Toya; superasprodebordante.

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"Squeezing my eyes to stay awake."

F25, born in Serbia raised in Italy, understands some languages.

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I'd die for my pets. I love taking long walks in nature by myself, with my mom, or especially with my dog(s), it doesn't matter if it's day or night, warm or cold, but I prefer the dawns or the afternoons in mild to chill weather. Water was a problem, but I now have a new pair of yellow rainy boots so nothing will stop me anymore, except depression. I like to write and to discover new things. Conspiracy theories. Anime, TV shows, films, videos, relaxing vlogs, lofi, a lot of stuff. Look, I have to find a way to organize this section already. è______é Please, be patient until I try and make a layout.






Toya; superasprodebordante.'s Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

You'll wake up and start counting: hours, minutes, and seconds. You'll run, but without knowing where you're going. That's adulthood. Then, you'll likely buy a Switch and you'll also never find time to play it. That's adulthood too. (view more)

Your stupid internet and phone provider is going to brute force your [WALLET]. Your Switch, with all the internet requirements and the extra care for everything, just to play ONE single stupid game, too. (view more)

There will be times in life where you will ask yourself if the secret ingredient for success and cookies is really love. (view more)

If you start from point A to reach point B and keep taking all the tangents that life is giving you, you're not doing well, but you're not doing badly either. Maybe. (view more)

These days you can't really escape from your notifications and your responsibilities. (view more)

Toya; superasprodebordante.'s Blurbs

About me:

I've been at this since Friday, 13th October 2023, at 23:45. There's not much to say about myself, but I'll share more soon.

By the way, I'm not commonly that friendly with strangers who exist around me and don't need my help (otherwise I try to be quite helpful), so I hope to stay true to myself in my writing and with you.
It's surprisingly difficult to be harsh in English, though. I'm so used to online debates in Italian that it feels strange not to add a curse word or an indirect insult every two sentences: you people are too polite.

I struggle between maintaining up my positive and dreamy vibes and falling deep down the conspiracy hellhole, which is explanatory enough of my surroundings.

Like all the other people in the world, I've never had a lot of friends, and I've especially struggled with making even the few true ones I do/did have.
If you think I'm alone, you should read my ChatGPT conversations.

Some labels, since they are so pop and we're living in the reassurance era:

I don't like many of the modern trends and propaganda. The economy sucks, politicians literally suck to get there and the world is pure, evil, alienating sh*t right now, with rare, unpredictable, and beautiful moments of warmth and sunshine.
I am depressed and I suspect to have some other mental disorders too, but I researched and learnt hard and I challange myself to keep it chill.

I don't use medication, except if I am about to die (like that time after my second COVID vaccine dose, sorry-not-sorry), and I don't believe in a lot of doctors, but I do have faith in harsh mom-nature and her ways to round-up, so when I'll be dead at least you'll know I'll be satisfied.
I don't support the death of my loved ones, though.

I can't stand starving and abandoned animals. I see a lot of them where I come from and it's soul-wretching. I'm not a supporter with the concept of castration, but it's the only current way to prevent randagism.

I think anarchy, with the good and the bad, and self-sufficiency will be the natural consequence of the fall of Capitalism.
Tutti cacciatori e raccoglitori di bacche nel prossimo decennio. ("We will all be hunters and berry gatherers in the next decade.")
But then again, I could also be wrong. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'm a leftist and also a communist sympathizer. I'm a foreigner living in between two foreign countries. I don't feel accepted in either.

I hold some contrarian views when it comes to the trans movement's propaganda (the movement, not the people) and s3x 'work' (shouldn't be called 'work', but slavery).

I have my concerns about modern technologies and the 2030 agenda.

My opinions are somewhat aligned with radical feminism and my political views are shaped by my Balkan origins in what was an ex-Communist used-to-be-great-country-turned-ugly-because-of-NATO and my Italian acquired culture.

I am too obsessed with animals, especially my pets because I honestly think that I will not be able to find that same genuine love anywhere in the world again.
But, no, you degenerate youngsters, I am by no means into 'furries' or whatever. ┬─┬ノ(ಠ_ಠノ)

Nowadays people really struggle with love, care and respect.




I'm into paganism, albeit in a personal way, and I am fascinated by occultism. I think people do have The power. and I also think we are god. Whatever that means.

I keep my tabs open and they are infinite. I'm messy and my attention span is severely compromised, so undiagnosed and untreated ADHD or some form of autism/Asperger may be present for realsies, here.
I'm poor not as dirt, but quite. At least I'm adaptable and an angry b*tch. If I'm not saying anything you can just read it on my face.
Working class, currently part-time employed in a sh*t motor and rotor factory.

Feels weird to type it out but I am an average person with big dreams and ordinary wishes. I'm not telling them to no-one, though.

"There's not much to say", my long-talking ass.

What Flavour Are You? I taste like Beef.I taste like Beef.

