⋅ᨓ 。にんぎょ🦴 ︵ !!?

General

🍙| I’m interested in a lot of things some soft, some strange, some from timelines that feel a little lost. I spend most of my time between video games, the internet, and anything that brings a little magic into the everyday whether it’s plushies, tech, or a really nice pen. Vampires have always fascinated me (obviously), and I’m drawn to winter, astronomy, and the older aesthetics of the 90s and 2000s. I’ve always felt connected to Japan and Korea not just South Korea, but the full picture (including North Korea liking a country doesn't limit itself at only knowing the bests) through their music, fashion, culture, and subcultures. I love music in almost all its forms: instruments, CDs, vinyl, UTAU, VOCALOID, game OSTs, and even remixes you wouldn’t expect. I really like to explore music instruments. I found interest in crystals, in ocean, sea creature and animals, pearls and puppies and kittens and a looooooooooooooooot of things !!! (๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| Nintendo, Square Enix, Sega, and Konami basically raised me (I know everything about them), and I still get excited and find interest over things like anime figures, Amiibos, Vtubers, UTAU, flashgames, dressup games,Korea, Japan, bats, Astronomy, Winter, BJD Dolls, Dolls in genral, Fashion disigning and styling clothes, Piano, Kalimba, Ocarina, Magazines, 8 balls, DVDs, and old VHS tapes. I’m kind of obsessed with J-Fashion and Korean beauty trends. there is too much for the rest get to know me !!!. AND I LIKE COOKING !!! (°□°) ☝🏻 ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| I like styles like Vkei, Jojifuku(cutecore, kawaiicore, cutegore...), Angelcore, Mori Kei, FF-core (yes the Fashion style Final Fantasy characters wear), Splatoon Fashion (yes ofc even the squids!), Dollcore, Shoujo (yamii) kei, Y2k and Y3k (yes it exist), Piano kei, Sweet Lolita, Shiro Lolita, Kuro Lolita, Wa Lolita, Goth Lolita, Hime Lolita, Harajuku, aegejo, himekaji, Fatal Frame fashion, Scene (sometimes), Yume Kawa, Guro Kawa, Yami Kawaii, Jumino Core/Heisei Retro, and more. There’s something comforting in nightgowns, something fierce in Dollcore, and something powerful in creating clothes that feel like characters themselves. I admire models, I love designing, and I’m always learning languages, coding, or anything that opens another world. ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| My favorite games are kind of like pieces of who I am? it's my everything soo it's a big piece. I grew up loving video games in general, anything on the DS, 3DS, Wii, Wii U, and GameCube or older (like the NES & SNES, the GBA, gameboy ect), and honestly, I still do. If it's from those consoles, chances are I’ve played it, loved it, and emotionally bonded with it (so there's games that are only available on Sony consoles I watched gameplays and know the lore, story ect). so here's the BIG LIST favorites are Splatoon, The Legend of Zelda, Final Fantasy, Fatal Frame, Castlevania, Shadow the Hedgehog, Kingdom Hearts, Tomodachi Life, Tomodachi Collection, Animal Crossing, Style Savvy, Project DIVA MegaMix (I know the PS original game btw), Nintendogs, Miitopia, Flipnote studio, Pictochat (not a game but love itttt), Nintendo Badge Arcade, Tokyo Mew Mew (GBA), Ojamajo Doremi (also GBA), Rhymth Heaven, Mario Kart, Bayonetta, Art academy, Kirby, Magia Exedra, Cooking Mama, Ace Attorney, Magica Record, Sailor Moon drop, Cardcaptor Sakura, Rilakkuma: Ousama no Hiyoko, madoka magica the battle pentagram, Vampire Knight DS, Inazuma eleven, Yo-kai watch, Death Nite DS,Bleach DS, One Piece: Gigant Battle , Undertale, Yume Nikki, Earthbound (Mother), Neir Automata, Resident Evil, Yomawari, Parasite Eve, Kuon, Touhou Project, corpse party, Silent hill, DDLC, Persona, Mad Father, The Last Remnant, Kagero, The World Ends With You, Pokemon, Super Mario Galaxy, Super Smash Bros, Pikmin, Kururin Squash!, Pilotwings, Hamtaro: Ham-Ham Challenge, Yumeiro Patissiere, Cinnamoroll: Cinnamoangels DS, and of course, Hatsune Miku: Project Mirai, Octopath Traveler, Luigi’s Mansion, and Kid Icarus. ‹𝟹 ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| Did I mention my OC...? (maybe I'll talk about her later..... and yeah I know I mentioned a few things twice.)

