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10/28/2025
It's be almost a year since I've updated! Gahh! So much has happened! Mostly good! My health has gotten a lot better! I will obviously always have struggles with my chronic conditions like POTS, PCOS, Hashimoto's Disease and EDS. But like, my energy is so much better, my headaches have quietly almost disappeared, my neck is getting better, and i'm trying to get a hold on my insulin. PLUS, my mental health seems to be a lot better as far as my anxiety, panic attacks and phobias. I've been going out more and not letting my body keep from being in public! I go to the club almost every Saturday as "me time." My family is super supportive of it too, because I've met new people, I'm dancing and moving which is good exercise for my POTS, and I'm not drinking, doing drugs or smoking cigarettes. I think they're just happy to see me out and living my life as opposed to me rotting in bed, unable to walk and hardly able to function cognitively. It all feels great, yknow? I really feel like Ive come so far since Summer of 2024. I feel like a completely different person. The only thing I need to get ahold of is my PCOS and I'll hopefully get that when I start my Metformin. Anyway, wow! What a year! It'll be Halloween in three days and I'm so excited, the kids are excited and we're having a little get together at my place with friends and family. I'm actually looking forward to the holidays this year. Hopefully my PCOS doesn't throw me for a loop with the sluggishness and being bloated AF, lol. Fingers crossed I can get a handle on that like mostly everything else with my health. Anywho, it's nice to update after so long. I'll try to update a little sooner next time and hopefully it's another good update! TTYL~~~

11/22/2024
Went to the mall today and ordered my son his cookie cake for his 14th birthday! Gosh, to be 14 again! At that age I was on myspace 24/7 and hanging out with Katrina getting into mischief lol. It was around that age that I started to act like a heathen. Anyways, my head was feeling pretty crappy today. I woke up with a headache and the pressure was so immense that I kept getting surges and felt like I was going to pass out. It feels some better but I can still feel the pressure. I tried to distract myself by cleaning the babies room and surfing the web after I got the kids into bed. but now that it's quiet...the problems are hard to ignore. My step daughter is coming to visit this weekend and I'm so excited. I've missed her so much and I wish her daddy was alive to see her. He'd be so proud of his girls and boy! I should probably try to get some sleep. I better get a snack and watch an episode of Jersey Shore first tho, lmao.

11/20/2024
Long time no update!! so, after my last update, I lost a bunch of weight from dieting due to type 2 diabetes and i had a huge POTS flare in April and was admitted to the hospital in June. The doctors did a lumbar puncture on me and created a CSF leak that caused my brain to sag. They did a blood patch and it failed horribly and had to get another in a different hospital due to the previous hospital committing malpractice. Due to the repeated stabs in my spine and damage to my brain I had to relearn to walk and drive. I still struggle cognitively and with pain in my head, plus my body is so deconditioned and i have no stamina from where i was bedridden for five months. I don't feel like I'm "all there" anymore. I'm thinking of talking to a lawyer about suing this doctor. ANYWAYS~~~hoping i get better, i lose some weight to balance my PCOS and Hashimotos and my cognition improves!!

12/24/2023
Merry ALMOST Christmas! Ahhh, my 29th Christmas season. I'm so excited to see the looks on my kids faces when they see all the gifts under the tree. I wish Tyler was here to share that moment with me. Holidays are bitter sweet; i enjoy them with my children, but i hate i can't share them with Tyler anymore. If there is an afterlife, I hope he's not far around the corner. Sending love to anyone and everyone who is missing someone this Christmas.

12/4/2023
Be sure to check out my latest blog entry! i added so many links to sites where i found dollz, blinkies, buttons, cursors and more.

12/3/2023
I decided to make my profile a little darker like my soul, but i've kept most of the y2k vibes going. xoxoxo

12/2/2023
Welcome to my page! I've been working all day to try and get my profile up to speed! Hopefully you guys enjoy my y2k vibezzz. Growing up with two old sisters I was exposed to a lot of the internet culture; dollz palace, xtina, and geocities. I can remember putting dollz together at the young age of 8. Ahhh. Memories!

Make sure to check out my live chat box in my 'general interest' section so peeps can talk in real time! takin it back to aol bb!~~~