Chaos Chaysaw Chayer

About me:

Arthur Fleck: Murray, one small thing?
Murray Franklin: Yeah?
Arthur Fleck: When you bring me out, can you introduce me as Joker?


"Everybody is awful these days. It's enough to make everyone crazy"


”You know what really makes me laugh? I used to think that my life was a tragedy, but now I realize, it's a fucking comedy.” - Arthur Fleck is known as the Joker


"If it was me dying on the sidewalk you'd walk right over me! I pass you everyday and you don't notice me!"

I'm 17 and my pronouns are Any/All. I could have autism or antisocial personality disorder, or both. They fit me perfectly, but I'm undiagnosed, so I could be wrong. I also might have PBA (Pseudobulbar Affect) because I often smile and, less often but still frequently, laugh when I feel bad—especially because of people who destroy me mentally or when I have to spend time with them. Spending time alone doesn’t trigger it, unless I remember or create a delusion of my tragic past—then I might smile, laugh, and even cry. But like I said earlier, I’m undiagnosed. I'm a total mix of masochist, sadist, paranoid, and just plain silly. I've got like four different personality modes. First one, I’m just dead inside, no emotions or whatever like. Second, I’m all goofy and silly. Third, I get a serious sadistic vibe going with a little paranoic state, and in the fourth, I’m mostly just sad, bored, and feeling some weird lust. I spend most of my time on my PC, either gaming, watching YouTube/movies/shows/anime, or chilling with my online buddies. Listen to music is something I like and enjoy it much, but im so backward with that, idk a lot about music and genres D: Sometimes I draw or mess around in Blender making 3D stuff. I love drawing and modeling, but I’m too lazy to do it often. I’m all about rotting in bed >w<. Night walks in the rain are my jam—so beautiful and chill. I also love posting my videos on YouTube ;3. They’re basically unedited gameplays with my commentary, where I mostly ramble about my life and what’s going on. Oh, and yeah, the vids are in Polish. Btw, I'M A JERK in long-term relationships, just saying :O






FOUNTAIN OF DEATH ^_^ FOUNTAIN OF DEATH





I HATE HUMANS BUT MYSELF MORE :\







PICTURES OF ME :3



me when I see a girl who is dominant like Makima/Esdeath etc




me when me and my hyperfixation :3




me when my plushies!!!




me when I'm surprised/confused




me when I see people I hate




me when someone screams loudly




me when I don't understand





MY BELOVED SCP


SCP-3001 - Red Reality



SCP-054 - Water Nymph



SCP-1471 - Mal0 ver1.0.0



SCP-4000 - Taboo






THESE ARE MY BELOVED MELEE WEAPONS OF ALL TIME <3



MURASAME




CHAINSAW




BUCK 120








My DNI!!!!!!!!!

-Homophobes

-Zoophiles

-Pedophiles

-Ableists

-Lolicons

-Furry haters

-DSMP fans

-Omori/Danganronpa/Vivziepop creations/Amazing Digital Circus psychofans and fandoms




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Who I'd like to meet:

cool people with cool interests :D


WIFE MATERIAL




O5 council




Someone who is more intelligent than me, can describe their mental problems, and has bigger mental issues than I do







everybody dies alone