Music

🍙| My playlists are chaotic in the best way: NewJeans, illit, BTS, LE SSERAFIM, Plastic Tree, MALICE MIZER, BUCK-TICK, Közi, Nastyona, Lamp, Perfume, Serani Poji, HALCALI, TWICE, Red Velvet, iKON, Snail’s House, Hololive songs, VOCALOID, Hikaru Utada, Odetari (and his Odecore btw), Nightcore, Ado, AKB48, Kikuo, and video game OSTs from all over. I even love genre-bending remixes Jersey Club, Jumpstyle...etc, and all the weird, sparkly sounds you stumble upon at 2AM. I find beauty in contrast sweet and dark, soft and sharp and I think that’s reflected in everything I like. I do music too but yeah just prototypes and I like cute music!!!!! ꉂ (≧ヮ≦) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Movies

🍙| When it comes to movies, I drift toward the ones that feel like a soft spell, a forgotten lullaby, or a secret memory only I remember. I love the warmth and wonder of Studio Ghibli classics like Spirited Away, Howl’s Moving Castle, Kiki’s Delivery Service, The Tale of the Princess Kaguya, When Marnie Was There, Whisper of the Heart, Arrietty, Laputa: Castle in the Sky, The Cat Returns, My Neighbor Totoro, and even their lesser-known gems like Ocean Waves, Only Yesterday, and From Up on Poppy Hill they feel like quiet places I want to live in forever. (っ‘ω`c) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| Outside of Ghibli, I’m really into magical and melancholic anime films like Puella Magi Madoka Magica: Rebellion, Magical Girl Raising Project: Restart, The Night is Short, Walk On Girl, The Tatami Galaxy: Time Machine Blues, 5 Centimeters Per Second, To the Forest of Firefly Lights, Colorful (2010), Pale Cocoon, The Garden of Words, Summer Ghost, Children of the Sea, I Want to Eat Your Pancreas, Josee, the Tiger and the Fish, Hello World, The Princess and the Pilot, Fuse: Memoirs of the Hunter Girl, Patema Inverted, A Letter to Momo, Mai Mai Miracle, Nitaboh, and The Case of Hana & Alice. They all share that soft, eerie, or glowing energy I love sometimes delicate, sometimes devastating. ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| From Korea, I adore beautifully emotional or quietly haunting films like The Silenced, A Werewolf Boy, The Beauty Inside, The World of Us, Tune In For Love, Ditto (both versions), The House of Us, Blue Swallow, Vanishing Time: A Boy Who Returned, The Call, Secretly, Greatly, Innocent Witness, Door Lock, Little Forest, and The Witch: Part 1 – The Subversion. They’re stories that feel like foggy windows into someone else’s emotions. (•̀⤙•́) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| Some of my favorite games also have movies or OVAs that mean a lot to me like Final Fantasy XV: Kingsglaive, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within, Kingdom Hearts χ Back Cover, Animal Crossing: The Movie (yes it exists and it’s adorable), The Legend of Zelda: A Hero’s Tale (short), and Bayonetta: Bloody Fate. These films extend the worlds I love, and watching them feels like returning to a piece of home. ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| And sometimes, I just want something soft and cute like Ponyo, Tottoko Hamutaro Movie: Ham Ham Ham~Jya!, Hoshi no Kirby: The Movie, Chibi Maruko-chan, Rilakkuma and Kaoru, or even Minky Momo: La Ronde in my Dream. They feel like hugs in pastel colors, little safe places in motion. ✧｡٩(ˊᗜˋ )و✧*｡ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Television

