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About me:

Profile is still a WIP, but I feel that it's getting there ^_^ Need to start replacing my boring list of interests with GIF buttons. Decided to hide friends and comments to keep away spammers. Then I'll probably start playing around with subtle animations and polish.

I'm a standard 90's kid of the nerd variety.

I spent my childhood exploring forests, reading books, and playing video games. Pokemon was on at 7:30am, Dragonball Z at 8, and then on Saturday we had Disney cartoons. If you missed an episode, better luck next year if/when the re-runs were on :P

I've never had a huge group of friends, instead adopting the role of immature crazy idiot of the nerd group.

Now I'm old and mature (actually... I have no idea what I'm doing!)
Somehow I'm married and have kids.

I now spend my time watching anime, reading books, playing video games, tinkering with computers, cooking, learning Japanese, reading occult and philosophy texts, gardening, making mead, playing practical jokes, and staring at my ceiling wondering why I exist. And more often than I'd like I get obsessed about something random and it becomes my life for the next couple weeks before I notice the next shiny thing. Sadly, this often results in shelves of barely used board games, and W40K miniatures… I’ll come back to them one day I swear!

Lately I've been spending more time consciously investing time and effort into my relationship with God and trying to raise my family right. Making progress. It's hard work, but such is love. Latest pro-tip is that rather than focussing on trying to be perfect, it's far easier to instead focus on my relationship with Jesus and then the imperfections start to just fall away on their own. It's difficult, but my life is filled with hope and joy here and now, and eternally. I think most of my anxiety came from trying to protect my life too much from anything bad happening. I can't. Stuff will happen no matter how hard I try. Better to instead to plan (ONLY a little bit) how I will react to the most likely of scenarios. I feel much more at peace. Though I suppose if I wasn't a Christian it would be worse as this life would be it, as far as I would believe. But can't you feel it in the depths of your soul, that this isn't it? That there must be something more? That there must be an answer to this deep longing within us for something more than the fleeting relationships of this world?

Although introverted, I want to fill my life with excitement, discovery, and laughter ^_^ If these things interest you and you want to talk, send me a friend request :)

If I've a secret (excluding the typical regrets that we all have in our pasts), it's that I love romance visual novels such as Clannad, Summer Pockets, and Kanon.

Who I'd like to meet:

• Jim Carrey
  
• Johnny Depp
  
• Keanu Reeves
  
• Jackie Chan
  
• Arnold Schwarzenegger
• Tim Allen