DuwkT

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Things I've done, or failed to do, have left me stranded - caught between the boredom of the living and the quiet embrace of the dead, as if belonging to neither yet haunted by both.

Music

The qualia we get from music is something that makes even the smartest of us pause and question everything, especially after all the dullness life throws our way. Truly, music is our very soul

Movies

I’m into those gross, flashy, experimental films - the kind that make you squirm. It’s like Lars von Trier gives me scenes that I’ve never once wondered what’s on those adult sites.

Television

My childhood was basically HBO, Max, and those nostalgic classics they kept playing: The Maze Runner, Alien, The Mummy, Johnny English... all that good stuff.

Books

I’ll think about it when I’m old.

Heroes

Heroes? I’d probably just point randomly at some tree where ants, insects, and birds take shelter. Or maybe the tree itself. Humanity, with all its kindness, is something I respect. But I wouldn’t point to them. I have no interest in worshipping someone who, like the Buddha himself, will eventually die and disappear.

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About me:

Ankh Hi! I'm here now, and soon I won't be. Maybe before this website gets archived, maybe after. Time really doesn't matter. It never did.

Who I'd like to meet:



Under my fingers, the edge of the notebook crumples a little. My pupils dilate, but… nothing. I glance out the window, then look back down, letting my eyes follow the line where the book presses onto the page. Still nothing. Just the rhythm of my own breathing - and in that space, thoughts drift in and out. Thoughts of girls I once caught glimpses of, somewhere, in unfamiliar places, in schools I never belonged to.

I don’t know anything about them - but somehow, that’s what makes it feel beautiful. Beautiful in the distance between our ages, in the places they show up every day, in the homes they return to, in their names, their faces, their smiles I’ll never see. But one thing I know for sure: they’re happy, or will be, or maybe they’ll be sad, or one day, they’ll die too. And that’s enough. Enough to feel something pure - dreams that haven’t been stained yet.



“I said to the stars, ‘Tell me about the big bang.’

The stars said, ‘it hurts to become.”

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so last year

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not that long (◑‿◐)

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emo

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