🍙| There’s something about anime that always pulls me in whether it’s dreamy, sparkly worlds that feel like soft memories or gothic, strange universes that leave shadows on your heart, and genres like Shoujou, Senen...etc I like them all. Some of my favorites are Kuuchuu Buranko, Castlevania, Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica, Sailor Moon, Lucky Star, FLCL, Trinity Blood, Angel Egg, Gochuumon wa Usagi Desu ka? (GochiUsa), Urahara, Visual Prison, Digimon Tamers, Vampire Knight, Dead Leaves, Princess Tutu, Ojamajo Doremi Dokkan!, Mars Red, Shiki, Rozen Maiden, Binbougami ga!, Akiba’s Trip: The Animation, Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt, The Case Study of Vanitas, Parfait Tic!, Angel Sanctuary, Pretty Rhythm: Rainbow Live, Sugar Sugar Rune, Akudama Drive, Gal & Dino, PriPara, Garo: The Animation, Hell’s Paradise, Wonder Egg Priority, Deadman Wonderland, Seraph of the End, Final Fantasy XV: Brotherhood, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Magical Girl Raising Project, Yurei Deco, Serial Experiments Lain, Le Portrait de Petite Cossette, Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji), Ichigo Mashimaro, Hanayamata, Non Non Biyori, Nana, The Tatami Galaxy, Petite Princess Yucie, Mahou Shoujo Site, Fate/Apocrypha, Afro Samurai, Dorohedoro, Kaiba, Aikatsu!, Super GALS!, Boogiepop Phantom, Tokyo Ghoul, Gosick, Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan, Tokyo Dark, ID:INVADED, Blassreiter, Karas, Yami no Matsuei, Denpa Onna to Seishun Otoko, Creamy Mami, Hoshikuzu Telepath, Ojamojo Doremi, Hellsing Ultimate, Fate/Zero, Devil May Cry, Blood+, Bungou Stray Dogs, Aikatsu Stars!, Yumekui Merry, Fate/stay night: Unlimited Blade Works, K-On!, Puni Puni Poemy, Texhnolyze, Ayakashi: Samurai Horror Tales, Detroit Metal City, Shugo Chara, Noblesse, Kilari, Excel Saga, Yuki Yuna wa Yuusha de Aru, Wataten!, Slow Start, Fushigiboshi no Futagohime, Hello Kitty, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne, Hanamaru Kindergarten, Angel’s Egg, Hime-chan no Ribbon, Devilman Crybaby, Drifters, Zankyou no Terror, Ergo Proxy, Blood-C, D.Gray-man, Gangsta., Bludgeoning Angel Dokuro-chan 2, Claymore, Hime Chen! Otogi Chikku Idol Lilpri, Happy Kappy, Anyamaru Tantei Kiruminzoo, Furudokei Monogatari, Tottoko Hamutaro Dechu, Hoshi no Kirby (Kirby: Right Back at Ya!), Wagamama☆Fairy Mirumo de Pon!, Chiisana Obake: Ghost Sweeper, Ojisan to Marshmallow, Tama and Friends: 3rd Street Story, Pokonyan!, Chibi Devi!, Hikaru no Go (Chibi Gag Specials), Fushigi Mahou Fun Fun Pharmacy, Magical Emi the Magical Star, Minky Momo (1982 & 1991), Nyanbo!, Nontan to Issho, Cinamoroll, Maru de Maru Maru, Cinnamon no Parade, Lovely Muco!, Koguma no Cake-ya-san, Norimono Man: Mobileland no Car-kun, Yatterman Night (including SD and sketch versions), Kuma no Pūtarō, Bubu Chacha, Kocchi Muite! Miiko, Mama wa Shougaku 4-nensei, and Kimi to Boku… just to name a few. ヾ(*ゝω・*)ノ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| When it comes to dramas, I fall for stories that feel like soft dreams or stylish chaossometimes sweet, sometimes heart-wrenching, always full of beautiful faces, perfect lighting, and fashion that could end me. I watched True Beauty and spiraled (for obvious reasons). I also love shows like Extraordinary You, My ID is Gangnam Beauty, Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo, Hotel Del Luna, The Tale of Nokdu, 18 Again, Nevertheless, My Love from the Star, He Is Psychometric, Tomorrow, Uncanny Counter, The King: Eternal Monarch, Doom at Your Service, The Sound of Magic, Alice in Borderland: Korea (conceptually, I wish), While You Were Sleeping, It’s Okay to Not Be Okay, Love Alarm, Hi Bye, Mama!, Youth of May, Mystic Pop-Up Bar, Rookie Historian Goo Hae-ryung, My Roommate is a Gumiho, Sassy Go Go, Kill Me, Heal Me, Flower of Evil, Twenty-Five Twenty-One, Cheese in the Trap, I Am Not a Robot, Strong Woman Do Bong Soon, A Love So Beautiful (Korean), Angel’s Last Mission: Love, W – Two Worlds, The Girl Who Sees Scents, and Tomorrow With You every one of them a little mysterious, beautiful, or hilariously messy in the best way. (っ'ヮ'c) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ On the Japanese side, Kimi ni Todoke, Rich Man, Poor Woman, Zettai Kareshi, Nigeru wa Haji da ga Yaku ni Tatsu, Todome no Kiss, Okaasan to Issho, Shitsuren Chocolatier, Kurosagi, Kimi wa Petto, First Love: Hatsukoi, Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge, Otomen, Nobuta wo Produce, Atashinchi no Danshi, Liar Game, My Boss My Hero, Koizora, Orange Days, ReLIFE, Switch Girl!!, Q10, Ashita Mama ga Inai, Hana Yori Dango, Hana Kimi, Good Morning Call, and Yamikin Ushijima-kun. They’re quirky, adorable, full of hidden gems and vintage fashion inspiration, sometimes unhinged but always vibes. ⁽⁽(੭ꐦ •̀Д•́ )੭*⁾⁾ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ For Chinese (and a few Taiwanese) dramas, I like anything poetic, tragic, or just ridiculously pretty. Some faves include The Untamed, Love Between Fairy and Devil, Ashes of Love, Eternal Love, The Long Ballad, Put Your Head on My Shoulder, Meteor Garden, Love O2O, Accidentally in Love, Falling Into Your Smile, A Love So Beautiful (Chinese), Skate into Love, My Little Princess, Go Ahead, and Le Coup de Foudre. These are dramas that feel like pastel memory books and idol dreams with just a pinch of chaos. (˶0 ᵕ 0˶) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| I like dramas that make me laugh in one scene and cry in the next ones where magic hides behind umbrellas, old souls wear school uniforms, and someone always walks through the rain dramatically. The fashion, the music, the overthinking… it’s all very me. ( `−ㅿ−´) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Books

