Ben

General

im depressed, nauseating, and obsessed. i hate myself sm. i like reading manga, light novels, and books, i love watching anime, horror movies, and romantic movies. taking pictures on my old digital cam, i like bringing my nostalgia back, like start collecting old clothes from 2000s, playing games on the playstion, following cartoon network on my tv. im addicted in listen to music every single day with my ipod mp3. i'd like to receive c2 in english, learning more languages like japanese, russian, chinese, my biggest dream is moving to a new country where ppl don't know anything abt me.

Music

i have no friends, i wish i would meet everybody who has the same music tase as mine, vibe with me hehe. i love listening to vkei bands, black metal, nu metal, alternative rock, dsbm, pop punk, dark ambient, shoegaze, electronic music, synthpop.

Movies

anime : death note, berserk, another, attack on titan, tokyo ghoul , personal 5, evangelion, serial experiments lain, jojo, chainsaw man, monster, nier automata, vampire hunter d, nana komatsu, hellsing, paradise kiss, codegeass, trinity blood, junji ito collection, vegabond, vinland saga, steins gate, blood c, perfect blue, parasyte, the future diary, dragon ball, bleach, naruto, black clover, erased, k-on, charlotte, inuyashiki, angels of death, terror in reasonace, black clover, oyasumi punpun, shiki, data a live, watamote, high rise invasion, ergo proxy, black lagoon, akame ga kill. movies :american psycho, breaking bad, all about lily chouchou, squid game, wolf of wall street, drowing love, fallen angles, nobody knows, terrified series, fight club, blade runner 2046, alice in borderland, love exposure, lord of chaos, friends.

Television

idk, fuck tv

Books

i love reading philosophy books like : the stranger, the fall, a happy death by Albert Camus. the metamorphosis, letters to milena, a dream by Franz Kafka. crime and punishment, white nights, the brother karamazov by Fyodor Dostoevsky. 1984, animal farm, why i write, politics and the english language by George Orwell.

Heroes

i think it should have been my angry issue problem, cuz when i was a little, some kids in my hometown beat me up, and i was mad at them. i threw a rock onto one of those badass heads.