バミリオン・プレジャー・ナイト

General

I'm 18, somewhere in aroace spectrum, INFJ 5w4 (and, somehow, 5w6 at the same time), autistic. I believe in Cat God and kill people in my dreams from complex PTSD. I died 15th December of 2021, at about 16:35 on my mother's bed. Now I celebrate this day similar to my birthday. I can speak Russian (first language, but not native), Ukrainian (C2), English (B2), German (A2) and Slovenian (A2). I understand Belarusian, Polish and Slovakian, but unable to talk on it. I own a big collection of my favourite garbage, which include stolen parts from the factory where I lived for a long time, insect corpses and tools, especially microchips and a collection of glass that I collected from all over the city. Well... I have plenty of plushies and lps, too.

Music

(Music) Not as if I like to listen to something complete and stare into the car window. Not as if there is anything new that I can possibly like. But there is something that I actually appreciated: Ozigiri, Death in June, Taisho 9-nenn, Ikigusare, The Garden, Pantera, 4 Позиции Бруно, Begnagrad, P.H.F, Malice Mizer, Junkie Honey, Blind Seagull, Have a Nice Life. If I were a musical composition, I would be 'a date with an angel - the Caretaker'. I used to play as a bassist in a group, before war. We were recording our songs on cassettes, which remained in my apartment in my home country. But most likely it got lost forever.

Movies

All in total about what I like: Ztohoven, Juice Galaxy, Gilbert Garfield, LSD: Dream Emulator, Bugbo, Олег Броварской, Hylics, Who's Lila, Mononoke, Middens, Postal, Pokepasta (and FNF Lullaby, too), radio: WEBSDR (I like to stalk Russian Navy. In principle, I am fascinated by military equipment, especially ships and aircraft. As a child I dreamed of becoming a sailor), Flynnflytaggart, Sam and Max, Half Life and HLVRAI + Opposing Force and Blue Shift, Gmod, Madness Combat, Webdriver Torso, I have no mouth but I must scream, Warez, Nekojirou (Catsoup), Serious Sam, Exophilie, Yume Nikki, Lost in vivo, Hotline Miami, Two and a Half Man, Hhgregg, Soup 0.9, Alfred's Playhouse, Interface, Yandere Simulator, PASWG, 8:11, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Pretty Blood, Cruelty Squad, Pony Island, Inside my friend's mind, Wing13, Eddsworld, Vkei, Disillusion, Elastic Spastic Plastic Fantastic, Pico's School, Pathologic, Bee and Puppycat, Battle for Dream Island, Ultrakill, Porkchop 'n Flatscreen, Manhunt, DinkySharkFighter32+Rainbow Dash Presents, RYTP, Saori Sato, Twisted metal, Agamemnon counter part, Phsychopomp, Chika Gentou Gekiga: Shoujou Tsubaki, Class 09, Eastern Mind, Vermillion Pleasure Night, Twisted Wonderland, Зина и Чучундры, Funny Pizza Land. I guess.

Television

I grew tired from real kinlists so there is the accurate one: Oh, I almost forgot. This is me.

Books

A hero? My knife Tracy. And the Mother of God.

Heroes

Twitter

@transit_5B5