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General

This profile was made as a representation of my deepest carnal desires and vulnerabilities.. human connection.. I’m tired.. I’m alone.. I’m disgusting.. a disgrace.. because I harbour vile thoughts inside my brain.. I feel dirty.. I don’t deserve love. But I feel myself.. desperately wishing for someone to be so obsessed with me.. to the point of me being their reason to breathe.. I want someone to suffocate me with their love.. hold me.. love me.. talk to me.. worship me.. I’m selfish.. greedy.. controlling.. I’m horrible.. why would someone love that..?

Music

I love listening to so many artists.. such as MSI, mitski, Lana del Ray, Arctic Monkeys, Mother Mother, a little bit of Vocaloid, Mr. Kitty and so many more.. I love music.. it helps me escape the harsh reality that we live in..

Movies

I used to love movies.. mostly horror ones.. I can’t watch anymore.. it lost its magic from when I was younger.. or maybe I’m the one who changed.. I can’t bring myself to even doomscroll.. I just wanna lay in bed forever.. and maybe play video games..

Television

Do animes count…? I watched a few.. I like JJBA.. and BSD.. recently.. I watched NGE and EOE.. I like psychological animes like Monster I suppose.. I can relate to some characters.. I also watched HxH and Saiki K.. they were really nice.. but they don’t bring me happiness anymore.. I can’t bring myself to remember more.. head fuzzy..

Books

I can’t bring myself to read.. I can’t focus.. I don’t want to focus.. The careful written words on each page make my head feel heavy.. Makes me feel tired.. or maybe it’s not the book’s fault.. just me and lack of motivation looking for excuses..

Heroes

I don’t have a hero.. does somebody who’ll love me count..?