General

dabbling stuff , kinda weird about sensory things but i tend to want to get better and more 'objective' (i.e. efficiency, ergonomics, and beauty in interior design, movements, etc.)
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• writing (especially poetry and narratives)
• reading
• music
• psychology
• typology (shoutout to PDB; OPS sensaurrr, IEI, 6wX sp/so ((i hateee IVs on their own, they say nothing meaningful)) 692, CT TiSe tho i feel abnormal and transient compared to the standard sometimes, Jungian IF or IT with intuitive focus, and INFJ is my educated typology guess for myself; i'd considered myself quite balanced across the realms of N/F/T/S at the end of the day. also for some more detail... i would consider myself a pretty concrete thinker tbh. it's why i relate to sensor in some ways, CT Se revisor is perrrrfect for me, in most systems Fe/Ti just makes more sense, but i know that bc socionics and some MBTI systems like OPS are more ‘structural’ in their overarching processes, i can still be an intuitive in other systems--my inherent tendency towards poeticism, aphorisms, and categorizations is probs ‘abstract’ by default. i jive w/ IEI as annoying as it is 🥲)
• skincare and biohacking through nutrition understanding
• art
• linguistics (add me on duolingo! https://www.duolingo.com/profile/LambTheEpic). i have a tierlist of language learning thru life, but initially i'm focusing on mastering spanish. there's a few other other languages i'm particularly enthusiastic and curious ab, such as finnish and arabic
• fashion
• comedy
• perfumery (currently fragz im enjoying: snow moon magic by sorce, tragedy by zappas, and south asian jasmine. #1 on my wl atm is sticky dates by lush!)
• film
• meditation
• history (especially of the routes of: europe, asia, and africa)
• martial arts
• prayer & manifestation
• philosophy, in my own way
• cooking!!! a narrative, a philosophy (+getting into baking) ((the clean up though is another question… with yin there’s yang)) (((i am plant based leaning, but imperfectly and not totally committed. ethical food practices are something i think ab a lot, but this is one of the things that are definitely not black and white))).
• dance
• yoga
• in the least corny way possible completely disassociated from inceldom & rw, looksmaxxing / general lifemaxxing (improvement! growth!)
• talking to dope ppl online, here or discord, twt, etc.--collecting + creating/projecting beautiful images and thoughts (twt, pinterest, tumblr)
• figuring life out, and showing it to others 💙🩷🩰 although that's the case, i am certainly not self sufficient and readily, easily, and obsessively independent like some--even if it does cause the anxious burden-like feeling and a bit of world-rejection--i don't push away the assistance, i welcome and embrace in order to give. for a long time, i couldn't eat without someone feeding me. maybe that will always be the case, but i'll not bite the hand and i'll have to deserve it.

as a side note, youtewb playlists have been so helpful to organizing info to learn for me :) (as well as the collecting being a compulsive tic lmao). if i got 'out there' in any form influencer or 'fame'/public figure (jus putting my name and face out there) wise, i'd probably choose that platform and have some ideas.


random personality blurb that prob fits in general ~likes~, my fav pokemon in no order are: glaceon, celebi, espeon, manaphy, mew/mewtwo, gardevoir, milotic, snorlax, arceus, meloetta, squirtle, pikachu probably. special mentions to the beautiful and varied and adorable: primarina, diancie, aurorus, lurantis, tsareena, kyogre, ninetails, frosmoth, arcanine, suicune, delcatty, lapras, hatterene, noivern, dragonair, serperior, absol, volcarona, cresselia, florges, reshiram, altaria, lilligant, absol, xerneas, pheromosa, leavanny. if if were a pokemon, i'd likely be either: celebi, cresselia, pheromosa, primarina, mewtwo, meloetta, or gardevoir. i'm eh at makeup, but i can be decent if on a night out i spritz some 'tragedy' and model my eyeliner after my lil cunty kween:

Music

music is a major interest of mine eternally. lbr, oftentimes silence is the best music. can you hear the music?

i like to sing and play the violin. i want to get better at the piano, the violin, and learn to mix.

most genres are cool and i’m always open to recommendations, i try to be critical but there's little i won't like probs tbh. am not specific, but i like to traverse through time. i love thinking of an artist in a context/situation, a moving picture of when.

