angerissues

General

i love to internalise my feelings, talking about them is very embarrassing for me! knives are scary and fascinating, i hate going near them but at the same time i will put them in my mouth and throw them around. i have a lot of plans for the future, i dont envy people who skip school. i think it’s silly. i think i look divine when i look in the mirror, but in the same heartbeat i will want to never look at myself again. my last relationship has made me believe i do not like love and i never will find it. i think piercing the skin on my wrists is terrifying, but i show no hesitation to rip apart the skin of my hands.

Music

music keeps me going every day, i love so much of it. my music taste varies all the way from Tia Blake and Mitski to My Chemical Romance and Molchat Doma. my ex boyfriend liked Pierce the Veil a lot, i can not listen to it now. Vic Fuentes whines in his songs, similar to how my ex boyfriend would whine about his life. if i could marry a song, it would be Warewolf Boyfriend by Disko Warp. if i could kiss a song, it would be Road Rage or Whip your Kids by Your Favourite Martian. if i could kill a song, it would be Hold on till May by Pierce the Veil.

Movies

movies haven’t interested me for the longest time, but two movies that stand out in my head when i think of movies are The Blair Witch Project, and Blair Witch. those movies made me scream. not a lot of movies do that to me. the most recent movie i enjoyed was Deadpool and Wolverine.

Television

british comedies will always have a special place in my heart. particularly Friday Night Dinner and The Inbetweeners! Simon Bird is in both of those comedies, i think he’s attractive. i also enjoy true crime documentaries, the Slenderman stabbing case and the Jeffery Dahmer case interest me the most. there’s something so freeing about hearing of other people’s crimes, knowing i’m not weighed down by the punishment of committing such acts.

Books

i used to be a big reader when i was little, assumedly i stopped because i discovered the internet. i’ve always wanted to write my own story, i just lack the ability to form a compelling storyline— so basically the same issue as anyone who also doesn’t write. my favourite type of literature is embarrassing, it’s visual novels. they are inarguably more interesting and fun for me. maybe my brain has been rotted by the internet, but i believe that books are dull and strenuous to read…

Heroes

my hero was revealed to be a domestic abuser, a stalker, manipulative and a conman aka scam artist, so i dont think i choose heroes that well. i admire actors who can portray villains in an almost pitiful manner. a strange example is Evan Peters in Dahmer. throughout that series, his acting made me almost feel sorry for Jeff, though stepping back that should never be thought by anyone.