Nick Morrow

About me:

Im 27 and life is getting worse and worse. I dont want kids and I dont want to get married. My dad is a fucking alcoholic and has tortured me for as long as I can remember and has done the same to my mom for longer. Its a felony to beat his ass now that hes considered a senior, plus I dont want a record. I cant get over my 6th grade crush and Ive slept in the front room of my 1 bed room apartment on a twin sized bed for about 16 years. I decided one day that I wanted to sing so I decided to get decent at that but im really not sure if I even sound good because I only sing in my car at work on my lunch break. I havent told anyone directly but I guess this is my admittance. I desperately miss my friends and Im constantly upset at the notion that everyone and everything I love is moving forward and away while all I want is to go back in time to make it last a little longer. I feel like I have no self worth beyond what other people need from me and Im sure ill end up a nobody who never achieved anything in life besides becoming another statistic. I feel psychologically ruined from the trauma ive incurred in my short life which leaves me unable to trust anyone or anything because im constantly disappointed and let down by everything in life. Im not even really sure what the point is of writing all this down because all it does is gives people preconceived notions. I also have no motivation to do anything, either caused by depression or because im just a fucking bum ass loser.

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