Barry

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General	Grape Flavored Anything, The Color Orange, Queer Terminology+Vexillology
Music	ARTISTS: Witt Lowry, MISSIO, Waterparks, Ghostemane, Anarbor \|\| My favorite songs in Lyrics Spam :3
Movies	Coraline, Moana, The Live-Action Beauty and the Beast, Human Centipede 2: Full Sequence
Television	CENTAURWORLD!!!! THE HOLLOW!!!!
Books	They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera
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What's Up B3 INFORMATION INFORMATION INFORMATION ( Barry ) ( 17 ) ( He/It/This/That/Thing ) ( Weird Artist and Animator ) ( Fem + Puppy + Boything ) ( Singer/Songwriter ) ( Foodie ) ( Polyamorous Boy~Girl Kisser ) ( Omni+Abro+Vinci+Demi ) ( Excessive Label Hoarder )

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LYRIC SPAM hypochondriac - brakence Ah - But, baby, you don't understand - I don't want no other man - I spend all my serotonin on you - I did everything I can - Just to fuck it up again - I spend all my serotonin on you, ooh - Just say whatever you wanna say - A breakdowns wrapped around my face - Because I'm holdin' in the truth - And if I bite my tongue then maybe I won't cry - Had to hollow my lungs and let out a bad lie - I became such a fool, a husk, hallucinating - You don't understand - I don't want no other man - I spend all my serotonin on you - I did everything I can - And I fucked it up again - I spend all my serotonin on you, ooh - A hypochondriac (stay up 'til five, pass out on the floor) - I think of you blood pressure spikes (I think too much, why can't I let it go?) - I'll have a heart attack (I'm on your side, fuck takin' offense) - The things I do to see you smile (but why do you act like you were never my friend?) - You don't even have to call me back (you can't forgive and I won't forget) - I just want some closure, little peace of mind (my whole Goddamn life, I was playin' pretend) - You don't even have to give me that (and I can't get a word in) - Just sit down, listen to me because - You don't understand - I don't want no other man - I spend all my serotonin on you - I did everything I can - And I fucked it up again - I spend all my serotonin on you - The Rug - Jack Kays Meet me at the corner, somewhere in between - Loneliness and pity, promise I'll be there - Meet me where I am, I'll send you the address - Pull you down with me, I could use the company - Even though you try to help - It's no good, you should save yourself - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting when you fall down - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting for you to - Come around the corner - It's cooler on the other side - Hear the sound, it's hollow - I'll teach you how to tell a lie - Spin around in my hand - I'll keep it steady, yeah - Figure out how to stand - When I leave you at the bottom - Even though you try to help - It's no good, you should save yourself - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting when you fall down - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting for you - Pull the rug - From underneath your feet - Roll it up - If you still in between - In between - Even though you try to help - It's no good, you should save yourself - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting when you fall down - I'll be here waiting - Be here waiting for you - Relapse - Divided by Friday I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when - Erase, erase, I try my best - But I can not forget your face - I'm afraid it's found its place inside my mind - Now I can't hide the way I'm feeling - Every time I try, I end up saying - Please don't come back - I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when you said "I love you - But I don't think I can be the one" - And the truth is, we could've been happy - But you would not believe in me - Now it just repeats, repeats - I can barely breathe, cause regret keeps choking me - Did you forget that we said "I'm never gonna leave you - Always gonna keep you right here next to me?" - So why am I the only one, the lonely part of "we?" - Please don't come back - I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when you said "I love you - But I don't think I can be the one" - And the truth is, we could've been happy - But you would not believe in me - You've got me thinking closure isn't what I need - When I'm half of what I should be - Have we lost it completely? - And, no, I can't pretend I'm fine - With the life you left behind - Or keep on hoping that you change your mind - I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when you said "I love you - But I don't think I can be the one" - And the truth is, we could've been happy - But you would not believe in me - Why can't you see? - I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when - Please don't come back - I don't wanna be somebody falling into relapse - Every time I see that smile again - I just think of when you said "I love you - But I don't think I can be the one" - And the truth is, we could've been happy - But you would not believe in me - I said, "I love you, but I don't think you can be the one" - Sing To Me - MISSIO Talking to the mirror like I've seen him somewhere before - He said I look familiar - Did we meet the other night? - Somebody