some favorite, mostly well known artists include:
radiohead, the marias, michael jackson, stevie wonder, beyoncé, cocteau twins, paramore, ariana grande, kendrick lamar, pink floyd, avril lavigne, lil peep, björk, my bloody valentine, regina spektor, beabadoobee, joy crookes, tori kelly, brent faiyaz, lamp, $uicideboy$, aphex twin, mitski, joe hisaishi, aretha franklin, kate bush, death grips, cigarettes after sex, kali uchis, poison girlfriend, mazzy star, olivia rodrigo, mariah carey, her's, billie holiday, lykke li, marvin gaye, aaliyah, miki matsubara, childish gambino, joanna newsom, penelope scott, marina & the diamonds, fiona apple, the cure, madison beer, raveena, whitney houston, drake, jeff buckley, the neighborhood, usher, clairo, destiny's child, natalia lafourcade, deftones, earl sweatshirt, nirvana, machine girl, imogen heap, hozier, sade, ms. lauryn hill, lovejoy, hans zimmer, pharrell williams, hans zimmer, erykah badu, melanie martinez, mac miller, lily chou-chou, joe hisaishi, pinkpantheress, the internet, thundercat, toby fox, frank sinatra, faye wong, nas, bôa, men i trust, laufey, jhene aiko, tv girl, green day, pierce the veil, the beatles, beach house, lorde, steve lacy, partynextdoor, teedrah moses, ethel cain, joji, rihanna, mf doom, lana del rey, kanye west, arctic monkeys, billie eilish, mac demarco, the notorious b.i.g., frank ocean, my chemical romance, wu-tang clan, central cee, harlem spartans, dave, aj tracey, tyler, the creator. & more.

some kpop favorites include girls' generation, twice, newjeans, aespa, bts, f(x), blackpink, wonder girls, hyuna, bigbang, 9muses, tvxq, kara, girl's day, tiger jk & yoon mirae, aoa, boA, got7, seo taiji and boys, 2ne1, iu, red velvet, and dean. my jpop favorite is babymetal.

i'm very into classical music as well, it's my favorite to play and explore.

follow me on spotify in the links section below :) here's my lil protagonist playlist:

Movies

im a film freak so throughout life i have watched a lot, hence the long list, and i continue to deepen my knowledge on film by watching as a pastime. i appreciate well shot cinema and the nitty gritty of how screenwriting and actual film, works. method acting is very interesting to me and i love actors such as Marcello Mastroianni, Matt Damon, Al Pacino, Lupita Nyong'o, Sophia Loren, Anne Hathaway, Rekha, Rachael McAdams, Deepika Padukone, Robert DeNiro, Keanu Reeves, Daniel Day-Lewis, and Anya Taylor Joy. i understand the messages for how they are aligned to my insights regarding life and my path, but i don't completely disregard 'the intention'. i'm going to clean this up eventually and probably make a letterboxd, if i can stay consistent. FAV GENRES: psych. thriller, horror, existential, romantic, and comedy. note to self: come back to clean my profile but especially this section up, remove/add

🎥 LOVE studio ghibli, satoshi kon, and some disney/dreamworks movies
🎥 love movies in any language
favorites include:

