Dmirl

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"Looking for meaning"

Shy, quiet

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Mood: A little better

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I usually listen to music, draw, write poetry, be melancholy, and search for the meaning of life

Music

My favourite music band: Blood On The Dance Floor, Amnezia, Alesana, My Chemical Romance, Escape The Fate, Falling In Reverse, Get started, Slipknot, Murderdolls, Burzum

Movies

Friday the 13th, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Shining, IT, The pet cemetery, Saw, Interrupted 1999. Cartoon: City of root, City of Rott: Otherworld, Dead Fury, . Anime: Experiments Lane, Texhnolyze

Television

Never watched that zombie box :/

Books

I can't remember the title, but I read about themes of death, cemeteries, subcultures, and more

Heroes

Heather Mason, AJ Mason, Lain Ivakura, Zombiebeatz2000, I can't sleep, Frank Sudol

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About me:

Eternal teenager Cigarette

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In fact, I'd welcome any new internet friend

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Everyone has probably once had that person in their life, whom you will remember all your life, to see his traits in other people. And you constantly think about that person, realizing that he or she doesn't need you, but you can't do anything about your feelings and thoughts about that person, you die a little bit from the inside out :/

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Sometimes I'll wonder about the exact moment things went wrong.

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The psychologist told me that my self-deception about life and fixation on 2013 is most likely due to the fact that I can't cope with my current problems and psychological state, so I seek refuge in those years when everything was carefree and good. I'm living in the past, and according to him, that's certainly not a good thing. But I will say in advance that I have already stopped my struggle between 2013 and 2024, because a few months ago it brought me to the point where I attempted suicide.
One day one of the tests asked, “Do you engage in self-deception?”.
I answered no, but now I'm saying YES, YES, YES and YES again!
I AM A SELF-DECEIVER, I LIVE IN AN ILLUSION AND I DON'T MIND DYING FROM IT ONE DAY!

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