🍙| Some of my favorite anime also have manga I adore, like Rozen Maiden, Parfait Tic!, Vampire Knight, Shugo Chara, Angel Sanctuary, Deadman Wonderland, Claymore, Tokyo Ghoul, Black Butler, Fate/stay night, Yami no Matsuei, Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne and Death Note and more !! I love how the manga sometimes dives deeper into the emotion, the lore, or the character stories you can’t forget. What I don't like is when the anime is based on the Manga but they change the script or change some crutial moments. ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| A few of my favorite games also have manga I keep close to my heart like Final Fantasy XV: Brotherhood, Final Fantasy VII, Kingdom Hearts, The World Ends With You, Pokemon, Legend of Zelda, Kirby, and even Animal Crossing (yes, the manga exists and it’s adorable). I like seeing how different artists bring these universes to life in new ways. >⩊< ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Heroes

🍙| Fictional me aren’t just characters I romantically like they’re part of a much bigger, deeper story. I don’t just obsess over them because of attraction; I connect with fictional people in general, because I can relate to them rely on them and it is complicated to explain, to make it short for example a fictional character in general won't judge me (when I say that like this I'm not talking of characetr AI or something, you can't understand how just spending a few time playing in legend of Zelda with Link makes me happy and it comforts me a lot I know I can't vent to them or anything but when people left or hurt me they won't do that to me, you can call me weird or something but this is even why I have a few friends because of that socializing in not easy because of some traumas I won't dive deeper) I can’t easily share with the real world. After some trauma, they became my mirrors and my safe place. I relate to their struggles, their silences, their mysteries things I can’t always express myself. Socializing in real life is hard for me, and I’m very conservative about opening up in general or just explaining a situation that concerns me because it’s painful, and this obsession for those who understands that is very painful because it is diffucult to love others properly (romantically) and so on... I can draw myself with them interacting it'll make me very happy, just playing their games put me in so much safety. (｡Ó﹏Ò｡) ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| So these fictional worlds and characters whether men or women, heroes or shadows are my safe places. Loving them is not just romantic; it’s a complicated, consuming obsession that helps me survive. It’s difficult for me to explain how much they mean because words fall short, and people often don’t understand. But to me, they aren’t just stories or crushes they’re reflections of my silence, my pain, my dreams, and my hope. Characters like Noctis, Link, Shadow, Sephiroth, Cloud, Zack, Roxas, Reno, Alucard, and so many more are my everything. and as I say fictional characters in general I can take an example you can undestand better as in VOCALOID/UTAU me for example I like to draw the triple baka squad with me it's like spending real time with Miku, Neru and Teto, listening to music are just my interest in general makes me safe, and that's a long story... ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖ 🍙| This is not a phase. It’s who I am, and it's extremely painful to explain it or to even go throught it. (´｡• ◡ •｡`) ♡ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏𓂁﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Instagram

@v4mp.chan_

Website

magicalgirldoll.blogspot.com