🎥 good will hunting
🎥 the godfather series
🎥 the purge series
🎥 train to busan
🎥 black swan
🎥 how to train your dragon series
🎥 beethoven movies
🎥 the matrix
🎥 seven
🎥 whiplash
🎥 nightmare on elm street
🎥 legally blonde
🎥 mean girls
🎥 it's a boy girl thing
🎥 the twilight series
🎥 virgin suicides
🎥 amelié
🎥 cure (jpn)
🎥 it's a wonderful life
🎥 the before trilogy
🎥 in the mood for love
🎥 taxi driver
🎥 lost in translation
🎥 love actually
🎥 the parent trap
🎥 step up series
🎥 the truman show
🎥 anything cheetah girls, lizzie mcguire, bratz, and barbie
🎥 orphan
🎥 400 blows
🎥 the social network
🎥 rocky
🎥 get out
🎥 akira
🎥 the santa clause movies
🎥 a handful of netflix psychological thriller/horrors such as hush
🎥 breakfast at tiffany’s
🎥 heathers
🎥 coraline
🎥 the nanny diaries
🎥 clueless
🎥 beetlejuice
🎥 interstellar
🎥 midsommar
🎥 corpse bride
🎥 shutter island
🎥 joker
🎥 the bridget jones series
🎥 gone girl
🎥 silence of the lambs
🎥 the prestige
🎥 the pursuit of happyness
🎥 just friends
🎥 the martian
🎥 the notebook
🎥 jennifer's body
🎥 when harry met sally
🎥 kuch kuch hota hai
🎥 the dark knight (dc in general; excited for the batman)
🎥 iron man (mcu in general; excited for the new spider-man)
🎥 american psycho
🎥 the karate kid series
🎥 silver linings playbook
🎥 anastasia (dreamworks)
🎥 suspiria
🎥 shawshank redemption
🎥 fight club
🎥 mr. and mrs. smith
🎥 the lorax
🎥 the secret life of walter mitty
🎥 inglorious basterds
🎥 les miserables
🎥 freedom writers
🎥 nightmare before christmas
🎥 superbad
🎥 goodfellas
🎥 a bronx tale
🎥 mississippi masala
🎥 transformers series
🎥 fast & furious series
🎥 men in black series
🎥 inception
🎥 kill bill
🎥 parasite
🎥 college road trip
🎥 little manhattan
🎥 sundays at tiffany's
🎥 fantastic mr. fox
🎥 remember the titans
🎥 space jam
🎥 the blind side
🎥 trainspotting
🎥 moonlight
🎥 fruitvale station
🎥 la la land
🎥 juno
🎥 the great debaters
🎥 knives out
🎥 the notebook
🎥 the wolf of wall st
🎥 perks of being a wallflower
🎥 the harry potter series
🎥 the scream series
🎥 the strangers
🎥 pearl
🎥 longlegs
🎥 home alone 2
🎥 saving private ryan
🎥 a handful of anime movies including studio ghibli & satoshi kon like mentioned. most notably: your name, millennium actress, perfect blue, i want to eat your pancreas, kiki’s delivery service, my neighbor totoro, howl's moving castle, spirited away, nausicaa of the valley of the sea, whisper of the heart, and ponyo.
🎥 a handful of disney movies ((i love me those disney princesses and pixie hollow!)). most notably: ratatouille (the GOAT), up, tangled, hunchback of notre dame, tarzan, hercules, the princess & the frog, aladdin, mulan, frozen, atlantis, treasure island, enchanted, soul, coco, luca, brave, inside out, moana, monsters inc., toy story, wall-e, turning red. Disney channel movies like hsm & camp rock & sky high are up there as well purely for nostalgia's sake, as well as the CLASSIC halloweentown series that i adore; also like what Disney is doing representation wise w/ films like Luca (animation) & Spin! (live action)
🎥 monte carlo
🎥 her
🎥 prince of egypt
🎥 snowpiercer
🎥 road to el dorado
🎥 promising young woman
🎥 the whole truth
🎥 slumdog millionaire
🎥 om shanti om
🎥 funny face
🎥 bridge to terabithia
🎥 but i'm a cheerleader
🎥 the grand budapest hotel
🎥 chennai express
🎥 spider-man: into the spiderverse
🎥 spider-man: no way home
🎥 10 things i hate about you
🎥 the suicide squad movies
🎥 pretty in pink
🎥 white chicks
🎥 call me by your name
🎥 hereditary
🎥 dune
🎥 the batman (2022), phenomenal, showstopping
🎥 the call (korean)
🎥 monster house
🎥 bandersnatch (black mirror)
🎥 insidious series
i just rly love movies, i'll narrow this down eventually

Television

ive passively consumed a lot thru life (it's on in the bg & whatnot) but it's mainly the top 10 that are notable here. im not the best show watcher, and for the last 5-6y, you are hard pressed to get me to start or finish smth over 10episodes... with all that jibberjabber justification being said, this list starts and ends with criminal minds tbqh!!

