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Collects old stuff that dont belong to me, i write when it hurts, dreams when it’s loud,wings in my ribs, worms in my tea. time feels fake but i make things anyway, IDGAF what ppl think bout me cz im not here to please anyone,i just exist ,being wtv the hell i want

Music

Re.bxxy — 100 gecs — crystal castles — sewerslvt — drain gang — poppy — Machine girl — lsdxoxo — SOPHIE — arca — fraxiom — the used — deftones — my Chemical romance — Pierce The Veil — Bring Me The Horizon — Nine Inch Nails — The Weeknd (older albums) — love spirals downwards — broken bells — melanie martinez —kmfdm—radiohead — the Smiths — The cure — joy division — the velvet underground — fleetwood mac — mitski — pathetic—elliott smith — him — Nicole Dollanganger— Grimes— miracle musical

Movies

Perfect blue — black swan — donnie darko — the girl next door— come and see— a tale of two girls— Requiem for a Dream — thirteen — jennifer’s body — american psycho — eraserhead — vivarium — midsammer — the virgin suicides — Natural born killers — eternal sunshine of the spotless mind — oldboy — taxi driver — dumplings— fish tank — the lover (1992) — buffalo '66 — lilya 4 ever — priscilla — mysterious skin— scum manifesto— malèna — raw — Girl interrupted — christiane F— the basketball diaries — paprika —the holy mountain —the reflecting skin —possesion (1981)—begotten— brewster mcloud (1970) — popeye

Television

Serial experiments lain — neon genesis evangelion — death note — tokyo ghoul — happy sugar life — elfen Lied — paranoia agent — bojack horseman— over the Garden wall — the sopranos — community—salad fingers— breaking bad—the regular show

Books

the unbearable lightness of being(if a man reads this HE'S profound, peculiar, intensely intimate and hot) —no Longer Human — the great cosmic mother— lolita — norwegian wood — house of leaves— the metamorphosis — crime nd punishment — scum manifesto —les enfants terribles —the picture of dorian gray — uzumaki— a little life — house of leaves — the wasp factory— caroline — no exit — steppenwolf— thus spoke zarathustra

Heroes

david bowie

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cheeeZZY

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THANNK YOU FOR ACCEPTING loved ur page ^^

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❥nwx

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Thank you for the add! I love your profile! it reminds me a lot of a Youtube channel Honeylambs, that makes stuffed animals that are creepy looking but are made with meaningful intentions. Which are themes I really like. Also the dreamcore mixed with medical and nightmarish themes is also chefs kiss.

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i also love the music you chose. I love exploring people's profiles and listening to their music for HOUURSS

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that’s such a beautifully observant comment ty sm also honeylambs has long been a quiet fascination of mine n its honestly one of those things i quietly keep to myself cz i never thought any one else would mention it, that whole space of the grotesque being treated wIth softnss. i think thats the heart of it all, it means more than i can say that you noticed

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Aw of course ^^ I totally get it. I myself am into things that would normally upset people, but I don't find pleasure in it, I look at it for its hidden beauty. Like something that would look "ugly" to some people, I see those things as really beautiful. It reminds me of this post I saw that had many pictures of bugs and animals that are perceived as unclean or scary, but the text said "Love the Unloved". And I thought that was beautiful

Also the music on your profile is similar to music I have heard in this game called Welcome to Elderfield. I don't like comparing games to others, especially since I feel i wouldn't want to be cast in something else's shadow. But it's like stardew valley, but horror and dark. And when I started playing I was OBSESSED with it. I really love dark and or creepy themes in stories. (with intention ofc) And I think you could enjoy it too, if you like those kinds of things. It's a demo right now, but it has so MUCH content! My save file right now is like at 12 hours of gameplay, and there is still more I can do! So there is LOTS to do still. :) I am just hoping and PRAYING, that when it fully releases as a finished game, it doesn't delete my save file I have currently.

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That way of seeing the world is honestly so lovely theres sum powerful about being able to find beauty in things others turn away from, like it takes a special kind of heart to look at the "ugly"and see smthn gentle, smthn worth holding onto,the phrase "love the unloved" really stuck with me too its strangely comforting
Also THANK YOU for the game rec!! sounds so up my alley omg.Creepy Stardew Valley?? Im already interested nd ill definitely check it out n i really hope your save file stays safe too that much progress would be tragic to lose! Fingers crossed! 🤞💕

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I'm glad you found comfort in the phrase! ^^ and ty for validating me and my ways of living and seeing the world :') I hope I don't lose my progress either lol.

This isn't a suggestion or something to tell you what to do or anything, but I think it could be a neat idea to make a blog talking about your interests on our conversation, and idk, i feel you could find people who also understand you ^^ and you'd feel less isolated or alone with the things you find curiosity in. (also I love reading long texts on people's thoughts XD)

if you're uncomfortable in people knowing you that way, or speaking about it publicly in general that's totally okay too! You shouldn't do things you don't want to do. :))

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also have fun playing the game!

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also have fun playing the game!

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PaTho

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I love your profile so much.

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awh tysm appreciated <3

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corrupted_devil.x

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There is so much going on rn, but I just love ur profile

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tysm :P

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