aonarotsnlovescyberia

"Rotting and Trying "

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General	WRITING, Poetry, Art-house films, introspective contemporary classic books as well as metaphorically rich classics, rock and jazz music, politics and discussions, cyberpunk or sci-fi philosophy media, retro tech, engineering feats and projects, ROBOTICS+ just fantasising a realistic sci-fi life, satire/political humour, life is strange, conversations and metaphors about divinity and technology/machinary (I think its a lovely metaphor and perspective)
Music	Superheaven, Limp Bizkit, Interpol, Radiahead, Type O Negative, Deftones, Queen, Beatles, Pinkfloyd, Gorillaz, Rage Against the Machine, Weezer, Mac DeMarco, Mitski, Arctic Monkeys, Soundgarden, Alice in Chains
Movies	- Moonlight - All about Lily Chou Chou - In the mood for love - Lovely Man - The Piano Teacher - Joyland - Look Back - Matrix - Mad Max - Beautiful Boy - Carol - Fallen Angel - As you are - Firebird - Blue 2001 - All quiet on the Western Front -Conclave - Loving Vincent (There are lots of directors I wanna properly explore like Wong Kar Wai, Andrei Tarkovsky, Edward Yang, Godard, Eric Rohmer and so much more)
Television	Pantheon, Arcane, Ergo Proxy, Cowboy Bebop, Mr Robot, Fleabag, Ghost in the Shell, Neon Evangelion, Inside Job, Rick and Morty, Bojack Horseman, Daria, Life is Strange (its a game but cmon), Blue Eyed Samurai, This is going to hurt (a lot of these are still being watched, :( not finished)
Books	We the Living, Giovanni's Room, The Goldfinch, Madonna in a fur Coat , Diary of Anais Nin, Divine Comedy , M train, Kafka On The Shore, Sputnik Sweetheart,
Heroes	Furiosa!

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About me:

I often go by aonarotsnlovescyberia for some of my creative/underground accounts. Its looks odd and I guess for everyone it requires a dissection to make sense: aona is simply a lovely name i have in mind for a life-size robot i always dream of making, “rotsnlovescyberia” translates to ‘rots and loves cyberia’ as in I am continuously rotting and love the cyber cafe known as ‘cyberia’ in Serial Experiment Lain. Honestly, I don’t have any incredibly cool reason for making this; it just stems from the fact that I want to talk about my interests and meet people who have similar interests. However, my social skills somehow limited themselves to “Hey, how are you doing? What are some of your interests?” and for whatever reason, my last question is always answered with something that makes me want to jump (off). Either that or I genuinely do not know how to talk and just add the word ‘proletariat’ to all my jokes… (probably the latter). While I criticise how others answer the last question, I admit I also come off as obnoxious and reasonably lame and disorganised every time I try answering it. My brain goes all hazy cause suddenly I don’t know anything about myself. Aside from this, I think this is somehow splitting my existence into some dual state that's slowly erasing some part of me from others' perception. A lot of things that I love to a pathetic amount are often just limited to my knowledge, a lot of films I’ve watched, games I’ve thought of getting into, engineering crafts I’ve started enjoying, music, humour, politics, hobbies, passions… it starts getting exhausting when I keep it to myself and live as some watered down version outside of my bedroom. Did you know I (un)ironically dream of creating a homelab? Did you know the only reason I even got into Linux is because I found more than a dozen Trojan viruses in my PC? (but I actually enjoyed a new OS) What I mean to say is I feel sick and nauseated at this violent splitting of my identity. I don’t want to exist as 2 in 1, I want to talk and laugh about so much all the time, but I’m too busy wearing myself out with monotonous conversations and awkward smiles. It honestly feels pathetic. I want to be known for these (somewhat odd) passions of mine, although I barely ever get to talk about them or gain the courage to talk about them. I want to meet people who share my political values and can help me enrich them. So yes, after this god awful long rant/intro, this is a last resort to organise my half-fried nerve endings and create an archive of everything that makes me: me. As weird as this sounds, consider this the equivalent of me getting half-naked.

Who I'd like to meet:

Anyone who enjoys writing, art-house films, rock, metal and jazz, like classic/contemporary classic books and authors like James Baldwin or Ayn Rand, poetry + people who like tech, engineering, robots and cyberpunk fictions or just cool technology, retro internet etc, + people with strong progressive left-wing values and views who are up for political discussions and can help me educate/enrich my values as well (I have other accounts for debates but this isn't one of them, so yes) Plus points: good humour!!!!