valentina!!

General

writing poems i never finish / dreamy suburban decay / lipstick stains on teacups / figure skating in empty rinks / coraline-core aesthetics / girls who vanish / 10k hours of music & still not enough / fiona apple on repeat / drawing bats in my notebook / laced camis & chipped nails / rosaries & cherry lip gloss / late night obsessions / haunted houses that remember you / the virgin suicides / the kind of love that ruins you / skating like i’m running from something / my paracosm > reality / hearts i never meant to keep

Music

fiona apple screaming what i’m too scared to say / mazzy star playing while the world softens / lana del rey, lipstick-smeared and tragic / radiohead when it rains and everything feels too real / strawberry switchblade in a floral dress, crying in the mirror / hole with glitter and bruises / songs that sound like diary entries / guitars drenched in nostalgia / haunting vocals, reverb, and rage / my playlist knows things about me i don’t / sad girl classics + dream pop daydreams / music that sounds like floating away

Movies

the virgin suicides when i want to feel haunted & pretty / pearl when i want to lose it gracefully / legally blonde because being soft doesn’t mean being stupid / scream when i want to flirt with death in a miniskirt / movies where the girls are more dangerous than the plot / pink dresses, bloody hands, and something to prove / i like films with beautiful girls and something rotting underneath / if she’s unraveling, i understand her / if she’s underestimated, i become her

Television

skins (uk) — the softest girls in the loudest chaos / 2 broke girls — sarcasm as survival / i like shows where the eyeliner’s heavy and the hearts are heavier / girls who don’t make sense until they break / pretty little liars — secrets tangled in shadows, lies whispered like midnight prayers/ suburbia, slow motion, and everything tinted gold / laughter that hides the bruises / i don’t watch comfort shows, i watch character studies / if she’s misunderstood, she’s probably my favorite / vintage bedrooms, messy friendships, and beautiful breakdowns / tv that feels like a memory i never had

Books

the bell jar — girlhood like a slow suffocation / pretty little liars — secrets in lip gloss & blood / coraline — the other world always feels more like home / lapvona — disturbing and delicate in the same breath / stories about girls who disappear, unravel, or burn / books that smell like old perfume & sound like a warning / i like fiction that feels like a fever dream / pages full of soft horror, obsession, and strange beauty / if the prose is haunting, i’m already underlined in it

Heroes

girls who cry then keep going / fiona apple for saying it how it is / elle woods for proving them wrong in pink / cassie ainsworth for making sadness look like art / max black for laughing through the worst of it / the lisbon sisters for being remembered even when they’re gone / pearl for wanting more, even if it destroyed her / sylvia plath for writing the ache beautifully / emily fitch for loving softly in a loud world / anyone who is underestimated, unloved, and still tries anyway