once told me that there's two sides to life - What's yours? - I might have accidentally let the darkness eat the light - And that's why - I prayed, I prayed - God sent me right to voicemail - It's like all day - My vanity is for sale - Take it away - My head is in my own hell - Sing to me - I am not doing well - Getting tired of my own words - Sing to me - 'Cause I can't hear myself - Through the loudness of my own hurts - Call me selfish when I say this, say this - I'm kinda helpless, and I need you - Sing to me - 'Cause I'm not doing well - Somehow I got nominated as a king of sadness - Got so much I know that I could even feed the birds - And that's why - I prayed, I prayed - God sent me right to voicemail - It's like all day - My vanity is for sale - Take it away - My head is in my own hell - Sing to me - I am not doing well - Getting tired of my own words - Sing to me - 'Cause I can't hear myself - Through the loudness of my own hurts - Call me selfish when I say this, say this - I'm kinda helpless, and I need you - Sing to me - 'Cause I'm not doing well - Somebody told me that there's two sides to this life - I think I might've chosen darkness over light - Sing to me - I am not doing well - Getting tired of my own words - Sing to me - 'Cause I can't hear myself - Through the loudness of my own words - Call me selfish when I say this, say this - I'm kinda helpless, and I need you - Sing to me - 'Cause I'm not doing well - Sing to me - I am not doing well - Sing to me - I am not doing well - New Invention - IDKHow You've got the devil on your shoulder (shoulder, shoulder, shoulder) - You better shut your mouth just like I told ya (told ya, told ya) - You've been controlling me through fiction, it's obvious - I've got to break you like a bad addiction - Now I can't say no, I'm losing control - I'm having bad dreams - And nothing you can do will keep the bad things - Away from me until I fall asleep, bad dreams - Despite your good intentions - That girl is like an architect - And I am just the new invention - I am just the new invention - I am just the new invention - You've got to choose between your faces (faces, faces, faces) - Feels like you're running out of holy places (places, places) - And now the room is getting quiet (shh) - Oh, what a shame - Nobody taught you how to read and riot (riot, riot, riot) - Oh, bless my soul, I'm losing control - I'm having bad dreams - And nothing you can do will keep the bad things - Away from me until I fall asleep, bad dreams - Despite your good intentions - That girl is like an architect - And I am just the new invention - I am just the new invention - I am just the new invention - It's a miracle I'm standing - You're dragging me back into having - I'm having bad dreams - And nothing you can do will keep the bad things - Away from me until I fall asleep, bad dreams - Despite your good intentions - That girl is like an architect - And I am just the new invention - I am just the new invention (bad dreams, bad dreams) - I am just the new invention - I can't sleep - I am just the new invention - I can't sleep, I can't sleep - I am just the new invention - If It Hurts - FRND If it hurts (if it hurts, if it hurts...) - It's my fault again, it always is - Twist around my words, so they don't make sense - It's so complicating - You rope me in, then manipulate me - Up at 3 a.m., I haven't heard from you - Imagine if I did these things to you - Now I'm contemplating - Is our love on fire fading? - Can you tell me how? - How is this supposed to work, if it hurts - If it hurts, if it hurts - When I try to use the words to explain - But it just makes it worse - I tried and I tried to trust - I gave and I gave, but it wasn't enough - For what it's worth, how can I love you if it hurts? (If it hurts, if it hurts...) - You found my weakest spots and dig in deep - Show up with someone new just so I can see - I act out pathetic - Told you it hurts, but you still don't get it - I used to think certain things bother me more than they should - But then I realized you just make me feel misunderstood - If love is pain and pain is real - Baby, if for once you'll feel - How this will never work, if it hurts - If it hurts, if it hurts - When I try to use the words to explain - But it just makes it worse - I tried and I tried to trust - I gave and I gave, but it wasn't enough - For what it's worth, how can I love you if it hurts? - I couldn't stop myself from falling for you - You turned into someone else, I wish I knew - It was never gonna work, if it hurts - If it hurts, if it hurts - When I try to use the words to explain - But it just makes it worse - I tried and I tried to trust - I gave and I gave, but it wasn't enough - For what it's worth, how can I love you if it hurts? - This Is Love - Air Traffic Controller You're no good, you're no good - You could kill me and you should - I'm an idiot for thinking - This was anything but blood - On the wall, on the couch - On the corner of my mouth - You must like being the victim - You've done nothing to get out - Of this pattern of pain - Washed away by the rain - You'll forgive me if I promise - And do nothing but the same - This is life until death - Could be my last dying breath - But this is love, love, shut up, this is love - Forget everything you used to know - I think you