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General

ok so I explained most of it in the abt me section so I'll kinda like just dump on here specific stuff I fw

Anime:NUMBA ONE HAS TO BE OFC SERIAL EXPERIMENTS LAIN, PEAKEST PEAK EVER, PRACTICALLY THE REASON I AM HOW I AM TDAY, Lain pls don't go bonkers n do as Chiisa, the decision of who's your real you it's up to YOU yourself, stay true to yourself twin 🤩🤩

Evangelion, Di Gi Charat, Fullmetal Alchemist (2003 over brotherhood hehe), HETALIA LMAO, Elfen Lied, Saikano, Chobits, Ghost in the Shell, Angel Beats, Yuyu Hakusho, Azumanga Daioh, Yozakura Quartet, Clannad, Saiki k, Madoka Magica, Another, Saiyuki, Death Note, Lucky Star, Hell Girl, Free!, Orphen, The melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Air, Acchi Kocchi, Shugo Chara, Haibane Renmei, Higurashi no naku koro ni, D. Gray-Man, One punch Man, the non official Touhou animes, Ranma 1/2, DRAMAtical Murder, Nichijou, Mob Psycho, Kanon, Given, C³, Durara, Martian Successor Nadesico, Bleach, Gantz, Code Geass, Assassination classroom, Ah Megami Sama, Cowboy Bebop, BSD, Chuunibyou, Malice Doll would count??, n others I don't remember rn, I may be adding more each time I do so.

Manga: most manga I've read are the same titles I've listed above but,,, in manga version (duhhhh), tho the most remarkable ones for me are D. Gray Man, HETALIA YET AGAIN TS MF'S BUMS GOT MY BRAIN ABSOLUTELY FRIED, Blue Exorcist, Death note (4 sum reason it's better in the manga version?? idk), Trouble shooting fanmade OS tan's stories, also Ukagaka ones, BSD and random Doujinshi

Videogames: My fav has to deff be the Touhou Project Series, litr cannot escape that shi while online, my Touhou favorites are Koumakyou n Eiyasha, and honestly the fandom's the best of all time, not up for debate to me LMAO; Ily Final Fantasy X as well as the following saga, I like Tekken sm as well, mostly Tekken tag n Tekken 6 (Hwoarang my all time main), Darkcloud, Devil May Cry, Gran Turismo, Rage/Ridge Racer, Ace Attorney, Persona 4 n 5, Diablo I II and III, GTA San Andreas, Super Mario Bros. Wii, Mariokart Wii, Guitar Hero on tha Wii, fking Wii sports series lolz; visual novels like Air, Clannad, To Love, DMMD, Higurashi, FStay Night, Dokidoki literature club, obvs Kanon, and rhythm and dance games like DDR, Dance Evolution, pjsk, beatmania iidx, pop'n music, and until its closure Taiko no tatsujin :((((

also my favorite consoles are the PS2 and Nintendo Wii, I rlly didn't enjoy the Switch ever, who knows why, and I like PC gaming as well.

Other Media n stuff: UKGK!!!!!!!, OS tans n Gijinka in general, Pucca >w<, The Indie web in general and Internet culture, yt, fandom creations like meme animations etc...

Hobbies and such: Up until recently but I like collecting merch of my fandoms, doing Oshikatsu and all that. I also like participating in alt fashion, I don't have a definite style and rather I take elements of each subculture, mostly from emo (or fashion core was it called?), scene, goth/goth lolita, cyberpop, gyaruo, shamate, jirai danshi, tenshi kaiwai n kinda like js this 90s/2000s shibuya vibe, I go thrifting clothes to then modify them as I please and so I've done many cute outfits so far! (should I show em in here sometime?), tho I must say most of the time I'm dressed as a depressed and divorced unc with addiction problems. also I alr said it but ily drawing, I got my oc's and my favorite characters on paper, I also draw digitally but I think I suck at it 😛💔

More of the cultural shyt: I'm somewhat into philosophical matters, the discourses around em and such, I specially find interesting existentialism, Nietzsche's vitalism and Buddhist teachings, speaking of which I like doing research on some beliefs such as Buddhism, branches of Christianity such as Gnosticism and my family's practiced one, Catholicism, Hinduism and Folk chinese beliefs. I get worried abt politics pretty often so I like spreading consciousness abt those matters n sympathizing with ma wokes type shiiiiiiiii

Music

So I'll do the same as in the general interests block, uhhh so my absolute type of jam??? that has to be electronic music bruhh（￣︶￣）↗

There's acc a handfull of genres I fw heavily, them being jungle/dnb/breakcore, Happy Hardcore, Trance in many of it's variants (whether it's more emotional or rhythm game-like, kinda like something you'd put an anime girl on its cover, or if it's for example ,Goa or Psy-trance),Nightcore, Hyperpop, Eurobeat, Hardstyle, Jumpstyle, Gabber, Neoperreo, n various acid or industrial scenes. I also enjoy so much stuff like deep house n more progressive tracks with this rather ethereal psychedelia in them that just synths tuned by those god-like hands of the disk jockeys can produce.

So yall may be imagining my fascination for them rave parties and SPECIFICALLY those from the late 80s to the early 2000s (maybe up to the early 2010s??? uhhh), for me having been to those places during their peak would've meant the glory to me, I can just imagine the bliss ppl felt when being inside those massive crowds all dancing to the same tune while collectively entering a trance state inside their minds, MANNNNN those now uncs had it so kewl fr

I also enojoy vocaloid and utaite sm (MAFUMAFU FAN SINCE EVURRRR), I also like Jpop, just Newjeans (💔🪽🪽) from Kpop, and actually many particular songs that may not be electronic at all but for that part, I'm kinda universal so if I like the shi I'm listening to then yeah

Movies

omggg abt that, I love Wong Kar Wai's cinema, my favorite from his has to be Fallen Angels, there are also Japanese movies such as Kamikaze Girls, Tokyo gor3 police (pls don't watch it if ur sensitive, rlly), Love exposure, Blue Spring, etc and films from my land, there would be Perfume de violetas, Amores Perros, Perras, Rojo amanecer, Niñas mal and La niña en la piedra xP

Television

acc ask my parents, they're the only ones taking up the tv as their only property

Books

George Orwell's 1984 and Animal Farm, 100 años de soledad, Genshi Monogatari and history books are my go to (if it's not manga obvs)

Heroes

my laxatives back in primary sch so I could shyt well ;-;