angerissues

"self torturing"

uk , minor , privately mentally troubled

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Mood: i crave love from those who want to use me, everyone does really.

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General	i love to internalise my feelings, talking about them is very embarrassing for me! knives are scary and fascinating, i hate going near them but at the same time i will put them in my mouth and throw them around. i have a lot of plans for the future, i dont envy people who skip school. i think it’s silly. i think i look divine when i look in the mirror, but in the same heartbeat i will want to never look at myself again. my last relationship has made me believe i do not like love and i never will find it. i think piercing the skin on my wrists is terrifying, but i show no hesitation to rip apart the skin of my hands.
Music	music keeps me going every day, i love so much of it. my music taste varies all the way from Tia Blake and Mitski to My Chemical Romance and Molchat Doma. my ex boyfriend liked Pierce the Veil a lot, i can not listen to it now. Vic Fuentes whines in his songs, similar to how my ex boyfriend would whine about his life. if i could marry a song, it would be Warewolf Boyfriend by Disko Warp. if i could kiss a song, it would be Road Rage or Whip your Kids by Your Favourite Martian. if i could kill a song, it would be Hold on till May by Pierce the Veil.
Movies	movies haven’t interested me for the longest time, but two movies that stand out in my head when i think of movies are The Blair Witch Project, and Blair Witch. those movies made me scream. not a lot of movies do that to me. the most recent movie i enjoyed was Deadpool and Wolverine.
Television	british comedies will always have a special place in my heart. particularly Friday Night Dinner and The Inbetweeners! Simon Bird is in both of those comedies, i think he’s attractive. i also enjoy true crime documentaries, the Slenderman stabbing case and the Jeffery Dahmer case interest me the most. there’s something so freeing about hearing of other people’s crimes, knowing i’m not weighed down by the punishment of committing such acts.
Books	i used to be a big reader when i was little, assumedly i stopped because i discovered the internet. i’ve always wanted to write my own story, i just lack the ability to form a compelling storyline— so basically the same issue as anyone who also doesn’t write. my favourite type of literature is embarrassing, it’s visual novels. they are inarguably more interesting and fun for me. maybe my brain has been rotted by the internet, but i believe that books are dull and strenuous to read…
Heroes	my hero was revealed to be a domestic abuser, a stalker, manipulative and a conman aka scam artist, so i dont think i choose heroes that well. i admire actors who can portray villains in an almost pitiful manner. a strange example is Evan Peters in Dahmer. throughout that series, his acting made me almost feel sorry for Jeff, though stepping back that should never be thought by anyone.

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About me:

sometimes i feel like i’m not real. im in my last year of secondary school and life is becoming strange. i want to start dressing fashionable, but i have to wait until i can get a job legally. if i could dress in any style, i’d choose to dress like a lolita doll. or an emo. dressing like an emo would be a dream come true for me, but i value being cute a little too much to lean into the dark aesthetic. my name is ollie and i am transgender, biologically female, but my gender is male and everyone in my life refers to me as a he. i’ve been publicly transitioned for a long time, it feels as if it’s coming up to three years now. i don’t have a good sense of time, i think i have only recently become conscious. the first memory i have is being thirteen and crying in my kitchen because my mom bought the same type of wine that my groomer threatened to down while around his baby if i didn’t send him photos. very sad. getting groomed changed my life, but my mom told me as she was looking back on it that i was the happiest i’d ever been while i was getting groomed. if i didn’t tell my friends about him in an ironic matter, i would have never been saved from it. a teacher in my school was arrested for being a predator just recently, that makes me nervous. if i have kids in the future and i send them to the one place they should be the most safe, i wouldn’t expect one of their teachers to be a predator. very very disturbing. someone died at my school also. my school is not good, they pretend to be good though.

Who I'd like to meet:

my previous favourite cosplayer. his name is Seraphim, he is a popular Russian cosplayer on Tiktok. he was exposed for scandal after scandal, but somehow i’d still like to meet him. i wonder if he’d like me. he gave me a compliment before and i ran around my house squealing and giggling!