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General

Music

too-too vast are the depths of Spotify. It clutches me by the wrist and drags me lower and lower till I'm drowning in sound and when I'm given the choice to rise to the surface for air I realize there is no air that will give me the chance to breathe the way I do down here. I promise to never go up again as long as the music around helps soothe me along the way. On this swim I find to love... ✰Adrianne Lenker✰Alex G✰Black Marble✰Broadcast✰Car Seat Headrest✰Coma Cinema✰ Cocteau Twins✰Crystal Castles✰Deftones✰Doddodo✰Elliot Smith✰Erykah Badu✰ Fiona Apple ✰ Fleeting Joys✰Japanese Breakfast✰Mitski✰Mojave 3✰Okay Kaya✰Poison Girlfriend✰Raveena✰ Slowdive✰Vivienne Eastwood✰

Movies

I flock to any queer movie I can get my trembling hands on. ✰Funeral Parade of Roses✰ Fallen Angels✰Happy Together✰Mysterious Skin✰Swiss Army Man✰Totally Fucked Up✰The Handmaiden✰The Watermelon Woman✰

Television

Books

When I start to read again my limbs begin to tear from their honesty. woop! ✰Frankenstein ✰Her body and other parties ✰My year of rest and relaxation ✰The vegetarian✰ Now reading: Giovanni's room

Heroes