darren

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darren's Interests

General

I have a Special Interest in Professional Wrestling and I have fluctuating Hyperfixations due to my Autism.

Superheros, Villains & Anti-Heroes. Comics, Classical Literature. Fashion, History. Thrifting. Technology, Coding (CSS/HTML Mainly). Horror, Analog Media, ARGs. Vintage & Retro, Antiques. Architecture; Victorian & Georgian, Gothic. Theology & Philosophy. Music & Film. Cinematography & Photography. Languages; Pidgin & Indigenous Languages. Medical Sciences; Psychology, Neuroscience & Disabilities. Social/Soft Sciences. Video Games. Tabletop Games; Board Games & TTRPGs. Character Design. Animals; Sharks, Arctic Penguins, Dinosaurs. Stuffed Animals, Trinkets & Tchotchkes. Gizmos & Gadgets.

Music

This is an insanely long list that is not complete, or anywhere near being thorough. Please check my spotify, rateyourmusic & last.fm for a better library of my music tastes.

Metal; Industrial, Black, Death, Grind, Progressive; Cannibal Corpse, Type O Negative, MIS, 'Iisnááhí, Windchimes, Blackbraid, Order of the Wolf, Anti-Freeze, Neckbeard Deathcamp, Operation Volkstod, A Congregation of Horns, GLOSS, Gaylord, Sankara, Nechochwen, Six Million Dead. Punk; Hardcore, Beatdown, Horror, Queercore, Anarcho, Taqwacore, Chicano, Afro, Indigenous; Indian Giver, Etheral Tomb, SYNDROME 81, Mon Autre Groupe, Los Crudos, Agnostic Front, Cemican, Resistant Culture, Bruthers of Different Muthers, Rotten Blossom, Blackfire, Limp Wrist, Tribe 8. Folk; Jesse Welles, Tír na nÓg, Pete Seeger, Billy Bragg, Joe Glazer, Willie Dunn, John Angaiak, Sugluk, Lloyd Cheechoo, Alexis Utatnaq, Sikumiut, Willie Thrasher, Marvin Rainwater.
Screamo; Indie; Rock; Country; Emo; Slowcore; And much more.

Movies

I'm an extremely huge fan of movies and as such this list is extremely large and non-comprehensive, even more so than that of my music section. I mark all movies I watch on letterboxd.

Horror; Carpenter, Cronenberg, Craven, Romero, Raimi, Wan, Flanagan, Schoenbrun, Hitchcock; Longlegs, Green Room, I Saw the TV Glow, Saw, Psycho, The House That Jack Built, Black Christmas, Evil Dead, House of 1000 Corpses, Climax, Alien, Carrie, It Follows, Nosferatu, Dracula's Daughter, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Silence of The Lambs, The Substance, Hellraiser, Re-Animator, Super Dark Times;
Drama; Scorsese, Miyazaki, Kar-Wai, Spielberg, Raimi, Coen Brothers, Kubrick, Nichols; Bound, Smoke Signals, To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar, How to Blow Up a Pipeline, You Can Live Forever, The Power of the Dog, Boiling Point, Your Name Engraved Herein, The Killing of Two Lovers, Portrait of a Lady on Fire, Whiplash, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Brokeback Mountain, Rocky, Imagine Me & You, In the Mood for Love, The Boy and the Heron, Killers of the Flower Moon, Novitiate;
Romance, History, Western, Documentaries, & More;

Maika Monroe, Bela Lugosi, Peter Lorre, Boris Karloff, Gale Sondergaard, Fay Wray, Myrna Loy, Shawnee Smith, Melissa Barrera, Betsy Palmer, Janet Leigh, Jennifer Tilly, Margaret Qualley, Dianna Agron, Shirley MacLaine, Audrey Hepburn, Rosamund Pike, Barry Keoghan, Paul Dano, Robert Englund, Leslie Cheung, Tony Leung, Rebecca Hall, Elizabeth Debicki, Adèle Haenel, Sepideh Moafi, Lily Gladstone, Forrest Goodluck, Margot Robbie;

Television

I suffer from monotropism and extreme anxiety surronding new media, and as such it makes it difficult for me to start new series'. I often rewatch shows. As such, this list is much shorter than the previous sections, but is once again not comprehensive.

