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General

Art is basically my oxygen. I draw ALL THE TIME whenever I get a free second, even if that second is tiny and chaotic. My brain just goes full colors, lines everywhere, hands moving faster than my thoughts. It’s messy, it’s loud, it’s me. Music has been glued to my life since forever. When I was little I tried EVERYTHING, piano, ukulele, violin, flute, liiiiikeee I was collecting instruments as if they were stickers. Right now I mostly play the flute when I have time, and honestly, it still feels magical. Same instrument, different me, same chills. Animals? Don’t even get me started. I LOVE them. All of them. If there’s a tiny fluffy creature near me, I’m already there, petting it nonstop, no breaks, no regrets. Soft paws, warm fur, instant happiness. And yes, I’m obsessed with my hair. My curls are my personality at this point. When I’m bored, I just play with them, twist them, touch them, exist with them. It’s kind of automatic, like breathing but cuter. Music is always on. Literally always. Headphones, speakers, background noise, whatever works. I’m almost never not listening to something. Silence is suspicious. Music makes everything feel MORE. Louder, softer, brighter, deeper. Just MORE. 11¡'3¡33

Music

Melanie Martinez is literally the love of my life since I was a kid. No debate. No explanation needed. I used to listen to her song “I Scream” when it was still unreleased, back when I didn’t even know it was HER, and I was already OBSESSED. Fate was doing its thing quietly while I was vibing. I’ve always been listening to her music, growing up with her sound, her lyrics, her rhythm. Everything hits. Every era, every mood, every weird little detail. I don’t just like her music, I FEEL it. I absorb it. I scream-sing it in my head. I just LOVE HER, in capital letters, bold, highlighted. My playlists are a beautiful mess though. I also listen to artists like Asteria, Odetari, Billie Eilish, Mitski, TV Girl, and a lot more depending on the day and my brain chemistry. Scene music, jumpstyle, dark beats, soft sadness, loud chaos. It’s all there. Basically, my music taste lives in extremes. Sweet then aggressive. Sad then feral. Calm then unhinged. Headphones on, volume up, world off. That’s the vibe.

Movies

I’m OBSESSED with horror movies, especially the ones full of crime, dark secrets, and mystery that crawls under your skin and refuses to leave. The kind of stories that make your brain spiral at 2 a.m. because EVERYTHING feels suspicious. I eat that stuff up. Real paranormal cases? YES. Give me the real ones, the creepy ones, the “this actually happened” energy. Ghosts, unexplained things, weird timelines, cold shivers down the spine. I’m fully locked in, eyes wide open, brain going BRRRR. But when boredom hits, I can switch lanes and watch comedies too. Random, silly, zero-thinking-required content just to laugh and exist for a bit. Balance, I guess. Now let’s be VERY clear. I HATE romances. I don’t dislike them. I don’t tolerate them. I literally HAAAAAAATEEE them. If someone ever thought it was a good idea to invite me to the cinema to watch a romance movie, I would be capable TO SPLIT IN THEIR FACE. Absolutely not. No dramatic kissing scenes, no emotional staring, no “meant to be.” Hard pass. Big nope.

Television

I like watching series, but not TOO much because they’re soooo long and my attention span simply evaporates. I start them with motivation and then poof, gone. Finishing a series is basically a miracle for me. I usually only watch series during summer vacation, when time feels fake and days melt together. That’s when I binge a bit more, or at least TRY to. Still no promises. Even so, I’ve watched a loooot of stuff. Doraemon was literally part of my existence. The Amazing World of Gumball lives rent free in my brain forever. And then there are darker things liiiiikeee We’re All Dead, because I love chaos and emotional damage in small doses. My series taste is random, unfinished, and very mood-based. Cartoons, apocalyptic drama, weird humor, childhood nostalgia. I watch, I disappear, I forget where I left off. And honestly? That’s the vibe.

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