🧷Ash☢️

About me:

I am a 14-year-old Spanish boy, a Metalhead/Punk guy, I like metal, spicy food, video games, I find it difficult to socialize, therefore I don't have many friends. I am a Satanist, I don't speak much but I like to talk a lot about my favorite bands or about movies or books that I liked, I have very little confidence in people since they always end up betraying me and speaking ill of me behind my back and that bothers me a lot, I have constant anger attacks and I try to control them, but sometimes it's like something inside me explodes and I have to vent all my anger at something or someone else. Everyone says I'm a shitty person, but it's not true. Sometimes I don't express myself well and say things that I regret later. I really don't like physical contact at all, it makes me very uncomfortable. Sometimes I like to be alone, but I don't like to feel lonely. I rarely socialize, it's like I want to socialize but I don't know how to do it, I only know how to do it by writing through chats without seeing each other face to face. Before, I had a DSBM/black metal band called Void, we had two albums, the first one was "Cutting yourself is the best way to forget emotional pain" and the other one was "Misanthropy" but we never released them, then the band dissolved and each of us went our separate ways. I don't know what to do with my life, I don't have many friends so I hardly talk.I have two cats,they are so beautiful.

Im an antifascist.

Anarchist Ⓐ

The truth is I have no friends or anything because of my family

Who I'd like to meet:

I want to meet more people with the same tastes