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ray! the one and only local stone bench lover

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I really really love music so much and playing instruments, I can play violin, clarinet, drums, and I just started learning electric bass, and I want to learn the saxophone!
I'm learning html and css, working on my code skills!! trying to make this profile pretty (and failing)
hand jumper and lookism are my favourite webtoons ! I play deltarune too ! I like class of 09 !I read 17776 (still have to read the next part though) ! I enjoy other video games but they're embarrassing ones ! I like reading books !I love love miscellaneous research and science of various kinds and mental disorders for some weird reason !
now for manga, I read a lot but KOMI CAN'T COMMUNICATE IS A FUCKING MUST READ I LOVE IT SO MUCH, IT WAS MY FIRST MANGA EVER I CAN'T BELIEVE IT ENDED 500 CHAPTERS IS NEVER GOING TO BE ENOUGH I WANT TO READ IT UNTIL I'M OLD . IT'S SO AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLADLPELALEPLASEPLEAPSLEPALPELSAE GO AND READ IT
super huge theatre kid and I love it
I love dancing as well !!
alsoo also also I love seeing new countries and learning languages and experiencing culture I just love it I wish I could speak every language in the world and go to every country in the world and experience the culture in the world that would be so cool, I'm so mad my school changed the language learning options from 2 to 1, now I can only choose between French and Spanish I can't do both that's devastating, I love the feeling of using my new knowledge of a language to interact with someone from another culture it's such a fulfilling experience to converse with someone in their language and know that it's useful after all, it's such a heartwarming experience

Music

I listen to so many different kinds it just keeps rotating depending on what I feel like listening to !! so obsessed with music in general !!!!!!
favourites atm: (not in any order!)
mass of the fermenting dregs, the smashing pumpkins, bôa, my dead girlfriend, 385, lisa ono, midori, the strokes, rage against the machine, nujabes, mindless self indulgence, metallica, the cure, gezebelle gaburgably, vcr, madmans esprit, strange boutique, monie love, soul II soul, stetsasonic, mf doom, arrested development, the umc's, the brilliant green, tomoko kawase (tommy february/heavenly 6), julie, perfume, crystal castles, pinkpantheress, no doubt, slipknot, system of a down, slayer, pierce the veil, human traces, paramore, korn, muse, deftones, my bloody valentine, black sabbath, nirvana, guns n roses, my chemical romance, pinkshift, free refills, fleshwater, norah jones, beach bunny, the paper chase, radiohead, my hair is bad, mitski, laufey..... many many many more (the music genres I like are all over the place)
open to recommendations !!

Movies

I love bollywood and other asian movies, I don't watch many though, but some of my current favourites are:
. "Hi, Mom" the best movie ever made oh my god I rewatched it thrice and all 3 times were on the plane and every goddamn time an air hostess would come to check on me as I sobbed in my seat to ask if I was doing alright and no I wasn't
. "The Tailor" vietnamese cinema is soo underrated this movie is beautiful, it's incredible and gripping and heart wrenching and it offers the message to preserve culture and tradition, it's so lovely
. "The Devil Wears Prada" this was actually so cute, the reason I like it is because I love how they portray the lack of work-life balance in work culture so well, it's great
. "Anita Mui" named after the cantopop legend, it's a really nice and sad movie
. movies with jason statham acting in them in general are cool and have great action, I forgot the names of the ones I watched but most of them are nice

Television

I don't actually watch tv series at all, but there's this one I like called Reacher on amazon prime
also I'm really really really obsessed with winx club!!!!
oh and kakegurui is a really nice anime+manga!
I was a winx club, my little pony, ben and holly, the amazing world of gumball, strawberry shortcake, peppa pig, gacha life, and LPS kid hehe (there's way more)

Books

I love reading a lot !!! everything !!!!! so much so that I can't even choose a favourite after how many books I've read !!!!!
some books I recommend:

1. Battle Royale by Koushun Takami.
IT IS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC. IT IS INCREDIBLE. BEAUTIFUL. I SOBBED THROUGH EVERY CHAPTER. LITERALLY THE MOST HEAVENLY BOOK ON EARTH. The translation is a little weird and hard to get through, the worldbuilding at the very start is somewhat clunky, BUT DON'T DROP IT THERE. it gets a billion times better after like the first 3 chapters.
maybe I'm glazing it a little too heavily, but it's really a fantastic book.

THIS BOOK TORE ME UP INTO A THOUSAND PIECES. IT IS SO DEEPLY BEAUTIFUL AND HAUNTING AND INFORMATIONAL: All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven.

this book made me LOVE ALL THE CHARACTERS AND EVENTS WITH MY WHOLE HEART. my MOST AMAZING COMFORT READ. THE BOOK THAT MADE ME FEEL ALL OF ITS LOVE: The Great Passage by Shion Miura.
THIS BOOK IS MAGICAL, ONE OF THE FEW I HAVE REREAD.

The Handmaid's Tale is SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN. I haven't read many classics yet (planning to get into it a little more soon!), but this one is the one that got me interested in classics in the first place.(I did try to read Jane Eyre when I was 11, but it was hard to get through at that age, and so I left it and it's still just there half-read .)