★ avatar: the last airbender !!!!! goated show
★ skins uk (the best! s1-4, maybe one of the greatest shows ever)
★ mtv's downtown
★ twin peaks (cw, unfinished)
★ the sopranos
★ the bear (esp s1)
★ the nanny
★ anything that was on disney channel, nickelodeon, and cartoon network in the 90s-2010s (especially 2000s/2010s disney, 2010s nick & cn), and pbs has a soft spot in my heart. most notably: wizards of waverly place, hannah montana, that’s so raven, proud family, lizzie mcguire, even stevens, drake & josh, icarly, victorious, spongebob squarepants, h2o: just add water, courage the cowardly dog!!!!, the misadventures of flapjack, regular show, ADVENTURE TIME!!!, chowder, MAD, anything on toonami or adult swim, but also kiddie shit like arthur, between the lions, ruff w ruffruffman, and sesame street got me thru it. also other older shows such as winx club, monster high, and totally spies, all of this + online games + nintendo hard carried my Growing Up Era. i miss the media vehemently, who doesn't?
★ smiling friends (full disclaimer: most animated shows, i'm still working through or watching scatteredly throughout my life, w/ the exceptions of adventure time and gravity falls)
★ sex and the city (unfinished)
★ the simpsons
★ full house
★ the fresh prince of bel air
★ boy meets world
★ the boondocks
★ midnight gospel
★ bojack horseman
★ new girl (unfinished)
★ south park
★ daria
★ reba (listen... as a brown girl born n raised in the city i was v weirdly interested)
★ that 70s show
★ a chunk of anime: death note, doraemon, neon genesis evangelion, nana, cowboy bebop, attack on titan, hunterxhunter, naruto, sailor moon, kaichou wa maid sama, pokemon, kimi ni todoke
★ a chunk of netflix shows: black mirror (legitimately one of my favorites), stranger things, the queen's gambit, when they see us, bridgerton, one day, behind her eyes, outer banks, ginny & georgia, and some more
★ pretty little liars (unfinished, but i know the entire plotline)
★ old degrassi ^
★ the office
★ how to get away with murder (unfinished, may stay that way)
★ the purge tv show
★ x-files (watched little in comparison to those higher up the list, but i inherited this interest from my momma)
★ skam (norway)
★ fleabag (unfinished)
★ law & order svu (i didn't watch enough, but i watched enough to know it is up my alley)
★ anything true crime
★ note: i was somewhat a fan of a gilmore girls, dawson's creek, the o.c., one tree hill, the vampire diaries, i loved 'em for their potential. but from the sidelines having seen an episode here and there, fan of some more than others

there’s more/better quality of faves that i need to think of to fix this list

currently planning to watch/continue, somewhat in order: gossip girl (am liking it for what it is, a totally random choice out of this genre that feels unnecessary due to my skins interest, but i like the very different context from other shows, the rapid pace, and stronger archetypal + naritivistic streak, despite it not being close to as clever as most shows here), smiling friends, sex and the city, freaks & geeks, gleipnir, community, delicious in dungeon, peaky blinders, modern family, breaking bad, fleabag, new girl, the walking dead, dexter, mad men, jury duty, and desperate housewives.

i am not a show watcher and this stuff is out of my scope. im a show "ive heard of that, sounds cool, tell me about it if you want!"-er, and i remember these shows out of pure habit of remembering conversations and people i guess. i will never watch it all, i doubt i'll finish most of what i intend to do so in whatever amt of time you find acceptable (i already found the shows i got insight out of and consider a benchmark), so even though the healthcare industry, crime, and dragons are epic af, please don't ask me in depth about grey's anatomy, how to get away with murder, or game of thrones lmao,,,, but much love <3

Books

before anything, i was described as a bookworm. not living up to the title though, lbr. your honor, my sources are: it came to me in a dream

✏ man's search for meaning (my favorite)

otherwise, a sample of my taste of books that i can acc remember and have stuck with me, very poignant themes...:

✏ duino elegies
✏ beyond good and evil
✏ the power of now
✏ anything rick riordan
✏ the great gatsby
✏ the book thief
✏ ender’s game
✏ the outsiders
✏ warrior cats
✏ goosebumps
✏ the chronicles of narnia
✏ the giver
✏ the hunger games series
✏ the harry potter series
✏ a series of unfortunate events
✏ perks of being a wallflower
✏ the kiterunner
✏ the seven husbands of evelyn hugo
✏ no longer human (junji ito graphic novel adaptation is a fav)
✏ the kiterunner
✏ animal farm
✏ sharp objects
✏ the secret history
✏ bunny by mona awad
✏ manga, esp junji ito
✏ stephen king, jane austen, emily bronte, and anais niin
✏ richard siken anything, franz kafka anything, clarice lispector anything, and carl jung anything
✏ kitchen confidential by anthony bourdain
✏ vogue issues ;)
✏ the Holy Qur'an (on TOP!)
✏ the Lotus Sutras
✏ the Bible (KJV)

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Heroes

could be anyone truly meaningful!
my parents, no matter how rocky it's been
nausicaä (nausicaä of the valley of the wind)
uncle iroh (atla)
batman and spiderman
kendrick lamar
viktor frankl
rihanna
nietzsche
the Prophet Muhammad PBUH and the Sahaba
and non-humanly, always God

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