Andrew's Journal 🐛

General

EmO gOtHhH ! ! ! 

Music

screamemo, kpop, pop, rock, metal, mpb, emo, goth music, and othersSsSsS Xd

Movies

i haven't touched the blog in a while, mostly because my thoughts have been so negative recently that i don't want to put them on the internet forever. i've just been hating everything and everyone and watching my world burn again and again every 10 seconds. the internet stresses me out. i don't want to know anyone else's opinion about anything. i hate twitter, i hate how people conduct themselves, i hate their simulacras, i hate the bots, the ads, the oversaturated jokes, the moral panics and what i hate the most is how despite all of this i keep on taking part in it. i wish i could just throw my computer out of the window and never touch a machine again. preferrably, actually, i would also retreat into a bubble and only interact with about 10 people for the rest of my life and only watch the rest from afar, without them being aware i even exist. i'm so tired of being percieved, being a person who others can see, hear and talk about. i wish i was air...or an abstract concept....so no one would utter my name or form opinions about anything i'd ever do. i genuinely like people and i think they're very interesting, but any kind of direct contact only becomes frustration and pain in my hands. never again. rude strangers ruin my day. friends disappoint me and i disappoint them, too. interactions are so exhausting i feel like i'm always tired. if i had the choice to, i would just turn all of it off immediately. but i'm fine! and you?

Television

Books

Heroes