xavier

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"all roads lead to spinach"

misinformed, simple, noble-winged, nabokovian boy

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xavier's Interests

General

BUCK-TICK/ATSUSHI SAKURAI, Japanese Fashion (EGL), Jrock (music in general), Goth shiz, Drawing and painting, crafting (crochet, etc), Watching concerts LMAOO, Coding ofc, indulging in any art i usppose... rubs lip .. , DEBATE/TALKING!!!

Music

Buck-Tick, Mylène Farmer, deadman, Mitski, Kuroyuri to Kage, Malice Mizer, System of a Down, Guniw Tools, hide, Breaking Benjamin, Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, ends, Masami Tsuchiya, Der Zibet

the song playing is yokan from atsushi sakurai ; everyone knows it for being on his 2004 solo album Ai no Wakusei but it actually was first released with Xymox in 1992, making it his very first non-bt thingy!!! the 92 version is playing gheh (wanting to put crown by schwein (his 2001 industrial project w imai also of bt, and watts and konietzko of kmfdm) but EVERYONE on here puts a catchy metal/electronic/heavy-esque song so i thought id be different LMAAOOO)

Movies

American Beauty (1999), The Substance (2024), Forrest Gump (1994), When the Wind Blows (1986), The Stepford Wives (1975), Girl, Interrupted (1999), What's Eating Gilbert Grape (1993), Malèna (2000), Kamikaze Girls (2004), Life of Pi (2012), After Yang (2021), The Creator (2023), World War Z (2013), Rango (2011), The Grand Budapest Hotel (2014), The Lighthouse (2019), Alice in Wonderland (1951), Memoir of a Snail (2024), and i both love and HATE Poor Things (2023)

Television

Moral Orel, Smiling Friends, Breaking Bad, kindaaa BoJack Horseman, uhh yeah not much

,,,,theres not enough to put here so SOME FINE ARTSITS I LIKE ARE Gustav Klimt, Egon Schiele, Hokusai, Yuko Higuchi, and Louis Wain

also GAMES BAHAHG Ena: Dream BBQ, Portal (and 2 ofc), Omori, Bioshock Infinate, and i fear genshin/star rail are guilty pleasures..

Books

Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov, The Necrophiliac by Gabrielle Wittkop, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus, the work of Franz Kafka, the work of George Orwell, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? by Phillip K. Dick, Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë, Fashion is Spinach by Elizabeth Hawes

of course theres some good animanga out there too like chainsaw man, sonny boy, junji ito shiz, etccc....;;;

Heroes

Atsushi Sakurai a million times over (90s/long-haired atsushi glazers can fuck off), Tatsuki Fujimoto, Közi, Mio Chibana, Pim Pimling, Gustav Klimt, Vladimir Nabokov, Gabrielle Wittkop, GLaDOS, Louis Wain

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About me:

heyhey HEY!!!!

i am xavier!!! i am here for some more social accessability ,,,,i love coding as much as it whoops my ass which is why i prefer everyone/anyone look at my actual website in stead of here! i like to have total creative freedom (bask in my glory epeals) and this space is restrictive af


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my website! i love anything meaningful or impactful and i love art. this website is where i write reviews and document stuff , and it has a little bit of information about lil ole me! i am always down to talk politics, philosophy, sociology, history, etc

im a very very very artsty guy, but buck-tick is where my soul is truly held. more specifically, their frontman, atsushi sakurai (the man whose various pictures are all over this acc). never in my life have i ever come across someone who has shared my systems of belief, tastes in aesthetics and art, and lifestylr values. i dont aspire to be "like" atsushi sakurai, i aspire to reach his level of enlightenment and respectability. i hope to make information about him more accessible and ready, as everyone LOVES to talk about his voice and shiz yet noone ever talks about his philosophical, artistic, and religious values!


cool thing about getting to be lazy on spacehey means there are no artistic or aesthetic patterns... enkoy my braindump

---currently developing an atsushi memorial tribute website! itll be a little guide to and about ihs life (includinh only information he has given us publicly ; he was a private man and any true fan will resepct that). stay tuned if u life bucktick cuz itll change ur life when im done TRUST

Who I'd like to meet:

i love my chud diddybluds but i much prefer to have conversations with anyone who values reason and critical thinking. i could disagree with someone on everything ; so long as we both follow logic and have good intentions rather than our egos in mind, i am pleased . i know sitting on my ass on spacehey is probably the farthest thing from what im aspiring after here but you neva know ! here are things i like talking about

  • music music music!! artistc integrity is my heart and soul
      i liek:
    • jrock (very veyr very very much PLEASE i have listened to more jrock in my life than white men have heard the spring frogs)
    • goth (but im newgen dont hurt me)
    • some random western splish (mylene farmer, soad, mitski, breaking benjamin)
  • poliitcs . i lov sociology, theology, history , ... recently been very interested in aestheticism and the loss of authenticity in culture, personal responsibility vs flight, etc
  • art art art artt
  • idk bruh jus be funny

like most people on here (i hope), im here to meet new people. i am very shy and very neurotic and just very particular about who i interact with so please dont be upset or offended if i decline a request !!!!! it is nothing personal and i do so with respect ,,im just a very nervous person GHEKEOm

speaking of which PLEASE dont be afraid to talk to me. im here to meet people, i want to know you!

more lvl 1 atsushi enjoyer pics cuz idgaf (click me for dropdown)
more of my fav performances atsushi did in his elder years (click me for dropdown)

if there are any other fish tankers here i swear ON MYL LIFE i still love crunchy guitar industrial atsushi and fun dancey atsushi and every atsuhsi i just have a very very soft spot for his sad slow paced metapyhiscal mature songs BAHAHAJ

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vick

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Your profile is very beautiful!! I also like Buck-tick

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AUU IM BLUSHING I LIKE YOURS LOTS TOO <33 and a fellow buck tick fish ,,men kissing emoji

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Sebastian

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is this an xavier reference

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we are dragging you to the back of five guys and killing you with hearts and hearts and love

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