siara

General

music, writing, editing, dancing, etc

i listen to music every single day (me? suffering from head loss? nahhhh)

i’m currently writing a story but like it’s kind of triggering and it’s such sensitive subjects that i sometimes can’t even write some parts 🤘🏻

i do some editing on capcut, i’ve been planning on posting a lyric video of club classics of charli xcx that i’ve done on my youtube page but i’m so busy these days i can’t find the time to :/

i dance EVERY day, i literally live for dancing; i mostly learn kpop choreos or sometimes trends, and what i want for my bday is a floor that DOES NOT MAKE SO MUCH NOISE OMG (yes it’s actually me making noise when dancing but i can’t really do otherwise 😔) but yea i’ve always been fond of dancing (i’m a Just Dance child (literally played Just Dance this afternoon (and the girl says she’s busy huhhhhh)))

Music

i would rather go blind than deaf and i think this kind of sumps up my relationship with music lol

Movies

i am the WORST for watching series, i get too immersed into it and just get scared of what's going to happen so i postpone my watching
(and on top of that i do many things at night and often don't take the time to watch a full episode, except if i plan on not sleeping more than 3h sooooo)

BUT i’m supposed to be currently watching only friends (yes i started with this bl) (yes i did not start with a chill one okay) (DONT SPOIL ME BUT RAYSAND FOREVER)

Television

i watch the news every day which gives me crippling anxiety because of the fucked up state of the world but heyyy at least the sky is blue ig (what the fuck did i mean here i wrote that 5 days ago but i don’t think it’s an existent expression)

Books

Heroes

absolutely no idea
i'm joking (that's not funny sorry (i might be (am) autistic so ^^)
i think (i'm saying i think because i've just started thinking about it so may add some alter) that my role models are:

(🥁 🥁 🥁 🥁)

stray kids: these guys are absolute fire and they put all their passion and love into their music, which i find most impressive and inspiring

gaspard ulliel: he was a french actor and the main character of the theatre play & movie i like the most Juste la fin du monde; his acting is just incredible but he died in 2022 (i think) so i will surely (obviously) not see him in any other movies :(

MY OWN SELF HEHEH: this might be egocentric but i’m literally in love with myself, i spend such great times with myself and even take myself on dates when going downtown; some of my friends have told me it might become toxic but heh i went through worse toxicity than loving my own self :3

(i surely have many others but i'll update later :P)

Pinterest

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