GloomyBear420

General

I like a lot of stuff! I'm usually here when I'm in a mood for the bright rainbow colored nostalgia of my childhood. I like cute Japanese stuff, especially weird Japanese fashions. I also like cute pixel art and websites, menhera fashion, yumekawa stuff, I like my cute stuff with a dark edge so of course....I like gloomy bear lol. Also I smoke a lot lmao so i'm either high or tripping when I'm on here. Take that as you will! You know, I think shamelessly reviving the cringy and fun parts of my youth is the best kind of escapism there is, and I consider it good for me. I was the weeaboo kid obsessed with being edgy and kawaii culture, and honestly? I still am, I just thought that people would like me more if I hid it really well. And they did! too bad I no longer actually care what strangers on the internet and irl think of me, lol.

Music

MF DOOM, Czarface, Madvillian, RTJ, Clipping., Tobacco, Dr. Steel, Perturbator, Aural Vampire, Kavinsky, Glass Animals, Tame Impala, Daft Punk, Oliver Tree, MGMT, Kendrick Lamar, Anderson .Paak, Vince Staples, Brockhampton, Public Enemy, Earl Sweatshirt, Tyler the Creator, Beastie Boys, Yung Gravy, Power Glove, Half.Alive, Carpenter Brut, MSI, Giorgio Moroder, Eve, Madlib, Danger, Ladybaby, Primus, King Princess, Andrew WK, Cannibal Ox, The Avalanches, NIN, Kevin Abstract, SoaD, Johnny Cash, Flying Lotus, Little People, RJD2, Dolly Parton, Oingo Boingo, Frank Ocean, Justice, BABYMETAL, Mark Mothersbaugh, DEVO, Joey Purp, Mother Mother, Slipknot, Parov Stelar, Wu-Tang.....and I KNOW I'm leaving some out! TikTok has shown me so many good up and comers too! It's hard to keep up!

Movies

A lot, but here's the ones on loop; Marie Antoinette (Coppola), Kamikaze Girls, Ghostbusters 1 AND 2, From Dusk Till Dawn, Kill Bill 1 and 2, House(Japanese movie), The Elvira Movie, The Muppet Movie

Television

I don't watch TV! but I do enjoy Antiques Roadshow and South Park, and yep thats it! I also used to be into anime more but now I only watch Mob Psycho 100 and I recently re-watched Death Note. I'm more into just reading manga now, lol

Books

Currently reading:

-The Psychedelic Experience: A Manual Based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead (Timothy Leary)
-Kitchen Confidential (Anthony Bourdain)
-The Grapes of Wrath (John Steinbeck)
-Junkie (William S. Burroughs)
-Psychedelic Mysteries of the Feminine (Maria Papaspyrou)
-The Harvard Psychedelic Club (Don Lattin)
-Rococo (Victoria Charles)
-The Portable Atheist (Christopher Hitchens)
-Atomic Habits (James Clear)
-Women, Race, and Class (Angela Davis)
-So You've Been Publicly Shamed (Jon Ronson) .....These are just the ones I haven't finished lol. I read a lot!)

Heroes

I'm too old to have any heroes. Humans are too flawed for this nonsense! My heroes are my friends and family! But whoever makes psychedelics safe and accessible to people is certainly exhibiting heroic behavior.

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Website

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