painfully

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painfully's Interests

General	music production, history, k-pop, dance, singing, cinematography, poetry, story writing and words in general. i also love world building and fanfiction (specifically kpop). i LOVE making and listening to music its literally all i do everyday of my life. i also rlly enjoy learning dance and all the technicalities of it. i dont do contemporary tho bc im bad at that but its REALLY COOL. I also write A LOT but im not proud of it yet so i dont rlly like writing sometimes. but reading is also fun. i like collecting words especially the cool ones. i wanna get better at singing too... but i dont have motivation to do much :/
Music	faves <3 : tyler the creator, bts, lamp, stayc, agust d, j-hope, pinkpanthersss, treasure, newjeans, red velvet, rm (ALOT), loona (FREE MY GIRLS), dreamcatcher, strawberry guy, alex g, tobi perriáe, seulgi, lily chou chou, V, wave to earth, tv girl, mac demarco, beabadoobe, micheal jackson, girls generation, steve lacy, current joys, chappell roan, billie eilish, post malone, the sundays, flawed mangos (ALOT), kanye west, kendrik lamar, ichiko aoba, boa, sza, paramore, sabrina carpenter, faye webster, twice, clairo, vacation, d4vid, joji, beach bunny, jvke, and more. [ as for genres, i love breakcore, pluggnb, r&b, indie, rock, jazz, shoegaze, elavator music, hiphop, kpop, jungle, jpop, ballads... EVERYTHING ].
Movies	i really love soft feel-good movies because i cant stand horror (like genuinely ill die). so some of my favorites are "a silent voice", "all about lily chou chou", "juno", "forest gump" and "ponyo" and i wanna watch more but my attention span is splat
Television	my childhood tv shows like "big time rush", "jessi" but also some more recent ones like "saiki K", "demon slayer", "spider man (every single movie ever made mostly)", "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (recent one)", "teen titans", "teen titans go", "steven universe"!! i also watch "are you sure" bc im an army tehe
Books	i don't read many actual books cus i like fanfiction (not the rlly smutty romance stuff i like the books that make me feel smth) but i could def come up with an AMAZING list of heart-shattering fanfics that deserve to be published and distributed bc of how well they were written (i have no life)
Heroes	bts and treasure because they r the coolest ever and i have a lot of respect for their work ethic but also my parents :)

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About me:

hiiii! im a depressed 16yo who is on a journey of self discovery and happiness after 2 years of straight up doo doo. feel free to chat! i try to reply a lot.

i have no life rlly but I enjoy learning + listening to fluttery piano music, writing stories, writing poetry, collecting cool words, and learning new dances! im also sorta depressed so i wont be active a lot, but im trying on getting better!! (also if it matters, im religious)

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thats it basically.. anywho this is my introduction playlist for all my fav artists (not all i lied) ㅤ/ᐠ - ˕ -マ

Who I'd like to meet:

tyler the creator enthusiasts or people who like talking about music or music history or theory or just anyone in general whos not a creep and can stand my personality!! i want to learn all about your hobbies if you want to :)

DNI if your racist, homophobic, sexist, transphobic, or just plain mean. i will block if your being weird or mean.. so please dont..

"The name of my illness is love. Its a serious illness, I'm sure. No matter what I do, no matter how many tears I cry. There's no way to cure it. I looked up at the night sky. With its gently twinkling stars. Tears spilled out for no reason. Surrounded by this quiet nature. You are no longer here. With me. I loved you so much"