, Wei Qi (GO), Cassettes, Old Dungeon Crawlers, Foraging, Folklore, Isopods, Rodents, Medieval History & Culture, Disabled & Queer History, Supercomputers, Soviet Technology, Martial Arts (Historical And Modern), Armor & Weaponry

Music

I listen to almost anything, and as such, this is a VERY non-extensive look at some of the music I enjoy and primarily listen to. To get a better grasp on my music taste, check out my spotify as well as my last.fm account.

ARTISTS

Rosa Yemen, Coil, Current 93, Nature and Organization, Low, Xiu Xiu, Death in June, Throbbing Gristle, Boyd Rice, The Velvet Underground, German Error Message, Eiafuawn, 125 Rue Montmartre, Hijokaidan, Boredoms, Aube, Hanatarash, Yamantaka Eye, SOLMANIA, Incapacitants, Jeff Buckley, Fiona Apple, Slowdive, Mojave 3, The Cranberries, Radiohead, The Smashing Pumpkins, Talking Heads, Ningen Isu, WagakkiBand, Yellow Magic Orchestra, Keiji Haino, Fushitsusha, Dissecting Table, Jet Black, I Hate Sex, Joshua Fit for Battle, My Dead Girlfriend, Kinoko Teikoku, CQ, SPOOL, Pasteboard, Plastic Girl in Closet, ART-SCHOOL, SEAPOOL, chouchou merged syrups, For Tracy Hyde, 溶けない名前 [Tokenainamae], 스타리 아이드 [Starry-Eyed], Omilgop, Wintermute, zzzaam, BrokenTeeth, FOG, Della Zyr, Oeil, Parannoul, Jowall, Sunkyeol, THE NOVEMBERS, TRPP, supercar, re:lapse, Clams, Moth Pylon, AIRY, Misty Blue, Swimmingdoll, Xdinary Heroes, Dreamcatcher, Le Sserafim, NewJeans, Stray Kids, (G)I-DLE, ENHYPEN, ITZY, ATEEZ, TWICE, NCT & GFRIEND, Malice Mizer, Moi dix Mois, Shazna, La'cryma Christi, The Gazette, Buck-Tick, Dir En Grey, Dead End, Lilniina, STARKIDS, Yokai Jaki, 4311boy, MANON, Awasetsu Mona, okudakun, Gokou Kuyt, rirugiliyangugili, wood pure loveheart, nascar aloe, Neo Iceyyy, EDWARD(me), JNKMN, Lil Ash Zange, Bladee, Ecco2k, Thaiboy Digital, Whitearmor, Gud, Cartier God, Title Fight, Wisp


Movies

I don't watch television a lot, however I do commonly consume films - whether they be short or lengthy. Out of the television programs I do watch, a lot of them I will obsessively rewatch, instead of moving onto new shows. Any suggestions of films or television programs to watch is greatly appreciated.


Some of my favorite directors include Stanley Kubrick, Wes Craven, Céline Sciamma, Alfred Hitchcock, Lars Von Trier, Gaspar Noé, Hayao Miyazaki, Wong Kar-Wai, David Lynch, Hong Sung-Eun, Mike Flanagan, Michael Haneke, Hideaki Anno, Bong Joon-Ho, Masaki Kobayashi, Toshio Matsumoto, Edward Yang and Kuang-Hui Liu

FILMS

Saw, The Invisible Man, The Face of Another, The Boy and The Heron, Atman, Everything Everywhere All At Once, Green Room, The Doom Generation, The Children's Hour, Alien, Psycho, Rope, Eraserhead, The Fall, This Valley My Heart Is Buried Deep, Spider-Man Across & Into The Spider-Verse, Hellraiser, Prey, You Can Live Forever, Your Name Engraved Herein, The Power Of The Dog, Nothing Hurts And You Won't Be, We're All Going To The World's Fair, Johnny Guitar, Brokeback Mountain, True Grit, Looking For An Angel, Shinjuku Boys, Gaea Girls, Frybread Face And Me, Smoke Signals, Dracula's Daughter

TELEVISION PROGRAMS

Azumanga Daioh, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Nana, Over The Garden Wall, Yellowjackets, Bob's Burgers, King of The Hill, Reservation Dogs, Mindhunter, Star Trek, Daria, Downtown, Ghosts (BBC), Our Flag Means Death, Craig Of The Creek, I Am Not Okay With This, The End of The F***ing World, Freaks And Geeks & Dead to Me

Television

Despite spending most of my time online, I'm not particularly a so-called gamer. Whilst I find interest in playing Games - Both Virtual And Physical - I find it hard to do so because of a number of reasons. In regards to virtual Video Games, I struggle with the limitations of my Financial Status and current Technology. I also lack in skill. But putting those limitations aside, I do enjoy games.


VIDEO GAMES

Project Zomboid, Rust, Call Of Duty, Stardew Valley, Silent Hill, Tony Hawk's, Obscure, Resident Evil, Disco Elysium, Sally Face, Five Nights At Freddy's, How Fish Are Made, Mouthwashing, Dead By Daylight, Fear And Hunger, Sims & The Last Of Us

TABLETOP GAMES

Dungeons & Dragons, Vampire: The Masquerade, Monsterhearts, Magic: The Gathering & Don’t Rest Your Head

Books

I enjoy reading but oftentimes have a difficulty finding time to, well, actually read. Of course, most of my time is taken up by endless surfing of the internet - which could be replaced by the healthier and argueably better act of reading. But, I still have difficulty initiating this into practice. In theory, It's great. In practice, I'm stuck to my current routines and find it had to change.

