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Janie's Interests
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Music, dark aesthetics, emotional honesty, animals, internet nostalgia, lyrics that hurt, late-night thoughts, awkward affection, sincerity, and people who are beautifully strange.
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Mostly Emo, post-hardcore, metalcore, alternative, sad songs, dramatic songs, and anything that sounds like yearning, collapse, devotion, damage, or surviving the aftermath. |
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The Crow, Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride, The Last Unicorn, Donnie Darko. Stuff like that.
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About me:
I’m an elder emo girl with a black wardrobe, a soft heart, and the emotional regulation of a song lyric from 2007.
Still emo.
Still shy. Still fat. Still weird. Still a little queer inside.
Still escaping into music, fantasy, nostalgia, and the inside of my own head whenever real life gets too heavy.
Escapist to the bone, romantic to a fault, and permanently haunted by old damage.
I feel everything way too deeply for my own good. I’m empathetic as hell, socially awkward as fuck, and the kind of person who seems perfectly calm while internally overanalyzing the tone of one sentence for the next 48 hours.
I don’t really know how to talk to people. I’ve never figured out how to make friends naturally, and I’m almost always the awkward loner girl at gigs — standing there loving the music with my whole soul while also looking so unapproachable that nobody ever comes near me. It’s not attitude. It’s just anxiety, bad social instincts, and not knowing what to do with myself in rooms full of strangers.
I love hard, care hard, and fall apart quietly. I’m soft with other people and ruthless with myself, which is probably the worst personality trait imaginable, but at least it matches the soundtrack.
I love music more than I know how to explain. Not in a casual way either. In a this song altered my DNA kind of way. I’m the kind of person who gets attached to voices, memories, moods, and tiny moments that other people forget five minutes later.
I’m not cold. I’m not unfriendly. I’m just awkward and chronically in my own head. I look a little mean sometimes, but that’s mostly just anxiety in black clothes. Underneath that, I’m deeply caring, painfully sincere, and probably already worried about whether you’re okay.
So yeah.
Still not a phase.
Still not normal.
Still here.
Who I'd like to meet:
People who are kind, funny, a little damaged, and very real.
Anyone who still feels music in their bones.
Awkward people. Night people. Soft weirdos. Elder emos. People with depth.
People who understand silence, longing, music, and the strange comfort of being a little broken but still very alive. People who know that awkward isn’t the same as cold, and quiet isn’t the same as empty.
People who have inner worlds. People who mean what they say. People who still care deeply about songs, small moments, and the things most of the world has taught itself not to feel.
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CrimSin 
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You're sooo cool! x3 |