Soloniuni Slaughterhouse

About me:

I am a content creator, artist, musician and student of many fields. I am an intersex male. I have an eccentric and sinister dressing style and way of speaking, so I might sound nonsensical at first. I am medically diagnosed with (C)PTSD and OSDD, but I do not identify as a system nor do I have different fully developed personalities/alters. Please treat me as one person with dissociative states, as being referred with "they" makes me deeply uncomfortable. I have many goals in life, yearn for the future, and regret for the past. I am currently trying to heal by going to therapy for my medical issues and depression.

I struggle with extreme dysphoria alongside other medical conditions. I am aware I am extremely feminine in behavior, mannerism, texting style and others, and that makes me deeply depressed. I try to be less "fembrained", but I still feel less of a man from a physical perspective too. I use art, videos, and content creation as a coping mechanism. Be aware I can also be chuddy or chronically online and use slurs (that I can reclaim). I am very xitterbrained too, and might have a weird/offensive humor or way of speaking about things.

I display different personalities or behaviours on different platforms. This is on purpose, as I want to cater to said platforms audience. On TikTok, I typically post stupid brainrot content, which automatically caters to young audiences, thus my behaviour will be changed to better interact with this audience (for example, I might text more joyful and use their slangs). This situation is only present on TikTok. I hold up a persona for my young audience, and I dislike bringing up my dramas from other platforms on it (unless it's very important). On other platforms I act like myself and display my opinions and beliefs on different things. I prefer my TikTok to be strictly about nonsensical, informal content as I like making BS and on other platforms it wouldn't be appropriate to post it. I am cringe on purpose. I do sometimes post personal opinions and non-memetic content on TikTok, but very rare, because they get few likes and TikTok people cannot comprehend anything, ever. TikTok however is my main social to receive DMs about anything, so don't hold back to DM me topics of any kind.

I am aware that some of my art, music or other content is cringe, regardless of what platform I post them on. And again, I am also aware that I can act, type, and behave retarded or spatzic. I hold little interest on what you think about it. Don't pick up on me because of it. There are millions of retards in the world, and you choose to pick on the most boring one out there. I am trying to be better and handle my emotions and beliefs more professionally, but if you don't support my journey, you are assisting in my retardation getting worse and you're just as bad as me.

I am a teenager. When I'll be bigger I wanna do something related to neurology/psychiatry, and art as a side hustle. I am a big children's rights advocate. I am a communist (particularly marxist-leninist-maoist), support female liberation and abolishment of patriarchy, gender & sex binary abolitionist (not sexual characteristics themselves like chromosomes or genitals, those are biological reality, but the strict boxes of male/female and the unfair cultural sexual distinction. I support a bimodal sex system which benefits both intersex people and non-intersex people), supporter of ethnic minorities rights, and others.

If you want to chat, don't hesitate to send an instant message (I will ignore messages from people above the age of 19 years old. Sorry I dislike adults). You can also contact me on other platforms.

Who I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet my favorite comic book artists, movie directors and some artists I idolize. I'd also like to meet some of my fans and specific people from the past.