Twin Peaks, Game of Thrones, House of The Dragon, Station 19, Grey's Anatomy, 911, Chicago Med, High School, Heartbreak High, Black Bird, The Haunting of Bly Manor, A League of Their Own, Fallout, The Last of Us, All of Us Are Dead, Midnight Mass, Genera+ion, Reservation Dogs, Betty, How to Sell Drugs Online (Fast), Sex Education, Derry Girls, The End of the F***ing World, MINDHUNTER, Fleabag, The Good Place, Daredevil, How to Get Away with Murder, Doctor Who, Black Sails, Shameless, Community, Criminal Minds, The L Word, House, The Walking Dead, M*A*S*H, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Yellowjackets, Heartstopper, Orange Is the New Black, The X-Files, I Am Not Okay with This, Wentworth; Bob's Burgers, BoJack Horseman, Tear Along the Dotted Line, Clone High, Craig of The Creek, SpongeBob SquarePants, Adventure Time, King of The Hill, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Batman: The Animated Series, Gravity Falls, Daria, Over the Garden Wall, The Disastrous Life of Saiki K., Azumanga Daioh, Don't Hug Me I'm Scared

Books

I have a goodreads account and appreciate recommendations. Fanfiction recommendations as well if it is something regarding my interests.

Classical; Dostoyevsky, Gogol, Tolstoy, Kafka, Camus, Chekhov, Wilde, Woolf, Austen, Brontë, Joyce, Shelley, Spenser, Hall, Mishima; The Faerie Queene, Crime and Punishment, The Stranger, Wuthering Heights, The Metamorphosis, Dracula, Frankenstein, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Confessions of a Mask;
Modern; Miaojin, Feinberg, Miller; Last Words of a Crocodile, Stone Butch Blues, Daredevil, Batman;

I often prefer Classical over more Contemporary or Modern literature. I also often prefer Nonfiction. I read and collect a lot of comics. Occasionally, I will read Manga, Manhwa, ETC. Self-Admitted Fanfiction Reader.

Heroes

Joan of Arc, Anthony Bourdain, Lily Gladstone, Langston Hughes, Martin Luther King Jr, Ida B. Wells, Malcolm X, John Brown, Kuwasi Balagoon, Assata Shakur, Imane Khelif, Che Guevara, Michael Parenti, Phil Ochs, Angela Davis, Ely S. Parker, Sitting Bull, Osh-Tisch, Two Moons, Lame White Man, Crazy Horse, Menawa, Tecumseh, William McIntosh






darren's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

INTRODUCTION BLOG: About Me, BYI, ETC. (view more)

BLOG: Second Semester, Music and Dostoyevsky (08/01/25) (view more)

BLOG: Oberhofer, New Years and Holiday Blues (01/01/25) (view more)

SURVEY: SpaceHey Survey (view more)

darren's Blurbs

About me:

    BEFORE YOU ENTER

    This profile is intended to be viewed on Firefox. This profile is NOT mobile-friendly.

    This profile contains:

    Autoplaying Music
    Flashing Text & Images
    Marquees
    General Tomfoolery
    Extremely Poor Coding Practices

    This profile may take a while to load because of all the elements and images. I've tried to reduce eye-straining elements, hard-to-read text, and bright colors whilst still maintaining a completely gray-scale layout that includes blinkies, 8-bit, and all sorts of fun and generally laggy elements.

    Please keep in mind that this profile is ran by a teenager and may contain semi-explicit content but nothing of a NSFW manner.

    Hope you enjoy my profile! :)



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ABOUT ME
Weird and slightly off-putting transmasculine butch from the southeast coast of the United States. Autistic, Disabled, and Semi-Verbal. Huge fan of movies, physical media and horror. Special Interests in Professional Wrestling (STARDOM, AEW, TJPW, DDT-PRO) and Horror-related media. More details in my pinned blog post.

Described by others as being a stinky, ghastly, ghoulish vile homosexual woke moralist that has the qualities of cold oatmeal.
2008 (16)
BUTCH ⚧︎
THEY/HE
USA (EST)
YT + NATIVE
AUTISTIC
DISABLED
ENGLISH
ISTJ ♉︎

WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET
Dostoevsky, Kafka, Wilde, Shostakovich, Woolf - Although, I'm sure they'd all despise me. Or at least discriminate against me in some sense.

