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"Contemplating..."

I'm not really here, am I...

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Mood: Alone...

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xx_SammieDate_xx's Interests

General

Philosophy / Skateboarding

Music

Unwound / Brand New / Cursive / La Dispute / Rainer Maria / Everyone Asked About You

Movies

Donnie Darko / Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas / Scott Pilgrim

Television

Wolf's Rain / Ergo Proxy / Serial Experiments Lain / Paranoia Agent

Books

Sputnik Sweetheart / No Longer Human / The Stranger / The Bell Jar

Heroes

Elliott Smith / Steve Albini

xx_SammieDate_xx's Latest Blog Entries [View Blog]

Red Herrings (view more)

Concerts I’ve Been To This Year (So Far) (view more)

Loneliness (view more)

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About me:




I'm just trying to find a place where I can disappear. Some days, I feel like I'm drowning in all the things I’ve done, and the things I’ve left undone. People say time heals all wounds, but I think it just buries the truth deeper... and sometimes, the lies feel safer.



I’m not perfect. I’ve made mistakes, some bigger than others, and I’m stuck with the consequences. But who’s judging, right? I guess we’re all just trying to survive in this messed-up world, pretending everything’s fine when it’s not.



If you want to get to know me, you probably won't. Everyone leaves eventually. That's just how it goes. I’ve learned to trust nobody, and maybe that’s for the best.

Music is the only thing that understands me. I like the kind of songs that echo my silence, songs that say everything I can’t.

No one sees the real me. I don't even know who that is anymore. Maybe one day I’ll break free. Until then, I’m just waiting… for something to change, or for everything to finally stop.

Here's a playlist to fill the void. For now.

Who I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet someone who I can go to concerts with, someone who understands me and doesn't judge my past.

I just want to find someone who I can trust.

Message me if you're capable of it...

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