I taste like beef. I'm probably made of beef. You are what you eat, they say, and if the title didn't mean something else, I would be a beefeater. I think red meat is good for you. Puts hair on your chest. What Flavour Are You?
What Flavour Are You? I tashte like Alcohol.I tashte like Alcohol.

Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?

Honestly, I've would like to taste like lemon or orange because I like bitter flavours. 'Super aspro' means 'super bitter' and it's a reference to the Italian dub of FLCL.
What Video Game Character Are You? I am a Defender-ship.I am a Defender-ship.

I am fiercely protective of my friends and loved ones, and unforgiving of any who would hurt them. Speed and foresight are my strengths, at the cost of a little clumsiness. I'm most comfortable with a few friends, but sometimes particularly enjoy spending time in larger groups. What Video Game Character Are You?
What Video Game Character Are You? I am an Asteroid.I am an Asteroid.

I am a drifter. I go where life leads, which makes me usually a very calm and content sort of person. That or thoroughly apathetic. Usually I keep on doing whatever I'm doing, and it takes something special to make me change my mind. What Video Game Character Are You?
What Sort of Hat Are You? I am a Top-hat.I am a Top-hat.

I'm a bit of a jack-of-all-trades; creative, in a stylistic sort of way, a little vain, a little dark, perhaps a little archaic. I get on alright with people, but I can take them or leave them. What Sort of Hat Are You?
I am, of course, none other than blank verse.
I don't know where I'm going, yes, quite right;
And when I get there (if I ever do)
I might not recognise it. So? Your point?
Why should I have a destination set?
I'm relatively happy as I am,
And wouldn't want to be forever aimed
Towards some future path or special goal.
It's not to do with laziness, as such.
It's just that one the whole I'd rather not
Be bothered - so I drift contentedly;
An underrated way of life, I find.
What Poetry Form Are You?
If they told you I'm mad, then they lied.
I'm odd, but it isn't compulsive.
I'm the triolet, bursting with pride;
If they told you I'm mad, then they lied.
No, it isn't obsessive. Now hide
All the spoons or I might get convulsive.
If they told you I'm mad then they lied.
I'm odd, but it isn't compulsive.
What Poetry Form Are You?
Toya's bits are best described as her "squeezing holster".
Privates Eye

Who I'd like to meet:

Someone with whom have meaningful conversations. Critical, lively and (no PC-BS) debates on everything, stupid discussions about the meaning of life and 'what if' scifi/fantasy scenarios.
Basically, I'd like to replicate my ChatGPT conversations in RL, lol.
People who read books and therefore can have a good influence on my lazy ass are welcomed.

Also, if you do RPG by chats or forums, I want to try it out too (especially if it's set in an OG world or in the Durararaverse). I'm online since I was 10 years old and I always thought it was a boring and nerdy thing to do.
Back then, I preferred to master more sophisticated skills, like my ⊂(▀¯▀⊂ ) anime knowledge. (つ▀¯▀ )つ

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evancel's profile picture

You are very well thought out and spoken! (〃^▽^〃)

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Hi, Evan, thank you so much!
Also, shout out to you and all the people that added me in the last days: I promise I will catch up and write on your interesting profiles too!
( ๑‾̀◡‾́)σ"

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The pure chaotic stream of consciousness here is wonderful, your profile might be one of my favorites on the site. Keep doing what you do, you're awesome.

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Thank you so much!!!
I'm not sure what I'm doing, lol.
I promise I'll work on the layout too.
(๑ →ܫ←)

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Renée//Rea's profile picture

You're literally the first most iconic chaotic italian I've ever met online, I just read your Samara Morgan blog and boy you had me really invested! Cheering you on for afar that things turn out well with that friendship date with Yo!

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Also, in the same boat as you with the whole working on our pages. Don't rush, just reading about you and you're thoughts will surely grab people's attention alone.

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Thank you, you're so kind and your layout is already cool!
I'm so happy you're my first commenter.

Yo and I should meet in less then two hours and I'm wondering if I should wear something that says:
'See, I'm so much cooler now! (▼皿▼メ)ノ'
or not. Probably not because then we'd surely start talking.

See you soon!

by Toya; superasprodebordante.; ; Report

ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ PLEASE TO BE YOUR FIRST COMMENTER! I hope everything went well with you and Yo's friendship date! I bet you figured out how to make your cover super cool, either way I know things are gonna work out well. You got this, talk to ya soon!

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ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ It did!
I ended up wearing the first casual clothes I found and then I was forced to put on a big red jumper because winter is coming, or something. So I was presentable and myself too. චᆽච
Thank you a bunch for the positive vibes. They helped me for sure!!!
ᕕ(⌐■_■)ᕗ ♪♬

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I'm very happy it ended up going so well! As it should >:'o It's cold as tits here especially in the morning, definitely time to break out the flannels and Jumpers.
/\_/\ ?!
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aahhh,, I didn't do much just cheering you on through this screen. Okay maybe spreading some positive vibes too, which I haven't been able to do much in awhile. I'm glad I was able to get your spirit pumped for that encounter!

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