jessica jealousy

General

hi, it’s jessica jealousy here. i’m the most jealous btch you’ll meet (according to some people). i’m 16 and trans, and i have a wide variety of styles, of course cuz i have a passion for fashion! my main style is scene (as you can see from my photos), ive been called a “scene queen” and like to refer to myself as such but i feel like a poser when i call myself that. before i became “scene”, i was absolutely obsessed with the mcbling/“bimbo” type style, still taking inspo off of it time to time. MY MASCARA AND LIPSTICK KEEPS ME THRIVING!!!! i usually leave the house with a pound of makeup on, not because i’m insecure, but because my makeup defines who i am, a doll. D-O-L-L. when i look in the mirror, i’m grateful that i turned out so pretty. my reflection makes dicks hard and pussies wet, even my own. some may say i’m “egotistical” or “fake and plastic”, but i call it being confident. because i am THAT BTCH! sadly, since i live in a redneck ghetto ass town, not even town it’s considered a village, not much people get me and see me as who i was before, a “boy”. but the preppies are jealous of me and the country guys wanna suck me. even though i don’t want any of that. at all. YUCK! everytime i walk outside, wearing my raccoon extensions and fishnets, i get stares from absolutely everyone passing. definitely a mix of digust, hatred, admiration and horniness. since most teenagers know me as the trans girl of the town, that’s literally it. it’s like i’m nothing else, i’m defined by who i was born as, and most people think is “a choice”. but there’s more to who i am, but these losers don’t gaf and ill forever be the “laughing stock” of this town. but guess what? idgaf! it seems like everyone here thinks i’m “offended” by what they’re saying or feel defeated but that’s totally not the case, at all. maybe it was 3 years ago when i first transitioned, but years ago i realized they’re just jealous and most of the skanks that make fun of me are ugly and snort coke every weekend. and the guys that come up to me randomly being like “hey my friend has a crush on you” actually do have a crush on me and pull it off as a joke. and they think they have a chance, btch please! yall are nasty, ugly and need to wash better. probably closeted queers too. hot pink, hello kitty and duck nails, i want it all. i shop way too much and should most definitely stop, but am i? NO. there’s no such thing as too much lashes. i shop till i drop. period. i take all my photos, but if im not then its my sister, who’s also my bff. she also does my makeup time to time too, she has tons of talent and i keep telling her to make a spacehey page but she wont. UGH!! anyways, here’s some of my favorite things: hello kitty, tubetops, fishnets, ice cream cones, eyeliner, makeup in general, syringes, digital cameras, instagram, cupcakes, razor blades (not in a self-harm way; in a mixing cute and scary way), shudda shades, music, my estrogen, hairspray, thrifting, animal print, juicy couture, so so happy, nyan cat, skelanimals, nostalgia, gloomy bear, hair straighteners, playboy bunnies, eyelash curlers, my cats, sex, dollar signs, brass knuckles, diamonds, studded and checkered belts, kandi, rubber bracelets, bratz dolls, and of course a lot more. is that all? not really. but for spacehey, yes! i post sometimes on livejournal, instagram is my main source of contact =) the rest of my links you can find on my page.

Music

my favorite genres: crunk, electropop, electro, crunkcore, pop, rap, screamo, k-pop, electroclash, etc - my favorite artists/bands: millionaires, jeffree star, brokeNCYDE, dot dot curve :), the medic droid, botdf (obviously don’t support yuck just like the music), breathe carolina, ayesha erotica, ke$ha, avril lavigne, cupcakKe, slayyyter, chase icon, blackpink, loona + more

Movies

mean girls, bratz (2007), legally blonde, clueless, thirteen, freaky friday, i dont watch much movies

Television

jayden naomi’s trashtastic adventures, jersey shore, the simple life, victorious, icarly, my strange addiction, random web shows, (i grew up with south park, family guy & spongebob) :P - i wanna start watching invader zim so dat too

Books

i don’t read

Heroes

millionaires (melissa marie, allison green, dani artaud), jeffree star, ayesha erotica, myself and JAYDEN NAOMI!!!!

Instagram

@jessicajealousyx

Twitter

@B3AUTYK1LLER

Last.fm

@iamyourvixen

Website

jessicajealousi.livejournal.com