gatulah
"nowhere"
There is nothing you can do
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gatulah's Interests
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General |
People brains, programming, SCP (I know a lot), everything being turned morally gray by people who have an insurmountable amount of greed, games, obscure games, creating art (being alive is also art, so there's beauty in you being here, reading this) (beauty doesn't mean anything, but that's ok), being as honest as I can |
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Music |
the Mountain Goats (have sunset tree vinyl), then some other random interests, i like all of music, i listen to siivagunner too, i'm music trash panda, screw you, if you have a strong opinion on this |
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Movies |
Lemony snicket, Mary and Max, Rango, the spongebob movie (childhood movies) |
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Books |
Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, ofc scp's and their many tales, like How To Clean A Polyester Dress, When Will You Die for the Last Time in my Dreams, Cool War, There is no Antimemetics department, stuffs like that |
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Heroes |
That spaghetti monster i saw once while i was very deluded at night, who was hovering above my bed |
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Neverhood (view more)
Why lucid dreaming is overrated (view more)
My thoughts on reality and it's so called "rules" (view more)
gatulah's Blurbs
About me:
Hello, welcome, I'm nobody, except, everyone is in a way.
You know?
That's why you get depressed, because you don't have something that everyone else wants from you, a personality, something grounded and coherent.
Reality follows the pattern of chaos, the threads of all our combined subconscious, it's difficult to imagine, yet it's observable, every action taken by us is simply following a narrative of someone else. We create this reality together, all the suffering included.
We fill the role that we were born to fill, nobody truly understands how "they" feel, because there is no they, only what's been created by those around "you".
I have been alone for a while, let's just say there is very little that I have in common with the average person, it was what I've been wishing for since I was capable of doing so.
My parents were nobodies, they had very little influence, grown up by people on the street and mistrust.
I wished to attain the highest need, to provide, so I did, at the cost of everyone around me and my own mental health, I made sure the people around me were safe by isolating the deluded, those grown in a broken home. I was lucky to have such good parents, to help those suffering, but I'm a shadow in real life now, almost unable to be perceived.
Jokes are insecurities.
I deduced this through following the lead of a saying I heard in the GT video on the game "Close your eyes", ignorance is bliss.
It is, there is no other sentence in any language that I have heard, that is an equivalent of a mathmatical formula. All of your joy trickles down to suffering, the world is balanced, it's about the ones who reap the benefits. The more you own, the more people know you, the more misery you bring. It's all subjective of course, if you are ignorant of this truth (which you can't be even if you try), then you can be happy. This will always be the world we live in.
Who I'd like to meet:
People who steal from the internet to monetize content "without a license", to stab them violently for deluding the masses to create an excess of needless garbage.
What's the fucking point if you don't do it yourself?
How can you be proud of something that you haven't achieved?
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