futurecorpse-currentghost
"laying in bed"
:( it sucks being bored all the time
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Mood: sorta sad
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poetry Painting 3rd p word I used to consider myself a writer but I've completely lost that version of myself. I am trying to become that version again, but it sort of feels like trying to reanimate a corpse just to beat it back to death. I am whiteknuckling my way through true crime sobriety due to a mental breakdown I had last year after I basically psychologically tortured myself by listening to true crime 24/7 in my sleep all waking hours of the day no breaks for like 4 months. I did a lot of sleep deprivation studies on myself as a teenager if that tells you anything about my mental stability. I enjoy smoking weed and staring into a mirror wondering "how did I get here? What did I do? My life is getting away from me. What time is it?" |
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Music |
i will give anyone within hearing range auditory whiplash if I have a speaker. I have no music taste, taste would imply I'm selective or cohesive, I am a genre hoarder. I consume music, my greed is sickening. Top artists of the last 6 months according to my YouTube music: florence + the machine hozier Taylor swift (don't judge me) flipturn Lucy dacus ABBA Top songs of the last 6 months (feel free to judge me actually, I like it): If It Is - flipturn Right? - flipturn Miss - Florence Road Animal Impulses - IAMX Aishite aishite aishite - Ado Sweat - Mirakill (my sexy murder song, ask me about my murder playlist) The Hand - Annabelle Dinda Into The Woods Prologue Gooey - Glass Animals The Great Divide - Noah Kahan |
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Television |
Do you like:
Well, I also like those things. If you have any recs for homoerotic murder shows, I'm all ears. Please. I watch a lot of TV but I am also very easily disappointed by TV writers, it's a sad curse. |
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Books |
If you walk up to me digitally and ask 'hey, what's a thing you could talk about, uninterrupted, for hours?' I would say The Hunger Games trilogy. I have entire sections and chapters of those books memorized so I can recall them at will and mentally reread my favorite sections. I also have this deep connection with the Magicans Series by Lev Grossman, though I have a harder time talking about that in depth without getting embarrassed because unfortunately (if you've read the books you know this is unfortunate) I relate to Quentin way too much. 12/10. I also like Narnia, the Great Gatsby, various Agatha Christie novels, the Percy Jackson books (series 1 and 2), I read a lot of nonfiction too, but those are boring to list. |
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Heroes |
Sisyphus but not in some incel modern scholar loser way, its personal bro Davey Wreden, the creator of The Beginners Guide and The Stanley Parable, I want to make something that hurts someone half as bad as TBG hurt me. Suzanne Collins Probably dude, shes a god to me |
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About me:
Dionysus Kinnie
24
i get nervous talking to people, not because i have anxiety, though i do, but because i forget to respond within an appropriate amount of time and then convince myself that there's no redeeming this conversation because i Waited Too Long, and thus can never speak to this person again without it being weird, unless they text me again so like i appreciate patience.
Recovered True Crime Addict
Who I'd like to meet:
uhhhh i like to scream into the void but if you vibe with my screaming we can talk about it
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I think I've always been too sad and insane for my own good, but it makes for great content.
He/They/She, in that order. I defy labels and by that I mean I've never met one I fit into quite right and somehow that's my fault. Badge of honor. I consider myself gay, and if you like me in any way you are also gay, I don't make the rules. I make things, I write stories I will never publish, I work out too much, I'm a well rounded psychopath I think. So well rounded i've fooled even myself into thinking i'm not crazy... But watch out-!
The ceiling is not the sky.