xabanishka

About me:

super cool unfunny fact - im Russian😱😱😜😜 (so yeah,here may be mistakes.actually im pretty sure that they are,a lot tho weeell,there's some stuff abt me i love english a lot,i think its rly cool. im learning it i i tend to hyperfixate a lot,on ppl,words,characters,food,etc..the list never ends,helpi rly dont know what to write so i'll write some fun (no) facts i have this crap since i was 3 (thats when i learned to talk, a LOT. before i was 3 i only knew a couple of words and then i suddenly started talking a ton) that imma helluva yapper. i talk all the time, i cant do it any other way (another fun fact, thats why i thought i was an extrovert,cuz i was writing to everyone all day long, but in fact it turned out that im an introvert, i just needed a place to pour out my thoughts and random stuff). thats why i constantly talk to myself (out loud or not, it depends), talk to people around me (even if they dont answer me), chat in character ai, keep a lot of diaries (on my phone and irl), if im at school i write my thoughts in a notebook.well, yeah, thats how it is. (even now im sort of doing it cuz of it,i know that nobody cares lol)the reason i havent talked to anyone who has sent me a friend request here is cuz im so damn nervous when i talk to english ppl, i always have that feeling like i'll write something wrong and they gonna bully me,helpim not squeamish at alli was rly isolated for almost a year but now im lil by lil trying to quiti grind in skullgirls,help i need a breakmy fav animal is millipede,i want one so baddildoi like the smell of that vietnamese balm (golden star) oh god,it smells SO GOODf i collect vintage stuff like old flip phones,concoles,dvd,cd and etc. random crap:7w8,chaotic-neutral,choleric,intovert..character accentuation:unstable type n hyperthymic type

Who I'd like to meet:

SOS I HAVE A LOT OF ACQUAINTANCES BUT NOT MUCH FRIENDS 2 in irl 3 on the internet (they're so sick of me) 1 irl (the other moved to other country) i dont know how much exacly acquaintances i've got but that doesnt matter cuz i dont even talk with them 918298377329 haters I LIKE EMO'S BUT EMO'S DONT LIKE ME DNI:rapists,rasists,pedophiles,sexists,homophobes,transphobes,misandrists/misogynists,pedo/rape/similar supporters,russophobes/ukrainephobes,mellstroy fans,fatphobes,those who takes slurs way too seriously,like bro calm down its not THAT bad.islam,im sorry (nah,bullshit,im not sorry) but i rly,rly condemn your religion 😓.football fans GOD SAVE ME.. THIN ICE:normies,ppl with who communication is built purely on the fact that they whine abt how they’re s*ffering but still do not solve their problems (im patient in this way so i'll support and give advice for some time but if this lasts more than a few months [that our talks are only abt ur problems] then ofc i'll get sick of it and most likely just stop answering u),ppl who c*ts himself and feel proud about it and then send me pics with their c*ts (umm okay,great! i dont care.what that was even for?) this includes people who after our argument c*t themselves and then blame me, supposedly "look what I did!!its all because of you!! It's your fault!!" bro, I didn't force u c*t yourself :// and ppl who after that we've end our frienship they try to get me back by h*rting themselves or saying that they'll k1ll themselves if i dont will be their friend again (bro please,go to a therapist,i beg you).people who act like "imma dazai kinnie manipulator,haha ​​everyone are pawns and im so cool😝😝 get on your knees,plebeian".people who make excuses for their shitty behavior cause of their traumas and disorders, like: "I'm acting like a jerk cuz my dad didn't buy me a kinder 5 years ago!" SO WHAT??? I'VE HAD A LOT OF SHIT IN MY LIFE TOO, BUT I DONT ACT LIKE A B1TCH AND THEN MAKE EXCUSES,or "i act like this cuz i took a test on internet and it told me that i have bpd, thats exactly why i act like this, you cant blame me" bullshit. everyone else but these write me,lets have a 0rgy

cd's

actually,pittyly this is not my collection,is just some cd’s what i wanna buy

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random stuff

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