Tobyxyq
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General |
I really like visual novels, especially Boyfriend to Death (BTD), 8:11 AM, danganronpa and your turn to die. I’m really drawn to intense, psychological, slightly weird stories—the kind that stay in your head long after you finish them.
I’m an ISFP, kind of someone who lives in their inner world, with my head full of emotions, music, and thoughts I sometimes don’t even know how to explain.
I have a BPD diagnosis, so my emotions can be very intense and change a lot, and sometimes everything feels much bigger than it actually is.
I also have some kind of silly or irrational fears, like being afraid of fish… yeah, it sounds weird, but I can’t really help it.
Sometimes I find it hard to face certain things and I feel insecure about myself, but I’m here, just trying to exist at my own pace.
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Music |
Panic! at the Disco, Mother Mother, Enjambre, My chemical romance, Ghost, Miranda!, Pimpinela, Rebzyyx, Green Day, Pierce the Veil, falling in reverse, La Dispute, Weezer, sleeping with sirens, Three days grace, Black veil brides, Fall out boy, Paramore, The academy is, A heartwell ending, Frank Iero, Caifanes, Cafe tacvba, Los prisioneros, Los bunkers,
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Movies |
Conclave, Interview with a vampire, Scott pilgrim vs the world, The goldfinch , The turning, It, everything everywhere all at once, dead poets society, Little miss sunshine, Bridge to terabithia, Spree, Mysterios skin, Jojo rabbit, Chicuarotes, Perfume de Violetas, Perras, As you are, The black phone, Girl interrupted, Lolita, Sueño en otro idioma, Que tan lejos, Sumergible, Silencio en la tierra de los sueños, beetlejuice, The others, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Hamilton, Ride the cyclone, Pearl, Memoir of a Snail, Cabaret, Brokeback Mountain, The Phantom of the Opera, Chicago, Heathers, Hadestown 
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Television |
Dr. House, Hannibal, Good Omens, Steven Universe, Hotel Hazbin, she-ra the princess of power, a series of unfortunate events, Mentiras el musical, Hetalia, eddsworld, bungo stray dogs, Ouran highschool host club, Sakura card captor, The summer hikaru died, Hunter x Hunter, Moral Orel, Black Butler, Yuri on ice, Fruits basket, Aggretsuko, Jujutsu kaisen, Tokyo revengers, Gachiakuta, Attack on titan, Death Note, Naruto, South park, Blue lock, Sk8, The office, Alien Stage, Brooklyn 99, Soul eater, Diabolik lovers, Wonder egg priority, Arcane, Metal Family, 31 minutos, Skip beat
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Books |
Animal farm (George Orwell)
No longer human (Osamu Dazai)
White Nights (Fyodor Dostoevsky)
The Silence of the Lambs (Thomas Harris)
Crime and Punishment (Fyodor Dostoevsky)
The House of the Dead (Fyodor Dostoevsky)
The Idiot (Fyodor Dostoevsky)
The Metamorphosis (Franz Kafka)
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Heroes |
My best friends Cristian and Annie (I love them very much)
Gerard Way (My chemical romance)
Thomas Jefferson (Hamilton)
Lovino Vargas (Hetalia) Frank Iero (My chemical romance)
Kokichi Ouma (Danganronpa)
Ticci Toby (Creepypasta)
Vox (Hazbin Hotel)
Alois Trancy (Black Butler)
Reo Mikage (Blue Lock)
Shin Tsukimi (Your turn to die)
Jason Dean (Heathers)
Lawrence Oleander (boyfriend to death)
Akutagawa Rynosuke (bungo stray dogs)
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Tobyxyq's Blurbs
About me:
I am fifteen years old, although sometimes I feel like I’ve lived many different versions of myself in such a short time. I was born in Sweden, a place cold in climate but full of memories I can barely hold onto. Later I lived in Ecuador, where the warmth, the colors, and the voices seemed to wrap around everything. Now I’m in Spain, trying to understand what it means to belong somewhere when you’ve had to start over more than once. I like to draw. Drawing is the most honest way I know how to exist. When the world becomes too loud or too confusing, the pencil understands what I can’t explain. In my drawings there are emotions I don’t know how to name, versions of myself I don’t always dare to show, and worlds that feel more real than the one I walk through every day. It’s as if, with every stroke, I can organize the chaos I carry inside.
I also listen to a lot of music. Music is my invisible refuge. There are songs that hold me up when everything feels too heavy, and others that keep me company in silence, as if someone, somewhere, has felt exactly the same way I do. Sometimes I don’t need to speak; I just need headphones and to let the lyrics say what I can’t.
I am pansexual, because I don’t fall for a gender but for a person—their energy, their way of seeing the world. I am asexual, because desire is not the center of my affections or my bonds. And I am genderfluid, because my identity is not a straight line but a river that changes shape with the current. Some days I feel closer to the masculine, others to the feminine, and other days simply to something that doesn’t need a name. It isn’t always easy to explain, but it’s the most honest truth I have.
I am not only the countries I’ve lived in or the words I use to describe myself. I am the songs I play on repeat, the drawings I never show, the thoughts I keep at midnight. I am someone who is still being built—someone who doubts, who feels too much, who thinks more than they say.
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