GloomyBear420

General

I like a lot of stuff! I'm usually here when I'm in a mood for the bright rainbow colored nostalgia of my childhood. I like cute Japanese stuff, especially weird Japanese fashions. I also like cute pixel art and websites, menhera fashion, yumekawa stuff, I like my cute stuff with a dark edge so of course....I like gloomy bear lol. Also I smoke a lot lmao so i'm either high or tripping when I'm on here. Take that as you will! You know, I think shamelessly reviving the cringy and fun parts of my youth is the best kind of escapism there is, and I consider it good for me. I was the weeaboo kid obsessed with being edgy and kawaii culture, and honestly? I still am, I just thought that people would like me more if I hid it really well. And they did! too bad I no longer actually care what strangers on the internet and irl think of me, lol.

Music

MF DOOM, Grimes, Missy Elliot (my childhood idol!!), Czarface, Madvillian, RTJ, Clipping., Tobacco, Dr. Steel, Perturbator, Aural Vampire, Motion City Soundtrack, Kavinsky, Glass Animals, Tame Impala, Daft Punk, MGMT, Kendrick Lamar, Anderson .Paak, Vince Staples, Brockhampton, Public Enemy, Earl Sweatshirt, Beastie Boys, Run The Jewels, Power Glove, Half.Alive, Carpenter Brut, MSI, Giorgio Moroder, Eve, Madlib, Danger, Ladybaby, Primus, King Princess, Andrew WK, Cannibal Ox, The Avalanches, NIN, Kevin Abstract, SoaD, Johnny Cash, Flying Lotus, Little People, RJD2, Dolly Parton, Oingo Boingo, Frank Ocean, Justice, BABYMETAL, Mark Mothersbaugh, DEVO, Melanie Martinez (haven't checked out her new stuff tbh), Gwen Stefani, Joey Purp, Korn, Mother Mother, Slipknot, Parov Stelar, Wu-Tang.....and I KNOW I'm leaving some out! I also listen to a lot of Animal Crossing music and general DS-era playlists when I'm trying to focus on things. See, it's this kinda ADHD taste over the years that makes me think I'd be a good DJ lol....but every bi girl say this lmfao

Movies

A lot, but here's the ones on loop; Marie Antoinette (Coppola), Kamikaze Girls, Ghostbusters 1 AND 2, From Dusk Till Dawn, Kill Bill 1 and 2, House(Japanese movie), The Elvira Movie, The Muppet Movie, Big Trouble in Little China, Inglorious Basterds, From Dusk Till Dawn, Renfield, South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut, Megamind (don't ask me why but I've seen this movie like 10 times. It's my comfort movie), Lego Batman (another comfort movie because it validates a ship I think about WAY too often, I love my little gay lego romcom it warms my heart!), The Lego Movie, The Truman Show, Constantine (my cat is named after him lol), Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey (specifically this one. I got it for free from pizza hut as a child and watched it like 50 times because I was so into Keanu Reeves lmfaoooo), Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, The Barbie Movie, Akira, Ghost in the Shell, Pacific Rim (another comfort movie I've seen a million times), Con Air (this movie sucks. I've seen it at least 10 times now), The Room (this movie also sucks. I've seen it SO many times I can perform it as a one-woman show. I highly recommend it, but consider getting wasted first)

Television

I don't watch TV! But I do like a good amount of shows that I watch through uh, let's say legal means (I mean, sometimes it is!): South Park (special interest status, it's something I'll probably be deeply into my whole life, also I own all available episodes on DVD, including season 5 with uncensored Super Best Friends iykyk), Hazbin Hotel (South Park for the deviantart girlies lol. Just kidding, I'm making fun of myself here, I'm VERY into this right now and I've recently finally bought myself some merch for it! Now I've got a new purse, wallet, and sweater), What We Do In The Shadows (I'm still into this show but I used to be an unhealthy level of obsessed. My memes we're liked by official twitter accounts lol I was down so very bad for this gay vampire show and the ending ruined me), Buffy the Vampire Slayer (I cannot believe it took me so long to watch this I fucking LOVE this show), Hacks, Bojack Horseman, Mod Psycho 100, Death Note, Fullmetal Alchemist, Trigun, Parks and Recreation, Helluva Boss, Invader Zim, Mirai Nikki, and honey we could be here forever....

Books

Currently reading:

-Kitchen Confidential (Anthony Bourdain, re-reading)
-Rococo (Victoria Charles)
-The Portable Atheist (Christopher Hitchens)
-The Illustrated Thoreau
-The Annotated Walden (Henry David Thoreau) .....These are just the ones I haven't finished lol. I read a lot!)

Heroes

I'm too old to have any heroes. Humans are too flawed for this nonsense! My heroes are my friends and family!

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