better tell your friends to go - Stick around 'cause I'm about to show you - The beginning is the end - Yeah, I know wrong, I know right - But I just love to pick a fight - I can sleep with one eye open - If there's any sleep at night - I got my knife, got my gun - Let's see how fast you can run - You might think that you can hurt me - But the damage has been done - It's pathetic, I know - A jealous fool who won't let go - If I was sorry for my actions - Would I ever stoop so low? - Got no reason to live - And I've got nothing left to give you - But my love, love, fuck it, this is love - Forget everything you used to know - I think you better tell your friends to go - Stick around 'cause I'm about to show you - The beginning is the end - Oh, I was hit as a kid - I was good but then I quit - Everyone that tried to fix me - Knows that I can't change a bit - I've got no shame, got no pride - Only skeletons to hide - And if you try to talk to someone - Well, then someone has to die - Once you chase me down the hole - Yeah, once you think you're in control - You'll believe that we are partners - And you're feeling comfortable - Oh, then the darkness rolls in - And you'll forget who I have been - But you'll love, love, love it, this is love - Forget everything you used to know - I think you better tell your friends to go - Stick around 'cause I'm about to show you - The beginning is the end - This ain't the love that your grandparents had - This kind of love will only make you mad, honey - It hurts at first but it ain't that bad - You gotta wonder what it meant - This is love - This is love - This is love - This is love - This is love - This is love - This is love - This is love - The Exorcist - CALYPSO (5, 6, 7, 8) - Preacher preaching rubbish - Rambling, condemning sodomy - Vocal variation of an awfully botched lobotomy - Scream about the gays - And how you wish you could exterminate 'em - Jesus would've hated the way you've portrayed him - Love thy neighbor, right? - Or is it only if they're - Rich, able-bodied, cis, hetero and white? - I'm starting to think this lord of yours is overrated - If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated - You can't live in peace - Gotta shove it down our throats - God forbid your kid is queer - You have a damn stroke - "I can fix him" - For your daddy up above - 'Cuz thеre's just no hate like christian lovе - And when it comes to women's bodies - You're crying and b*tching - Wrecking God's green Earth - With all the cherry picking - "Don't hate the sinner, hate the sin" - As if that's any better - By the way, nice denim jeans - And polyester sweater - Preacher preaching rubbish - Rambling, condemning sodomy - Vocal variation of an awfully botched lobotomy - Scream about the gays - And how you wish you could exterminate 'em - Jesus would've hated the way you've portrayed him - Love thy neighbor, right? - Or is it only if they're - Rich, able-bodied, cis, hetero and white? - I'm starting to think this lord of yours is overrated - If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated - "He's coming back" - You say while trembling in fear - Same bullshit for 2000 years - "Jesus loves you!" - That's manipulation - Going door to door - Neighborhood indoctrination - I don't care what your little book says - What part of that isn't getting through your head? - You go on to eternity in heaven - I'll be getting head in circle seven - Preacher preaching rubbish - Rambling, condemning sodomy - Vocal variation of an awfully botched lobotomy - Scream about the gays - And how you wish you could exterminate 'em - Jesus would've hated the way you've portrayed him - Love thy neighbor, right? - Or is it only if they're - Rich, able-bodied, cis, hetero and white? - I'm starting to think this lord of yours is overrated - If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated - (If he made you in his image Must've been real inebriated.) - Oh, divine and holy gentleman - Who'd never be dishonest - You're allowed to touch young boys? - But women must stay modest? - How long do you think - You can keep up this facade? - Soon everyone around you, boy - Will know that you're a fraud - Hypocritical, delusional - And for that, I applaud - You're closer to a jail cell than you'll ever be to God - Preacher preaching rubbish - Rambling, condemning sodomy - Vocal variation of an awfully botched lobotomy - Scream about the gays - And how you wish you could exterminate 'em - Jesus would've hated the way you've portrayed him - Love thy neighbor, right? - Or is it only if they're - Rich, able-bodied, cis, hetero and white? - I'm starting to think this lord of yours is - overrated - If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated - (Oh, rubbish baby) - Preacher preaching rubbish - Rambling, condemning sodomy - (La, la, la, la, lobotomy) - Vocal variation of an awfully botched lobotomy - Scream about the gays - And how you wish you could exterminate 'em - Jesus would've hated the way you've portrayed him - Love thy neighbor, right? - (Or is that only, or is that only) - Or is it only if they're - Rich, able-bodied, cis, hetero and white? - I'm starting to think this lord of yours is overrated - If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated - (If he made you in his image - Must've been real inebriated.) -