⦻「 rosa.666 」⦻

About me:

hey, everyone. since we are heading into 2025. i've wanted to say something and i hope this message finds you well. I’m writing to let you know that, after much thought and consideration, I’ve decided to step away from social media for a while. This isn’t something I’m doing lightly, since i've had a great time here. and i don't want anybody thinking it's their fault. but it’s a decision I feel is necessary for my health and mental health. Over the past few years, I’ve experienced a great deal of things that have took a toll on me. and, at times, On top of this, I’ve also faced some things in real life, and it’s all taken a toll on me. I’ve realised that I’ve been struggling to express myself honestly, and I’ve found it difficult to set boundaries or say “no” when I should have. and for the past year i've faced some things in my friendships that have made me feel like i couldn't express myself in the way i wanted to. i've tried to ignore how i felt, just so everybody else was okay. but in reality i was being somebody i wasn't. which is why i constantly repeated phases and words. and a lot of words and actions i did. but in reality i didn't want to do it. even though i did it without it looking like i cared. but i just did to avoid things and to make others happy. when i wasn't. i never wanted to do those things. i wanted to be myself to. but i didn't feel super right after. because of how much i was ignoring my feelings. and many other things. that i never talked about. i feel like a shadow of the person i used to be a few years back. i have gone through things that no kid should never have to go through at such a young age. and i'm just trying to survive. I’ve shared far too much personal information in the past, and, in hindsight, I recognise that I wasn’t being true to myself in my interactions with others. As I take this leave for a while, please understand that this isn’t a reflection of you or our friendship. I want to emphasise that this decision is about me needing time to focus on my health and well-being. It’s important that I take time to process everything and regain a sense of clarity and strength. I’ve also been so unwell for the past few years. My hope is that, through some time away, I can focus on healing. I’m not disappearing from your lives entirely, I want you all to know that, even if I’m not actively present on social media, I’m still here. You can still reach out to me at any time, whether it’s to vent, share your goals, interests, etc or talk about anything that matters to you. I might not reply immediately, and i will be unresponsive. but please know I will always care, and I’m still there with you, supporting you in everything you do. I don’t want anyone to feel responsible for this decision or blame themselves in any way. This is something I feel I need to do for myself, and I hope you can understand. I might come back when I’m ready, and when I do, I’ll reach out. But for now, it’s important that I take this time for myself to heal. thank you for the support you’ve given me. I will carry the memories of our conversations our hangouts, our laughter, our long talks, and more. and I am grateful for each of you. none of this is anybody's fault at all. not in any way shape or form. please remember that. and if there is a day where i stop coming online. just remember that i still think about a lot of people daily. i care. and i will most likely never forget anything. the memories. the fun. etc. i hope everybody takes care of themselves, and please remember to drink water, and eat etc. i hope everybody has a great day. <3 but please know this may not be a forever thing. it's just that things have been hard the past couple years. and a well-needed long leave. etc is needed right now. With much love and gratitude. - rose | other names.

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