eek!!1

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POETRY AND OTHER WORDS
“I wanted to rub the human race in its own vomit, and force it to look in the mirror.” ― J.G. Ballard, Crash _____________________________________________________ Jessica gives me a chill pill "I keep waking up in different beds and in this same body. I have to say this right away so you know it didn't start with limbs slackened, hair oily, a cruelty towards the sun. It started in the backseat of Jessica's Pepto-dismal truck. She tied my hair back with rubber bands when the freeway passed clean through us. Jessica says I can feel like a cherry blossom tree wobbling under lightning. Jessica has a forehead scar from the deep end of a pool. I ask Jessica what drowning feels like and she says not everything feels like something else. That night we lose the 7/11 lottery but I draw my lucky number, no quarters so we scratch our tickets with fingernails. Jessica says that's the sanctity of ritual— a ceaselessness in how I look at every drop of rain before it touches ground, the way Jessica mouths my name in her sleep eating each syllable like a minor god. I'm coming out as someone who loves things unevenly, my theologies strewn out in the dark, this iPhone an almost oracle. Jessica forces me to watch every sunset even when I am full. She puts her fingers in my mouth and says open your eyes. Open them. You see the small-town girls on big billboards? One day that's us." ―by Angie Sijun Lou _____________________________________________________ “Cicada, Sick of his own face, sick of his skin, of the dark, he crawls outside himself to sing– a better poet than most.” ― Hosho McCreesh

Music

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ARTISTS AND THEIR BEST ALBUMS (MY OPINION)
manic street preachers (THE HOLY BIBLE), the cure (PORNOGRAPHY), siouxsie and the banshees (THE RAPTURE OR JUJU), bauhaus (THE SKYS GONE OUT), alien sex fiend (ACID BATH), david bowie (THE RISE AND FALL OF ZIGGY STARDUST AND THE SPIDER FROM MARS OR LOW), skinny puppy (BITES), and one (BODY POP), nine inch nails (THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL), my bloody valentine (ISNT ANYTHING OR GLIDER), dresden dolls (SELF TITLED), cursive (THE UGLY ORGAN), christian death (ONLY THEATRE OF PAIN), rites of spring (SELF TITLED), sisters of mercy (FLOODLAND), misfits (WALK AMONG US), my chemical romance (I BROUGHT YOU MY BULLETS YOU BROUGHT ME YOUR LOVE), the smashing pumpkins (SIAMESE DREAM), jawbreaker (DEAR YOU), the cramps (OFF THE BONE), chiodos (ALLS WELL THAT ENDS WELL), london after midnight (SELECTED SCENES FROM THE END OF THE WORLD), peter murphy (DEEP), pixies (DOOLITTLE OR BOSSANOVA), radiohead (OK COMPUTER OR THE BENDS)

Movies

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SOME OF MY FAVOURITE FILMS
green room, hereditary, the batman, a clockwork orange, fight club, the doom generation, donnie darko, the cabinet of dr caligari, eraserhead, re animator, evil dead,

Television

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...I DONT WATCH MUCH TELEVISION
the office, south park,

Books

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MY CLASSIC LITERATURE
drawing-blood lost-souls
Exquisite-Corpse-novel

Heroes

(self destruction is my expression of bodily autonomy)

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so kool

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you too (:

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DUDE YOUR PROFILE IS SO FUCKIN COOL THANKS 4 ADDIN ME I FEEL HONORED🫠

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THANX! love yours too its spectacular

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