futurecorpse-currentghost

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"laying in bed"

:( it sucks being bored all the time

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futurecorpse-currentghost's Interests

General

poetry 

Painting

3rd p word 

I used to consider myself a writer but I've completely lost that version of myself. I am trying to become that version again, but it sort of feels like trying to reanimate a corpse just to beat it back to death.

 I am whiteknuckling my way through true crime sobriety due to a mental breakdown I had last year after I basically psychologically tortured myself by listening to true crime 24/7 in my sleep all waking hours of the day no breaks for like 4 months. I did a lot of sleep deprivation studies on myself as a teenager if that tells you anything about my mental stability. 

I enjoy smoking weed and staring into a mirror wondering "how did I get here? What did I do? My life is getting away from me. What time is it?"

Music

i will give anyone within hearing range auditory whiplash if I have a speaker. I have no music taste, taste would imply I'm selective or cohesive, I am a genre hoarder. 

I consume music, my greed is sickening.  

Top artists of the last 6 months according to my YouTube music: 

florence + the machine 

hozier 

Taylor swift (don't judge me)

 flipturn

 Lucy dacus 

ABBA 


 Top songs of the last 6 months (feel free to judge me actually, I like it):

 If It Is - flipturn 

Right? - flipturn 

Miss - Florence Road 

Animal Impulses - IAMX 

Aishite aishite aishite - Ado 

Sweat - Mirakill (my sexy murder song, ask me about my murder playlist) 

The Hand - Annabelle Dinda 

Into The Woods Prologue 

 Gooey - Glass Animals 

The Great Divide - Noah Kahan

Movies

Top 10:

  1. Lord of The Rings: Fellowship (directors cut)
  2. The Batman (w Edward Cullan)
  3. Terrifier 3
  4. V for Vendetta 
  5. John Wick
  6. Ella Enchanted (the tavern scene alone will always keep this in my top 10)
  7. Project Hail Mary 
  8. The Matrix 
  9. Iron Lung 
  10. Shrek 2

Television

Do you like:

  • House?
  • Death Note?
  • Hannibal? 
  • Carnival Row?
  • The Amazing Digital Circus?
  • Bones?
  • Hannibal?
  • Criminal Minds?
  • River Monsters?
  • Haven?
  • The Handmaid's Tale?
  • The Bear? 
  • Have I mentioned Hannibal yet? It's a comfort show of mine.

Well, I also like those things. If you have any recs for homoerotic murder shows, I'm all ears. Please.

I watch a lot of TV but I am also very easily disappointed by TV writers, it's a sad curse.

Books

If you walk up to me digitally and ask 'hey, what's a thing you could talk about, uninterrupted, for hours?' I would say The Hunger Games trilogy. I have entire sections and chapters of those books memorized so I can recall them at will and mentally reread my favorite sections. 

I also have this deep connection with the Magicans Series by Lev Grossman, though I have a harder time talking about that in depth without getting embarrassed because unfortunately (if you've read the books you know this is unfortunate) I relate to Quentin way too much. 12/10.

I also like Narnia, the Great Gatsby, various Agatha Christie novels, the Percy Jackson books (series 1 and 2), I read a lot of nonfiction too, but those are boring to list. 

Heroes

Sisyphus but not in some incel modern scholar loser way, its personal bro 

Davey Wreden, the creator of The Beginners Guide and The Stanley Parable, I want to make something that hurts someone half as bad as TBG hurt me. 

Suzanne Collins Probably dude, shes a god to me


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About me:

Dionysus Kinnie

24

i get nervous talking to people, not because i have anxiety, though i do, but because i forget to respond within an appropriate amount of time and then convince myself that there's no redeeming this conversation because i Waited Too Long, and thus can never speak to this person again without it being weird, unless they text me again so like i appreciate patience.

Recovered True Crime Addict 

Who I'd like to meet:

uhhhh i like to scream into the void but if you vibe with my screaming we can talk about it

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WELCOME BACK
ROOM 00 — OCCUPANT DETECTED
You have reached a place that remembers you, no need to pretend.
Please remain calm, beneath the artificial stars.
YOU ARE HERE YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE
OCCUPANT INFORMATION

I think I've always been too sad and insane for my own good, but it makes for great content.

He/They/She, in that order. I defy labels and by that I mean I've never met one I fit into quite right and somehow that's my fault. Badge of honor. I consider myself gay, and if you like me in any way you are also gay, I don't make the rules. I make things, I write stories I will never publish, I work out too much, I'm a well rounded psychopath I think. So well rounded i've fooled even myself into thinking i'm not crazy... But watch out-!

The ceiling is not the sky.

SIGNAL STABLE // SOMEONE IS STILL INSIDE