Ashley 𐂂

My favorite game is Red Dead Redemption. I also enjoy Metal Gear, the Resident Evil series, Silent Hill, Hogwarts Legacy, Grand Theft Auto V and IV, Team Fortress, Postal, S.T.A.L.K.E.R; Cry of Fear, The Texas Chain Saw Massacre, DOOM, The Last of Us, Alan Wake, Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water, Outlast, Manhunt, Rule of Rose, Slender: The Arrival, Slender: The Eight Pages, the Fallout series, Fears to Fathom, games from Chilla's Art, and The Sims. I also like playing various games on Nintendo platforms.

Lesley Gore, Frankie Valli, Frank Sinatra, The Beatles, The Smiths, The Smashing Pumpkins, Mac DeMarco, Superheaven, Mudhoney, Soundgarden, Hozier, Muse, The White Stripes, Deftones, Queens of the Stone Age, Blur, Radiohead, Alex G, Weezer, Tally Hall, Twin Tribes, Tyler The Creator, Steve Lacy, Kendrick Lamar, Green Day, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, KMFDM, Slayer, Metallica, Pantera, System of a Down, Acid Bath, MF DOOM, Insane Clown Posse, Limp Bizkit, Linkin Park, Arctic Monkeys, Childish Gambino, Mitski, Lana Del Rey, Lady Gaga, Beyoncé, Queen, Julie, TV Girl, etc.

I love movies that immerse me in their worlds - horrors, westerns, dramas, and everything in between. I'll never say no to a Harry Potter marathon. My heart skips a beat for movies like, Close My Eyes (1991), Mesmer (1994), Sense and Sensibility (1995), Love Actually (2003), Truly, Madly, Deeply (1990), A Little Chaos (2014), Closet Land (1991), An Awfully Big Adventure (1995), and House of Cards (1990). I'm also captivated by Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me in all the best ways. For westerns, Brokeback Mountain, The Good the Bad and the Ugly, Bone Tomahawk, Django Unchained, and more. Horror is my lifeblood - favorite one The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, but I'm also drawn to slasher classics like The Human Centipede, Prom Night, Friday the 13th, Halloween Kills, etc. But damn it, seems like I've started enjoying cheesy rom-coms and random romantic stuff. Guess I'm either turning into a full-on lovely drama queen... or just getting old. Who knows at this point?

While I'm not really into watching TV shows all the time, when I do, my go-to favorites include the surreal and hauntingly brilliant Twin Peaks, which never fails to captivate me with its mysteries and unique atmosphere. I also enjoy diving into the intense, gripping worlds of The Walking Dead and the psychological brilliance of Hannibal. Every now and then, I might get hooked on classics like Breaking Bad and its spin-off Better Call Saul. I also enjoy a good murder mystery, especially shows like Death in Paradise and Bones. Another gem on my list is Moonlighting, with its charming mix of humor, romance, and detective drama. And of course, I love rewatching Brooklyn Nine-Nine and Friends for their timeless comedy and comfort.

When I do read, I go for books that can pull me in just like a good movie. Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy is brutal and philosophical, taking you through the violent reality of the Wild West. It's a hard-hitting read that makes you feel the pain and chaos. The Silence of the Lambs by Thomas Harris is a classic; a psychological thriller that keeps you on edge from start to finish. Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen is an elegant dive into love, class, and societal expectations, written with wit and grace. And Twin Peaks: The Secret Diary of Laura Palmer by Jennifer Lynch is a great addition to the show, giving an even darker look into its world.

Alan Rickman. He wasn't just an actor; he was a storyteller in every sense of the word. Every role he took on, no matter how big or small, was infused with a depth that made his characters unforgettable. Whether it was the quiet intensity of Severus Snape, the magnetic charm of Colonel Brandon, or the enigmatic allure of Franz Anton Mesmer, Alan had a way of making you see the humanity in every person he portrayed. He didn't just play characters - he became them, embodying their struggles, joys, and complexities with a subtlety that spoke louder than words ever could. What set Alan apart wasn't just his unmatched talent, but the way he approached life itself. Off-screen, he seemed to embody the traits that make a person truly admirable: kindness, wit, and a grounded sense of humility. He had a rare ability to make everyone feel seen, valued, and inspired. Deeply passionate about the arts, Alan championed creativity in all its forms, supporting new talents and embracing the beautiful messiness of storytelling. He understood that art wasn't just a profession, it was a lifeline, a way to connect, express, and make sense of the world. When I think of Alan, I don't just think of the legendary actor who gave life to some of the most memorable characters in cinema. I think of the man who carried himself with grace, humor, and unwavering dedication to his craft. He was someone who could light up a room with his mischievous smile, or captivate an audience with a single glance. There's a duality to Alan that I find endlessly inspiring - the ability to be both extraordinary and deeply human, to balance profound wisdom with playful silliness. Alan Rickman reminds me that life is about more than accolades or fame. It's about the connections we build, the kindness we show, and the authenticity we bring to everything we do. He didn't just leave a mark on the world, he left a piece of himself in the hearts of those who admired him. To me, he's not just a hero of the screen but a living example of what it means to lead a meaningful, authentic life. Alan showed us all that you don't have to shout to be heard, or grandstand to make an impact. Sometimes, the quietest voices echo the loudest. (I'M LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW AS I WRITE THIS, BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO PUT INTO WORDS, IT'S HARD TO FULLY CAPTURE THAT ALL). He was the kind of man who made you believe in goodness - not just through the characters he played but through the way he lived his life. He had this rare, almost otherworldly ability to make the world feel a little brighter, a little kinder, just by being in it. You could see it in the way he spoke with such thoughtfulness, the way he carried himself with quiet dignity, and the way he always seemed to have time for others, no matter how busy or celebrated he became. There was something so deeply human about Alan - this unshakable sense that he truly cared. He cared about the stories he told, the people he worked with, and the world around him. You can't fake that kind of sincerity. It's something rare, and it's something that made him stand out in a way few people ever do. He wasn't just talented; he was good. Truly, deeply good in a way that makes me wish there were more people like him in the world. Even though he's gone, the impact Alan Rickman had on me, and so many others still lingers. His performances, his words, and the way he carried himself continue to inspire me to be better, to approach life with thoughtfulness and care. He had a way of making the world feel a little more meaningful, and that feeling hasn't faded with time. It's remarkable how someone I never met could leave such a lasting impression. That's the kind of person Alan Rickman was - someone whose presence went beyond the screen, reaching into people's hearts and leaving them changed for the better. He wasn't just an actor; he was a reminder of what it means to live with integrity, creativity, and kindness.