But really, anyone. Preferably people around my age, but it's not an obligation - especially if you have similar interests as me. Looking for Pseudo-Intellectualists, Butches, Left-Wingers, Horror Fanatics and Film Freaks in particular - although these attributes, like age, aren't obligations. I prefer people who will interact with me, therefor I won't add friend collectors. I also don't have a strict DNI list, I block freely. Although, if you are TCC or right-winged in some sense, don't bother attempting to add me. Tolerant to liberals, although I will most likely disagree and argue with you on many issues. Centrists and "nonpoltical" people don't add me - unless I request to friend you first. If you don't have similar interests to me, but still find that something on my page catches your eye, feel free to add me. I most likely am interested in what you are, even if it isn't listed. If I'm not I'd still like to hear you talk about it, I'm sure.

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QUOTES "I'm curious about people. No one's totally uninteresting." - "I can't imagine that tomorrow will be different from today." - "I don’t think it was a sin, because it didn’t feel like a sin. It felt how I’m supposed to feel." - "Forgetting is normal." - "I wished with all my heart that we could just leave this world behind, rise like two angels in the night and magically disappear." - "The United States is a branch of the larger tree of all history, but it is that covetous branch that thinks it’s the tree." - "Does the soul exist in modern society?" - "Most people never get to see how brilliant they can be." - "There are two kinds of pain in this world. The pain that hurts, the pain that alters." - "I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom." - "We women are unhappy because we don't love ourselves first." - "You cannot live when you are untouchable. Life is vulnerability." - "Each of us is born clean. I feel fortunate that I sullied my life with my own two hands. The lives of most are dirtied by the hands of others." - "I accept chaos. I don't know whether it accepts me." - "Lord, let me live." - "They'd sell the sky if they could." - "Awake, free, disappointed by reality, he takes refuge in the dream again." - "You don't want to see anyone, or to talk, or to think, nor to go out, or move." - "The fantasy is as real as the reality." - "Failing. We're failing. Failed in a sense that we have let everyone down. Including ourselves." - "Can you remember who you were? Before the world told you who to be?" - "You want to talk to God on equal terms. That's impossible." - "A person of love is also a destroyer. This is absolutely the essence of the universe." - "Those who don't know how to make love make war." - "Poetry in translation is like taking a shower with a raincoat on." - "I'm missing some people, you know, and this is not nostalgia. I miss them. This is melancholy." - "Ah, well. Afterall, history only tastes bitter to those who expect it to be sugar-coated." - "My only romance was in poetry and literature." - "Everything is strange. Life. People. Existance." - "Maybe all I need is time." - "Well, to continue being alive is also an art." - "I am out with lanterns, looking for myself." - "With every good film I see, I feel reborn." - "What came first, the music or the misery?" - "You think too much. That is your trouble." - "You can't live on memories alone." - "All I want is peace. A life of peace and quiet." - "I don't really know what kind of girl I am." - "I write and I survive." - "I think I have this thing where I need everyone to think I'm the greatest." - "Loneliness is important. So is love, and lack of it. Hopelessness, everything." - "I believe in artists as persons, as individuals. But art is a mirage." - "Just me, music and the night." - "I don't like myself very much, so I try not to observe myself too often." - "You must be prepared to abandon anything at all, with joy." - "Why greatness? Why is goodness not enough?" - "Don't look back. Don't write. Don't give in to nostalgia. Forget us all." - "Every problem has its solution. But if you don't talk, no one can help you." - "What's past is past. Time to move on." - "No reason to stay is a good reason to go." - "You never really know when the last time is." - "And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be." - "You can never replace anyone. What's lost is lost." - "You can understand me, but you can't feel what I feel." - "The ocean stared at me." - "Don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want." - "How is it possible to feel nostalgia for a world I never knew?" - "Even though it's difficult to be a human being, let's not turn into monsters." - "How is it possible to feel nostalgia for a world I never knew?" - "Ahh, today was fun. Goodnight."







































































































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Emil

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Hi your profile is so cool... also Soothe by The Smashing Pumpkins as your profile auto-play is so awesome. Pisces Iscariot is one of the best albums ever. I hope you have a great year.

