namdvilimari

General

Teen, yet mature, I find solace in quiet shadows. I LUV writing, philosophy, and psychology, craving deep conversations. Freely myself and wonderfully weird, I feel everything. I was born to be difficult. ༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Music

I listen to everything—whatever fits the mood. Doesn’t matter. “Good Life” by Eyedress stays on loop, though. Music and them too.

Movies

I watch a bit of everything, but emotional movies and horror are my favorites. If it makes me feel heavy or haunted, I’m in. I log everything on Letterboxd—namdvilidurden. :) My top picks right now are To the Bone(comfort movie fr), Novitiate, and Prisoners.

Television

I watch The Walking Dead and anime like Devilman Crybaby and Berserk, and South Park too, but I’m mostly focused on video games. Horror games are my favorite—Cry of Fear (chef’s kiss), Silent Hill 2 (a masterpiece), Outlast, Manhunt, and Postal 2. I also love story-driven games like Life is Strange, especially Lis 2—my favorite.

Books

I’m drawn to philosophical and emotional books—stories that explore the human mind. I love authors like Albert Camus and Dostoevsky. ME AND CAMUS ARE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON. we share same mbti - INFP. ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ just like him, I follow absurdism. I think the world doesn’t owe us meaning — it just is.

Heroes

TikTok

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Letterboxd

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