BOOKS

Stone Butch Blues, Notes Of A Crocodile, Crime And Punishment, The Stranger, The Metamorphosis, Dracula, And Quiet Flows the Don & The Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson

MANGA/MANHWA/MANHUA

Toilet-Bound Hanako-Kun, The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't A Guy At All, The Disastrous Life Of Saiki K, Teppu, Tomie, A Trail Of Blood/Blood On The Tracks, Inside Mari, Doraemon, Anpanman, Yo-Kai Watch, Danchi Tomoo, Drifting Net Cafe, Crayon Shin-Chan, Burn ☩he Witch, Paradise Kiss & Nana

COMICS

Spider-Punk, Paper Girls, The Umbrella Academy, Batgirl, Poison Ivy, Death's Head, Avengers, Alpha Flight, The New Defenders, The Micronauts, Legion Of Superheroes, The Last Starfighter, Deathlok, Catwoman, Jessica Jones & Swamp Thing

Heroes

FAVORITE COLOR: Taupe (Mole Grey)

CHARACTERS I RELATE TO: Simon Petrikov, Marceline, Hobie Brown, Miles Morales, Peter Parker, Abad Nadir, Kim Kitsuragi, Raskolnikov, Charles Smith, Data & Spock

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ABOUT ME


“Secretly though, I did sort of enjoy being a fucked-up mess. Apart from that, I didn't have a whole lot going on.”

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Pessimistic, and slowly growing an everlingering regret over how much personal information of mine is posted on the internet. I'm a 16 year old autistic dude (read: transgender person) from the United States with a knack for all that's unusual and odd. I have many interests, spanning from avant-garde film, music and literature all the way to the 'mainest' of streams, like kpop and sanrio. Some of my interests are listed here on my profile but unfortunately most aren't. I'd love to use SpaceHey to have, at least, semi-decent conversations with like-minded individuals on common or even totally different interests. That being said, as I am Semi-Verbal Autistic as well as having an Anxiety Disorder and Selective Mutism, I have difficulty starting conversations and carrying them through the first 'awkward' stages of development. I also may at times be slow at responding - because of the previously mentioned fact of being Semi-Verbal but also because of the Chronic Pain I experience.

TL;DR: I'm a pseudo-intellectist pessimist freak with an apathy towards life. To sum me up in a sentence? Crippingly indecisive insomniac that gets increasingly less concerned with their health by the minute.

Looking to contact me off of SpaceHey? You can Email me at: hopelessappeal@gmail.com, or, Instant Message me requesting my discord account!

(Note: On bulletins or blog posts I may switch on and off from being extremely formal to extremely informal. I don't know why or how this happens, however, I mostly mimic and mirror people I am having a conversation with. If you are typing formally, I will also type formally and vice-versa.)

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EMAIL ME AT: hopelessappeal@gmail.com ADD ME ON DISCORD: cirratum

LIKES & DISLIKES
LIKES

  • Experimental Music
  • TTRPGS
  • Ties & Patterned Socks
  • CDs, Vinyls & Cassettes
  • DVDs
  • STAR TREK
  • Sharks (Hammerhead & Nurse Sharks are my favourites)
  • Science Fiction
  • Piercings & Tattoos
  • Manga & Anime
  • 90s/00s Culture
  • Old Web
  • Horror
  • PRO-WRESTLING (Japanese Women's Wrestling especially!!)
  • Fashion


DISLIKES

  • Loud UNREGULATED Noises
  • Unregulated Light
  • Certain Fabrics & Textures
  • Bigotry
  • Bright Yellows & Colors (Theres Always Exceptions)
  • Being Late
  • Large Groups
  • Allergies
  • The Commodification of Basic Needs & Goods

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꒰ യ urjack •₊˚

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omg thanks for add!! you're super cool, I like how you made your account theme and described everything.. and you have so many interests!!

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Thank you! I love your profile as well, especially the dark theme and all the graphics!!

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⊹₊☆ staria! ☆₊⊹

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thanxx for adding me!! i love how well-organized and cute your layout is, and i rlly appreciate how thorough your writing is!

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Thank you! I love your profile as well, especially the colors and Japan autoplay!

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mesm

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You have a very beautiful profile, assorted with a variety of interests and musical tastes that I think are fantastic!

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Thank you! Your profile is very beautiful as well! I saw that you had photographs of the BESM-6 on your profile — One of the photographs being the same as the one I have on mine! I find myself getting more deeply interested and involved with old technology as of late. It's interesting to see someone on this website that also enjoys the BESM-6 — Not to mention other early Russian technology.

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I can't believe someone here has the same interests in the BESM-6! It's very hard to come by- it could be fate. The machines are beautiful in their complexities, as well as their architectures and histories. Old technology is fascinating in all means possible; I have previously visited a museum featuring many of these wonders, and it was the happiest time of my life.

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