THIS BOOK IS BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN. I MARVEL AT HOW MUCH I FEEL LOVE FOR THE MAGICALLY CRAFTED CHARACTERS: I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson.
it PULLED ME IN INTO THE WORLD OF BEAUTY. I AM IN LOVE WITH EVERYTHING. IT IS SO EXPERTLY HANDCRAFTED. honourable mentions: The Perks of Being a Wallflower: VERY GOOD, too lazy to wrtie a desc, The Alchemist,

I'll add more books later !! some that I'm looking forward to read are:
The Outsiders (S.E. Hinton), 1984 (George Orwell), Hyperion (Dan Simmons), Dark Matter (Blake Crouch), Mina's Matchbox (Yoko Ono), Sharp Object (Gillian Flynn), The Joy Luck Club (forgot name of author), The Snow Flower and the Secret Fan (Lisa See), Dune (forgot name of author), Jane Eyre (Charlotte Brontë) - picking this one up after many years, Lord of the Flies (William Golding) - reading it for school, Carrie (Stephen King), The Long Walk (Stephen King/Richard Bachman), Sense and Sensibility (Jane Austen), e (Matt Beaumont), The Crucible (Arthur Miller), The Fault in Our Stars (John Green), My Dark Vanessa (forgot name of author), The Bell Jar (Sylvia Plath), The Poppy War (R.F. Kuang), The God of the Woods (Liz Moore), The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time (forgot name of author), Marcelo in the Real World (forgot name of author), Run With the Wind (Shion Miura), Ring (Koji Suzuki), Out (Natsuo Kirino), Strange Sally Diamond (Liz Nugent), In Order to Live (Yeonmi Park) - I started this long ago but forgot to finish it so I'll just begin again from the start, The Easy Life in Kamusari (Shion Miura), more from Paulo Coelho (he has nice stuff, I've just read The Alchemist for now I want to read more), Convenience Store Woman (Sayaka Murata), Earthlings (Sayaka Murata), The Girl on the Train (Paula Hawkins), The Devil Wears Prada (Lauren Weisberger) - I watched the movie and it was nice so I'm excited to read this, Normal People (Sally Rooney), ....

I have a long reading list, huh... it never seemed that long before
reccomend something if you feel like it ! !

Heroes

all of the cool and confident badasses out there, I'm so jealous and I love you all

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About me:

“If throwing a ball is like having a conversation, imagine the pain of throwing the ball to someone who has no intention of catching it.”
(I don't know where it's from)

I like this quote because it has so many meanings open to interpretation! Here are some of my ideas:
It could be that the pain it refers to is the pain of guilt when you accidentally hit someone with the ball, when all you meant to do was just throw it to them for them to catch it. You didn't know that they didn't want to catch it at all. And then after you hit them, you start thinking I should've asked if they were ready or willing to catch it or not, I should've given them a heads up.
Or it could be referring to the frustrated pain of putting in the effort to throw the ball to them, and then they don't reciprocate all the effort you put in, don't even bother to merely catch the ball, accept and appreciate your efforts, after you put in all that work to throw it to them. It's like your energy and struggle went to waste.
Maybe it's saying that the pain is embarrassment, the kind of embarrassment akin to when you wave or call out to an old friend in a crowded hallway and they don't even look at you, they walk past, and you're left with your hand still in the air, ignored. At first, you think they didn't see you, so then you try again, and you realise that you've been looked passed on purpose. Suddenly, you're hyper-aware of every other pair of eyes in that hallway, and you can't help but take a quick glance around to make sure nobody caught that wave to the air, but scouring the area only worsens the feeling.
It may be the defiant sort of concealed pain, where you throw the ball, expect them to catch it, and when they don't, you feel ashamed of yourself for hitting them, but you bury it deep inside with false feelings of resentment for them. You think they should've caught the ball, so why the hell didn't they? You do this because you don't want to admit you're in the wrong, so you defy the guilt at first, you deflect the blame onto them because deep inside you know you messed up, you know you made a mistake. You just don't want to own up because you know you're a nice person, and a nice person would never make a mistake like that.
The pain could even be a combination of all of the above: anger, frustration, guilt, sadness, disappointment, shame, embarrassment; it can be everything at once. That's what makes this quote so special.
Thank you for reading, if you did :) Give me your thoughts if you feel like it!



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Awesome profile :3

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AWWWW THANKSSSSS

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i just read your analysis on the quote and I totally agree!!
No one can be perfect, and you can't expect yourself to be.One part of life is making a mistake, but you gotta learn from that and move on.
Plus, your layout is super pretty:D

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AWW THANK YOUU I used to have these really cute images on my layout on the sides but like I made a mistake in the code and THEY'RE ALL GONE AND I HAVE TO REDO IT AGAIN IM SO MAD ill probably work on it tmr so MY PROFILE WILL GET PRETTIER JUST WAIT :))))

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oh and alsooo if you want to check out even more of my brainless analytical 1am rambling slop see my latest blog post i love havign people discuss with me their thoughts ily thank u sm :)

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OH MY GAWSH I LUV UR TASTE MWHAHHHBHHH!!!!! ヽ(*≧ω≦)ノtysmm fur tha adddd

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AWWEEE YOU'RE SO COOL AND SWEET THANK YOUU N LOVE YOU TOO >.< >.<

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