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cadence ⚢

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thank you so much for the add!!!! you might just be the coolest person in the world, i love your profile! tmnt and community were spotted.... we definitely have a lot in common :)

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ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION it's sooo nice to meet a fellow butch on here!!

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avell

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thx for the add, i love your profile!!! <3

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prophet

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I love your page... Thank you for the add.
We have some mutual interests. :-)

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ouroboros

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i love your profile so much...fear and hunger 4ever

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cannolicritter

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i love your profile layout, youre super good at css!! also envying your cool collection of interesting ^_^"...

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bernardo's wake

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hey wsp you seem extra cool, thanks for the add. also your music taste seems pretty good too

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thank youu!! :-) your interests, and such, displayed on your profile had a lot of overlap with my own and was, well, interested! its ironic too - i have a button pin with the "kill your television" graphic on it!

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woah thats extremely cool, really. great to hear weve got many things in common

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Death ⛧

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I like you.

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Thank you. And, thank you for accepting my request. Your profile intrigued me.

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woodlouse

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omggg i havent seen ur profile in a while BUT I WISH I HAD ITS SO COOL!?!!!?!? LIKE I LOVEEE HWTA U DID W UR BLURBS SOSO MUCH THATS ACTUALLY SICKK!!!!

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Thank you!! :-) I wanted to still have that "SpaceHey"-esque feel while also having it be different enough that I feels like me in a way! (Also not patient enough to fuck with grids and such like you did.. Truly on a different level.)

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it’s such a good middleground it works so well!!!

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BLUT

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thanks for the add!! you seem like a really cool person :^) /gen

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of course, you seem cool as well! i love your Garte profile picture: "HE REALLY WANTS YOU TO REALIZE THAT HE WAS ALSO ON THE BALCONY LOOKING BY. IN THE *DANGER* ZONE, SO TO SAY."

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JOEL ⋆。˚𖦹

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Thank you for the add, It's cool to see other Funger fans. :)

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No problem, saw you pop up in the new people section and thought you seemed cool! Also, yeah! Been seeing a lot of Funger fans on here - it's been nice :-)

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Myles

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OMG YOU SEEM SO COOL!? LIKE ANOTHER PERSON WHO NOT ONLY LIKES ASOIAF, SAW, LINGUISTICS + ALOT MORE, BUT ALSO WENTWORTH!? I swear i've seen like no one mention that show

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I just started Season 8 of Wentworth and have been hyperfixated since I started it and it's SO horrid not being able to find fans or content! Also, yeah!!! All our interests overlap so much I was so shocked when I saw your account - Also the Wes graphic/floatie on your page! He's my Don't Starve main! YOU SEEM SUPER COOL TOO!!!

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YES EXACTLY!! its criminally underrated, AND IKR MEE TOO I WAS FLABBERGASTED!! Stop it rn... wes is my fav & MAIN, like yeah he pales to the rest stat wise BUT HES JUST SO CUTE I LOVE HIM! ALSO TY! ^^

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Micha!!

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Thank you for adding me! You seem very cool!

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A𝑒v𝑒

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thanks for the add! :))

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kuolemakaikille

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thank you for accepting my request! your layout is awesome :D

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of course! thank you for adding me i love your profile! <3 also your interests!!!!! -:)

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⭐⊹ jaypursume !

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thanks for the add!! your profile is neat :D

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thank you!! i really like your layout too its super coool :))

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no problem!! and thank you :D

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nouho

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my son i miss you

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new layout new me

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woodlouse

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im in love w this layout omg...... the custom icons for the contact table are so adhfhghsgefjkgsaahgah <3

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mewrx

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omg thanks for add!! you're super cool, I like how you made your account theme and described everything.. and you have so many interests!!

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Thank you! I love your profile as well, especially the dark theme and all the graphics!!

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⊹₊☆ staria! ☆₊⊹ (exultant)

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thanxx for adding me!! i love how well-organized and cute your layout is, and i rlly appreciate how thorough your writing is!

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Thank you! I love your profile as well, especially the colors and Japan autoplay!

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