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the text I sent to him


I don't know the reason I'm writing this, but I felt an immense desire to tell you how grateful I am to have someone like you in my life. I really wanted to tell you (even though we don't talk anymore and you're already with someone else) that I like you (even though it may not seem like it). I don't know how to show my feelings, and because I've been hurt so much, I don't like to express or talk about these things, and I feel very guilty for never having said I LOVE YOU to you or for saying that I feel something for you that's more than just friendship, you know? I blame myself a lot for not realizing that you were the person for my life, and I think a thousand apologies for listening to what people said about you instead of what you told me. You know, just like Spider-Man always finds a way to save the day, I always find a way to think about you. Just like Spider-Man's love for Mary Jane, my feelings for you are strong.
It’s true. You are my personal hero, able to shake my heart with just a smile. I just wanted to tell you that I am really sorry, from the bottom of my heart... I just wanted one last chance, so that this time I would do it differently, I will value you more, I will dedicate myself more, it was just one more chance. And once again I ask for your forgiveness for everything bad I’ve done to you while we were together, I deeply regret having hurt you one day, making you feel bad. I apologize for everything, but please let me start over, let me make our story work, because I am more than willing to do whatever it takes to make us be together, I am more than willing to make you even happier by my side. I just want to have you back, I want to have a life with you, I like you, I love you, I don’t want to lose you this way, I can’t, I don’t know.
I don't know, if you leave me, what am I going to do? How am I going to live without the person I love the most by my side? It's not possible; I can't imagine a future life without you. I want you; please let me have just one more chance. And I'm not just saying this for the sake of saying it, I truly love you. Even when we stopped talking, I talked about you, and it hurts me a lot to see you and remember that I lost you for a silly reason, for my immaturity, for three sentences I didn't say, for a care I didn't give you. I don’t want to not know you; I don’t want to erase from my mind the memories that made me love you so much. I don’t want us to go back to being two strangers. You introduced me to a kind of love I didn’t know, one that is mutual and full of care and kindness, and I love loving you. I am really sorry if I have hurt you at any time; if I have ever made you cry, I'm sorry.
thank you for giving me the most beautiful feelings I have ever felt in my life! thank you for being who you are, for being my safe harbor. I love you, and I feel with all certainty that I will always love you.


I humbled myself a lot

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Não aguento mais ser trocada 🖕🏽

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