alicé
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alicé's Interests
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I love to sleep, cry and eat pizza. |
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Lebanon Hanover, Championne, Melanie Martinez, Lana Del Rey.
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Tarkovsky's films.
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"Hamlet" William Shakespeare, "King Lear" William Shakespeare, "Pericles" William Shakespeare, "One Summer in Hell" Arthur Rimbaud, "Ulysses" James Joyce, "The Vision" William Butler Yeats, "Demian" Hermann Hesse, "The Portrait of Dorian" Gray" Oscar Wilde, "Hotel" Arthur Haley, "Alice in Wonderland" Lewis Carroll (Charles Lutwidge Dodgson), "In Watermelon Sugar" Richard Brautigan, "Faust" Johann Wolfgang Goethe, "The Geometry of Sorrow" Michael Frame.
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alicé's Blurbs
About me:
!!!SHE/THEY!!! I'm an unhappy girl, I'm 17 years old. I love being sad, hot tea, crystal, wounds on my feet and broken lips. I love strawberry. You can invite me to drink tea and read books, i will be glad. 🤍🐣
I am a disabled person of the third group! I don’t like to leave the house, i live with my grandmother and great-grandmother in the same village house, i like to cross-stitch, and we also have a cat, Marina!
I have problems with self-identification, please be polite and attentive! I feel like a girl, although at birth my gender is the opposite of my perception. I look and think like a girl.
These problems confuse me, however, i try to accept myself as i am. My family does not support me, because of this i have no friends, so i am very lonely... u_u
I love sweets, i especially love cakes, they are very cute and smell delicious.
I have ADHD and heart problems (mitral valve prolapse). I like to read about my illnesses and disorders. I love medical reference books and reading about diseases, it calms me down and creates a mirage of control over my own body. u_u
I am quite stupid and naive, however, i like it, as if it should be so. This is actually my romanticization. A lot of things happen through the prism of romanticization; it’s hard for me to accept a lot of things in my life. Often it’s easier for me not to think that it’s bad. I have something like the main character syndrome, where my life is a fairy tale, and i am just a character who lives out a sad story in reality.
Dreams are an integral part of my life. It is important for me to spend some part of my time on fantasies. This is my tower of peace. ♥
I'm from Belarus and I'm Russian-speaking, but I speak English! I’m also learning Greek and French on my own!
Приветики! Я знаю русский! 🤍🤍🤍
I am a believing Christian because my family is Christian and they raised me that way. I believe that God loves me and will definitely help me. He loves everyone! And you! I thank my God always concerning you, for the grace of God which was given you in Christ Jesus.
I am a girl who suffers from mental disorders and sleep disorders: anorexia, hypersomnia, restless leg syndrome, sleepwalking. Because of this, I am very afraid to sleep.
I like to make up stories and write them down in my notebook, in which i also draw pictures. I don’t believe in bad events in my life, this is a plot, this is a game, these are dreams that i will play out in my own head over and over again, because i have truly experienced terrible things, including sexual violence, bullying, betrayal, psychological abuse. But this is all a part of me, which is a light veil of clarity of my own mind.
It’s hard for me to talk about myself, i’m very intrusive and impulsive. I like to come up with a series of associations that will somehow be associated with me and my aesthetics.
♥ Crystal. Blood. Bruises. Blue lips. Broken arms. Dressings. Loneliness. Daisies. Glitter. Pink castles. Unicorns. Sweet perfume. Honey. May. Cherry blossoms. Strawberry jam. Orange juice. House arrest. Hunger strike. Yesterday's porridge. Wooden floor. Carpet on the wall. Old computer. Cold tiles. Hot water in the shower. Church. Astigmatism. New Year's toys. ♥
♥ Cracking in the collarbone area. Lost keys. Broken glasses. Shaky knees. Scissors in the shape of a bird of paradise. Dusty mirror. Double in the doorway. Wheelchair. Moss. Touch. Cape of Hope. Porcelain cats. Swing in the ivy. Sea sand. Compote. Black bread. Salt. Plush owl. Screeching under the bed. ♥
Sometimes i have manic outbursts, i may suspect acute psychosis or hypomania, however, i do not have such diagnoses, but i am definitely mentally ill. Of the psychiatric diagnoses (with the exception of eating disorders, ADHD and sleep disorders), i have patterns of depressive and affective disorders. I often experience delirium due to obsessive thoughts and i cannot separate reality and delusional state. I also suffer from auditory hallucinations. I don’t suffer much from this; the romanticization of my condition helps me a lot. I am a disabled person who does not leave the house and all i can do is dream and perceive life as a fairy tale. I'm like a locked princess who is always sick and suffering.
I have a disability due to ADHD and leg problems. I can move without a wheelchair with the help of crutches, but i am uncomfortable and ashamed to use a wheelchair, so i don’t leave the house anywhere, except in situations where my grandmother takes me somewhere. I have no friends, i'm ashamed of myself and i like to spend time at home with my cat named Marina, as well as with my grandmother and great-grandmother. :p
Who I'd like to meet:
I'm incredibly lonely, i have no acquaintances in real life. I would like to have friends and talk about something, i’m bored and insignificant in my own solitude.
I am always happy to receive new letters from people! I may not answer right away, because i don’t always have a lot of resources for any activity; due to my depression, it’s hard for me to think, sorry! But i am always happy and pleased when my new friends write to me.
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I'm looking for kind and nice people! It would be great if you were also disabled or a person with ADHD, it seems to me that it would be easier to communicate if you have similar problems, i would understand that i am not the only one! But i'm happy for absolutely everyone! I like people and the Internet! I’m not alone here, I have many friends here!
!!!For Russian speakers!!! Для русскоязычных!!!
Меня зовут Алиса, я небинарная транс*феминная персона и я тут ищу друзей, чтобы не ощущать себя столь одиноко. Я инвалидка третьей группы. У меня СДВГ и некоторые проблемы с суставами ног, из-за этого я плохо передвигаюсь и практически не выхожу на улицу. В реальной жизни я одинока и не имею друзей, поэтому данная сеть стала для меня уголком покоя и комфорта, где я могу спрятаться за ширмой красивой картинки с блестяшками и розовыми бантиками. Ведь так я нахожусь в своей башенке безопасности. Я могу не сразу ответить на сообщения, несмотря на то, что часто нахожусь онлайн. Я не игнорирую. У меня не всегда хватает ресурсов на ответы, но я всегда отвечу рано или поздно. В любом случае я всегда рада общению и новым друзьям в интернете! Пишите! Не стесняйтесь! Давайте дружить!
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porezzz 
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What a beautiful profile. I would have eaten it!!! :))))) |
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seddori 
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q0xzy0 
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luv ur profile sm!!! you seem so cool!! ♡♡ |
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୧ ‧₊˚ muziki ꙳◞ ⋅ 
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chat alice is such an amazing person. I literally just met her TODAY and i already love being her friend. SHES AWESOME GUYS GIVE HER A CHATTTTT!2!2!2 |
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Somethingnothere? 
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Sorry for accepting your request a bit late but you seem like a cool person to talk to! |
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⸝⸝ ꒰ Angel Food 🍉ㆍ₊⊹ 
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ty 4 the add alice!!! you seem very sweet <3 dms always open (if u have discord lmk!!) so sweet <3 by ⸝⸝ ꒰ Angel Food 🍉ㆍ₊⊹; ; Report |
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alicé
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Hello! Привет! |
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Thank you!!!
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