Asher Dawn

General

I am tired. All of the time, I am tired. If you ask me what I'm doing I'll probably say reading. Or writing, or rotting in bed watching the same nine videos because anything outside of familiarity is a luxury I've never wanted. Or maybe I'm indulging, fucking hedonist as I am, could be eating glazed donuts until my teeth rot and washing it down with gin until it feels better. 

I like violence, like to a sick degree. I like blood and teeth on the ground and gore and getting higher than god and knowing I'd be no better than him with that power in my hands. I'm a big fan of the color green and a big hater of the french.

I'd call myself an atheist, but I do believe in a God. I just believe that God is the peace we can achieve when we stop looking for a higher power and take into consideration that we have more control over ourselves and this world than we think, so maybe I'm flirting with the line of an autotheist or the old gods themselves.

I call myself a lot of things; a writer, a decent friend, a good person, an artist, a bit of a melomaniac. The last one's spot the fuck on, but I was also a pathological liar in a past life. So i'm not even sure how much of that I believe of myself anymore. 

What I do know is I'm here. And you're here. And the rock we're on is spinning at rates I couldn't comprehend if I wanted to. But it's pretty cool, this little boulder of ours.

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My obsession with Sally Face is anything but reasonable.

Music

What the fuck do you want from me?

 I'm a melomaniac. I listen to music all day, that's all I do. My brain runs on melodies and song lyrics. I can't hear a clock chime without thinking of a specific motif because perfect pitch is a prison.

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Songs I'd kill someone to listen to for the first time again:

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ VENT'ANNI - Måneskin

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Release - Margot Todd

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Ashite Ashite Ashite - Ado

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Wine and Wheat - Madds Buckley

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Darwinism - Halsey

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Notre Dame - Paris Paloma

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Nonbeliever - Lucy Dacus

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Sand - Dove Cameron

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ Perfume & Milk - Florence + The Machine

ﮩ٨ـﮩ♡ﮩ٨ــ The Hearse - Matt Maeson

 ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ Masterpiece Theatre Trilogy - Mariana's Trench ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ

Movies

I am a chimera. A walking abomination, a cruel mosaic of every peice of media I have ever consumed.

 I don't have a specific genre of movies I like. If it's pretty or interesting or just not fucking boring, chances are I'm going to like it.

[+75 points if it came out between the years of '69 and '03.]

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Movies I really like, could watch these all day: 

❃ Adventures in Babysitting (1987)

✧ Mask (1985)

❃ The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood (2002)

✧ My bloody Valentine (1981)

❃ Terrifier (I, II, & III)

✧ The Wizard of Gore (1970)

❃ Blood Feast (1963)

✧10 Things I hate about you (1999)

❃ Where the heart is (2000)

✧ In a violent nature (2024)

Television

Shows I'm rewatching {*I've seen this full through more than twice already}:

᯽ Yellowjackets*

᯽ Blue Period

᯽ Grey's Anatomy*

᯽ The Amazing World of Gumball*

᯽ Helluva Boss*

᯽ Sk8 the infinity*

᯽ Bungo Stray Dogs

᯽ Steven Universe*

Shows I've been trying to finish for years:

᯽ Hannibal

᯽ Umbrella Academy

᯽ JJK

᯽ Assasination Classroom

᯽ Trueblood 

Shows that fucked me up and got put on the back burner (indefinetly) for the foreseeable future:

⌖ Banana Fish.

Books

I don't like to read books because I don't like new things. The books I have read, I hold close to chest though.

The Song of Achilles is the closest thing I have to a bible. But there's a few books that tie for a close second to me in my opinion:

♠ Eliza and Her Monsters

♠ Beautiful Creatures

♠ Everything, Everything

♠ Project Hail Mary

♠ All In Peices

♠ Everyone Sux But You

♠ Peter Pan

♠ The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood

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Heroes

✧˚ Never meet em ✧˚